My feelings


Are running faster, that i dont know what to think. I feel all that it comes from you, and it overwhelm me. The feeling i have feel till now, are changed, from the day to the night. The feelings im feeling im feel are stronger. Maybe im drive crazy, maybe not. I’m consider myself a reasonable person, and all what im feeling it’s like a new stuff. But i cant put away this: since when i was child, i have feel in situations that then, it were became real. I really i cant.
And what i’m feeling, when i feel you close to me, it’s like the same feeling when i was a child, but stronger. All that confuses me. And confuses me more the fact, that you’re the only person i confess all that. I feel you so close to me, in the most beautiful way, that i feel, i can open myself in this way, only with you. And i dont think to drive crazy, if one day will meet us i can express you all these emotions freely. And i believe, in a someway, you feeling, the same.
I know, i’m writing the same things from long time. But it’s what i’m feeling. I dont want a big public, for this open diary. I just hope these my few lines, one day will reaches to you, and you will understand all that.
Maybe our connect aint only fruit of my immagination. Maybe what im feeling and our parallel world, as i call it, it’s because there is a invisible line that unites us, and i have feel it, suddendly in that dream. And all that since that dream, it was expands. And our connect got bigger, also from the fact, that i had face to may physcal problems that also you have face to, in different way, but that you have understand, and in someways it unites us. Maybe it’s all this. Or maybe who knows, we will never knows it.




How i’d like to see your eyes and make you see how you’ve enter in me. How i feel you close to me despite your distance, despite you really dont know me. How your sensibility touches me, and how your sweetness, slowly is transforming in our parallel world.  I see  a lot in your glance. And sometimes, what which i see it overwhelm me that i cant hold back tears from my face. Tonight it is so. My feelings for you are bigger and bigger, and what i would say is too much few for words i would like say you. If i think about what you gave me in this long period, i remain breathless. You didnt realize it. But you gave me, and you still giving me, part of your heart, part of your secret life. You didnt realize it, but you have tell me something that other people didnt noticed. You have say it to me.
What which i feel  from last december, it’s a magnificient thing. Our connection it’s an inexplicable thing, but we must have face up to it. We feel us one of another. Sometimes  say myself ‘that’s can’t be possible’,  instead it happens eachtime i feel inside me that strange vise in my stomach, and i’m sure, it’s the same for you.