Feel your closeness i can only to write what i feel. My feelings are so stronger and my vise in my stomach gets growing up faster and faster. And if you look at me in this way, i surrender myself. Yes, i feel you close to me and I can not do anything about it. Our parallel world is more stronger than before. I know it, you know it, we both know it. I close my eyes and i take a deep breathe, and you are her by my side. I feel your closeness, despite our distance, and it’s stronger than ever. I must to close my eyes, but my vise doesnt disappears, on the contrary get bigger and bigger. Now i feel you behind me, you look at what i’m writing, and i smell your skin. Im going drive crazy. Maybe i will dont hold back some tears, maybe they will falls down, maybe not. These feelings that i’m feel, they overwhelms me. I can feel something is reaching to you, i can bit my lips and close my eyes and dive myself in our parallel world, where you are waiting for me. Now we are in front one of another. We looking at us. You dont say me anything, but you make me understand what you wish. Without taking your eyes off me, you bring my hand on your chest… and i play my game. Slowly it falls down over your arms. Your eyes remains fixed on me. For a second we remain in this way, while our lights slowly, floating between us. I close my eyes and that rustle, make me drive crazy. I open my eyes, in the exact moment your shirt begins to fall down over your arms, and it remains there. I dont realize that you are approaching me. I was remain hypnotized by that silky shirt. It made me drive crazy. Slowly you take my face in your hand and you look it up at, metioning a shy smile. Slowly you approach me and sweetly you lay your lips on my mouth, kissing me.
That was you wanted to say me. I knew it since i seen your instastory, and that why last night i felt myself a little distant from you. I biting my lips. Some tears has fallen from my face. And what im feeling right now, is once again your closeness by my side. Emotions goes beyond feelings. Our parallel world is here. How i feeling you right now. My mind, my soul get connecting with you so easily, and i just cant believe it. it has happend once again. If i thinking about it i say myself ‘that’s impossible’. That’s incredible. You wanted to say me something, and that was been. I still wondering what happening among us. Our minds link in a faboluos way. And i just stil cant believe it, it happening this just you and me.
Surely, some tears has fallen. Isnt the first time that happens, but i thought it were just coincidences, but they weren’t never been. By now, i know, for sure, we are link us, by that thin rope. And since last december it grows up fast. And now what im feeling almost, overwhelms me. If i think about three, four days ago, what i felt. What you tried to say me, and now i see you in this pic, you smiling at me, i just can only shaking my head, and every thoughts. feelings, emotions i have had in these days, cames true, i just can looking at my little amethyst ball on my desktop and say myself ‘it does realizing everything i feel’. But it’seems still a dream what im living with you.
What i’m feeling in these hours, in these days, it’s something i cant explain neither to me. Your presence is a continuos flow of energies in my body. And your closeness is stronger. It has growing up more fast… I dont know what you feeling, but i know ours connection is over there, and in somewhere our parallel waits for us, to tell us something special. Your smile, your eyes, for me are something magic. Your eyes are our parallel world gates. When i feel you so close to me, lik now, i just only need to close my eyes and taking a deep breath to feel you here next to me. You looking at me and sweetly you taking my hands and we begins to fly among ours lights and our emotions.
Can i be sincere with you? If i think to everything happening between us, i cant hold back tears from my face. You giving me the most biggest emotions i’m living in this period, and i’m feeling so Alive. I must to connect myself with you and what i feeling is such beautiful. My words, my feelings, coming out so easily.. sometimes, often, overwhelms me. I feel, i need of you to feel myself Alive. And these few line i write each day, says what i feeling in these moment. I really need of you. I need of you and nobody else’s. You.
I whispering your name, and slowly i close my eyes. I feel you coming to me. I feel yours soul sorrounding me like a white veil. I feel your presence by my side. I still have my eyes closed. You next to me, whisper me ‘Open them’. Slowly i open my eyes, and slowly i see you in front of me, looking at me with the eyes i love. Your presence overwhelms me. It take us to ours parellel world and there your eyes, your glance, makes me feel breathless and what you say make feel speechless ‘How did you had take to long to come to me’. Breathless you take my face in your hands and so slowly your face approaches to mine. Kindly your lips lay on mine in a soft kiss. I close my eyes. I feel yours hands on my face caressing it. Gently i take your hands in mine. Ours souls melting. Everything arounds us become a moltitude of colors. Ours eyes meet themselve and we cant break away from ours glances. I smell your skin. You look at me with your own way and you know i drive crazy for it. And the only thing i can do is to bend myself to yours desires that to the end are also mine. We stay together, in this way, embraced, kissing us, touching on ours skin, looking at us, and just sometimes we whispers us little things we know just us.