To write you again. What were been my sensations, my feelings. And you are here in front of me, with this glance, where i can lost myself.
I felt you was next to me, when i was on the couch. I felt you took my hand in yours. I felt your warm hug. I, also, imagined to stay embraced together. But i knew it wasnt real. But what i felt seemed so real. And now, right here, you around me. In your eyes i see, i feel something magic. I feel our parallel world becoming something real. You in front of me. You sweetly smiling at me. What we see around us are ours lights melting. I cant leave my eyes on you. Breathless, i put my my hand on your chest, and slowly you begin to kiss me in every part till to reach my lips, while i slide my hands into the shirt and in that exact moment my heart exploding, and what you see is a moltitude of colors, becoming a rainbow. Your lips touch me sweetly. For a second we remain eyes in eyes, without do further things. ‘We remain in this way’ someone of us say to the other one. Without add anything, we remain so enchanted for what we see and for what we feeling.
It’s something more than a strange feeling. Something it says me, what im writing in this open diary, makes us feel closer. What i’m feeling right now, isnt just your presence, right here, by my side, but it’s something it goes beyond everything we felt till now. My vise in the stomach didnt leave me. You was and you are close to me since i left you my comments on your blog. You’ve read them, im sure. and im sure you’ve read my latest posts i wrote here. I feeling you so close to me, i remain breathless if i close my eyes. You are here. You looking at me. I dive myself in your glance. Slowly we enter in our parallel world, where a hypnotic music welcome us. A touch of you, and a long and deep breath of mine, and ours souls melting together. We are in front of one another. Slowly i approach my hands on your chest. Your soft t-shirt. Slowly i slide my hand in it. Your bare chest. We dont say any words, but you understand what are my intentions. They are yours too.
Right after your t-shirt falls down on the floor. We look at us, for a moment. You caressing my face softly, metioning a smile. We stop us, while we looking at us, eyes in eyes. A whisper fly in the air ‘How much i’ve waited this moment’. Slowly we approaching to kiss us. And everything around us become a moltitude of colors. We taking flight, making our love, made of little kisses, embraces, glances, touches, a little whispers.
at you, diving myself in yours eyes, i just can feel just what i feel for you. A feelings goes beyond love. A bond so stronger everyday, and eachtime we connect eachother make it bigger. I still realizing what happened among us. And isnt just fruit of my imagination. It’s real. Now i feel you, right here, next to me. Slowly we connecting eachother. Just closing ours eyes and taking a deep breath. And wherever you are and whatever you doing, i can see you, your’re here next to me. Looking at me with these eyes, i remain breathless and slowly we enter in ours parellel world. We are in front of us, you mention a shy smile and you whisper me a ‘hi…’, taking my face in your hands. I feel yours soft skin on mine. That touch makes me blush and a tear falls down from my face. You stay in front of me in this way, makes me feel excite.
To know that ours parellel world is able let us be together in this way is a inexplicable thing, but it’s fantastic. I know it, and also you know it.
And eachtime you want to stay with me, need to talk to me. you must to whisper my name. You know for sure i’ll feel it and together we will enter in ours world and there we can stay together embraced, looking at us and feel ours feelings arounds us.
again back. My feelings, my white feelings for you, and you’re back to make me beats my heart with all lightness you make me feel. The lightness of ours love, made by your look in my eyes, your touch. Your eyes talks to me. And everything it’s go allright, as it would. And i dive myself in your eyes and together, hand in hand, we, slowly, enter in ours parellel world. And there ours sensantions makes bigger and stronger. My dancing butterflies dances their own dance. I take your hand to my stomach. ‘Do you feel them?’. You mention a shy smile and you whisper me ‘I’ll not leave you anymore’. Eyes in eyes, you continue ‘I promise’. I see your heart in them. And it’s a big heart and what i feel in this moment is the most beautiful feel i felt.
In silence embraced us so tight. And i can hear your breath. It leaves me breathless. You look at me, i about to talk, but you touch on my lips with your finger and you come closer to give me one of the most passionate kiss you gave me til now. Then ours look meet eachother and we remain in this way. And i dive myself into your bare chest and you hold me tight. You and me together. Right here now and forever.