Always overwhelm me. I feel your closeness in such way that i ask myself if your are realize, of these emotions i feel around me and inside of me. My head and stomach are scrambling at the same time, everytime i feel you close to me. Here by my side. When i feel your embrace, i know that’s you and nobody else. When you look at me in this way all my deepest thoughts coming out with no shame. And you know, by now, what they are. It enough, a look of you and i drive crazy. By now i have this strong bond with you, and, despite we dont know us, i have no need of nobody else. When i feel our parallel world get connect us, one of another, i feel myself complete. My head and my stomach explodes at the same time, eachtime we feel close us one of another, despite our real distance. But what which i feel is more of the love. When i feel you here, by my side, all around me disappears and there is you only, and that’s important. Of the rest i dont care. If i write of my dreams, or of my sensations, or of what which i feel about your thoughts or what which you want to say me, isnt important. It only enough that this open diary, slowly is arriving to you, and it’s the right path for our first meeting. Im sure, you have read what i left you, and little by little, you are going knowing me, as i did with you, to finding how special you are.
What i’m feeling is the same you feel right now. Or for real is there something it link us, and you still dont know what is, or we know it, but we still we wont admmited it. What is happening between us is something of incredible. We neither are aware of it, but we know it does real exists. Maybe also you have that strange feeling and you dont know that is our connection, that is our parallel world, but you are aware that there is something you cant explain it. I know what is, just because i’m feel this bond coming from you. I knew it since that dream i’ve had, and you told me that what you’ve tell me. I see your glance, it’s like mine. A while lost, and what you think is ‘to whom i say it?’. You can say it to me, because i feeling the same you feel. I feeling lost, but when i feeling in this way, my mind, my toughts, and each part of me is towards to you. And that’s i really want in this moment of my life. And who i’ve met? You. You are aware to give me that emotions i really need. You are able to talk to me, despite our distance and above all you dont really know me. But something of magic had wanted unites us in this wonderful world that’s just ours parallel world. A world made of sensations, feelings and above all of our sensibility, and i believe is this that unites us strongly. Our sensibility is our strenght, our own love.
Still sorrounding me, i cant hold back them. I must let coming them out. And what i’m feeling in this moment, it’s like a emotions storm. What i’m feeling is you around me, next to me. Our energies flow is continuos, and it doesnt wants stop. I feeling you here. I dont need to close my eyes. My vise in stomach growing up fast. I see you looking at me, and i’m sure, you want to say me something. I’m here, i feeling what are your feelings. They are like mine. They are battling to coming out, to reaching to me. I feeling something inside of me, since before. Our connection, ours parallel world is patently here. I feel it, you feeling the same. Ours minds are link with something bigger we cant explain neither to us. I feel you. And you feel me. We close feel to us in a way we never felt. You have something to say to me. You’re by my side, you looking at me, you touching my hands, i feel your closeness in this way. Your sweet smile. I feeling you embracing me. My feelings are becoming so big and want i really need is only you, here close to me. I looking at your eyes and what you want to say to me, it will be in a whisper and i will understand it.
Hold me now tight.
Our connection begins, i remain speechless and breathless, also if we dont leave us neither for a minute, it’s always a new emotion that i cant hold back. My dancing butterflies drives crazy, like me. I feel my head exploding and i feel you feeling the same. Something inside of us explodes at the same time and what comes out, it melting. We realize we entering in ours parellel world together, despite ours distance. and we closing ours eyes and right after we open them at the same time, and we are in front. We caressing ours faces, feeling ours soft skins. What we can just do is just to stay face to face listening to ours breath faster and stay in this way, touching, taking our faces, ours hands, touching ours chest. Feeling ours feelings arounds us like a twirl and let free everything we feel. We do what we want, without any shame. Kissing ours hands slowly til reach to ours lips. We stay standing in front, try to say something, but it would be useless. We know what we feel, without saying anything. Ours connection is so stronger despite we are so far from eachother. Eachday it grow bigger. I feel you so close to me, you taking my hand and my heart beats like a crazy one, everytime you are by my side.
How can i say it to you. I feel you next to me in an incredible way. Im sure you feel the same. Ours connection is the biggest feelings i’m feeling in this period and it make s feel alive. You make me feel alive.
I feeling right now, it’s like a bomb exploded inside of me. I’ve checked your usual channel, but nothing. But what im feelin is very strong. I dont how explain it to you.
Maybe there is no doesnt needs, because you feelings the same whatever you doing and wherever you are. You stopped yourself. Maybe you whispered my name looking up at the sky and i felt you. And ours connection has begin. Just with your whisper and i heardt it in that moment you thought about me, and ours parellel world gates opening themselves, to let us in. In ours world, we look at us eachother, and you take my hand to your heart and in a whisper ‘I really needed you. I left everything to come to you. I really needed to stay with you. Just with you, in ours world, Embrace me’. While you say it i just dive myself in your wonderful eyes. Slowly i come to you and finally we embrace us so tight. We remain here breathless, speechless. Just like in this way. And we can smell ours own skin with slight breaths.
Something you ever say to anyone. Whisper what your heart says. Let me flight into your eyes. Touch on me with your words. Let me see our parellel world. Let me feel this new fresh air around us. Take my hand and let me feel your heart beats as mine. Take my hand to your chest, closing your eyes. Despite our distance, in someway we feel eachother close to ourselves.
Breathing so slowly, we can hear ourselves close to us. That music we listen to is so magic. It confuses eachother, but we know it’s our connection to the parellel world. I take a long breath and i smell your skin. I drive crazy for that. And that white shirt you have on, tells me we are in our new dimension. You take my hand, mentioning a smile, say anything, just a smile. For a while i look at you and your eyes into mine. Breathless you take my face in your hands. Come closer to me. Forehead to forehead, you whisper me ‘Listen to it’. Ours music, ours hearts beating so fast eachother. ‘That is our world, only ours and nobody else’s’.
I felt today i didnt ever hear so stronger. It was like a bomb exploded inside of me. I was doing other things and suddendly you was in me, next to me. As now, that i’m start to calling you and i start to feeling you. I love this ours connection. I just need to begin to write few words in this open diary and i begin to feel your closiness. If i close my eyes i can feel your presence by my side. If i close my eyes, i can feel you take your hand on my shoulder and i can see you mention a smile. I feel you caress my face and turns this chair to you. You kneeling in front of me. Taking my hands. And one of these you take to your chest and with a whisper you say me ‘Can you feel it?’ Throught your t-shirt i just can feel your heart beats faster as mine. We look at eachother into ours eyes, for a while. That moment suspended. Where we get eachother in our parellel world. That moment where we get everything about ourselves. About ours feelings for eachother. Where we get ours smiles can say everything with no say anything. Dive ourselves into ours look and we remain speechless, breathless. We can just touch ourselves with just our hands. I take your hand to my chest whispering ‘Can you feel it?’ My heart exploding. You embrace me so strong. ‘Please stay in this way forever’ i say you.
But first you look at me so kindly then you kiss me so tender.
So in this way, in our parellel world. So close to eachother.
So intimate last night. Never felt something like that with you. I seen the heaven’s door, you in me and i felt our peak get higher than ever.
Then you post that. I still shaking my head. We desire same thing at the same time. Something ‘dirty’. And see what did our connection? I felt pleasure to imagine you inside of me. We need eachother so much. Without realizing we need eachother so badly. I need to look at you, i need to touch on your skin trought that silky shirt, and you need of me to change.
We need of eachother. We feel eachother in our souls. I toward myself to you. Take my hand, and see which you need it’s inside of me, inside of my heart, my eyes that need to dive themselves in your. And listen which my heart whispers. Listen which i say to you. And you will get we are made to stay together, embraced. And together we can realize everything we want. Together. You and me.
I wake up i feel our connection. Is it possible that you feel the same. My dancing butterflies dances their own dance in my stomach. And my thoughts are all for you in this moment.
Which i can say is that i feel you inside of me. My heart beats so faster than ever. Like a bomb that must launched toward its target.
Which i feeling i didnt felt from long time. Feel myself inebriates from your presence in my soul, in my heart. I feel you so close to me. I could touch you if i would. I can see your eyes on me. I can hear your smell arounds me. I drives me crazy.
Just ask myself where are you? What are you doing? What think about me?
Maybe you’ve read my letter.
My heart beats so faster than before. I feel our connection so stronger than ever.
I am not a fool, and which i feel is the same you feel right now as i do.
Tell me which your eyes wants says to me. I’m look at you here, in my dark room. Listening to our music, waiting for you. Waiting for our souls get connect eachother.
I look for them in your eyes. Your sparkling eyes. I need of all that. To dive myself in your eyes. Looking for your wandering soul. Hear my voice. I’m calling you.
I start to feel you. You’re so far from me. I whisper your name, your soul, your heart. Slowly you start to feel me, yes. Whisper your name and you feel me. Something in your heart begins to works and you are begins to feel our connection. You must to breath deeply and close your eyes. Here i do the same. Our breath begins to breath in unison. And we can smell eachother. I can smell your skin and you begin to smell mine.
‘Close your eyes’ we whisper eachother. I can feel your touch and you can feel mine.
We can feel a little bit far from eachother this time. But we can feel eachother.
Also small, there is our connection. Always and however. We living in our parellel world
Always. We need of eachother.
It’s our own strenght.