Slowly starts. My head is begining to receive your vibes, and im sure you are receiving mine. How i love our little vibes, that despite our real distance, they makes us feel close.
I feel, you whisper my name, and my head is about to explode. My heart is beating always more fast, in some ways i know that you have read my little letter. Almost never i wrong. My vise in stomach is growing minute after minute.
How i would like to have you here close to me, also for a minute. Only the time to dive myself in your glance and see our parallel world in your eyes and have the confirmation that everything this is real. Our emotions, our sensations and above all our feelings and i say you in a thin whisper ‘How i love you’ and to see your shy smile get bigger and bigger, while your hand sweetly touches my face and i hear in a thread of voice, which are your feeling for me and i find out, that are the same.
In same time we sighing, closing our eyes and in that exact moment we realizing that we are in our parallel world, only us and our poetry of emotions.
‘How much i love you and how many strenght you still given me, you have no idea’
I can feel your closeness more strong. I dont know how it’s possibile everything this. But it’s so. You are smiling at me, and i smiling at you. You’re stretching your hand toward me and i feel it. If i close my eyes i can feel you are close to me. Slowly you are embracing me, sweetly
Im recovering…, also if you are far from me i can feel slowly, you’re whisper my name and your voice is taking me far from this bed, and you, sweetly, get me in our parallel world, where everything this disappear and what it counts are our feelings. I closing my eyes and sweetly i feel your arms wrap me. That’s i really need. Of your embraces, of your perfume, and of your sweet whispers. And above all of your smile, your shy smile.
I really need of you. Only of you.
About it i can only feel my heart that is about to explode…. Not, it’s just exploded a little millions times in these hours.
Between the promo pictures of this show, you have posted this one. My head exploded and my vise in my stomach got bigger and bigger always more.
Perhaps, i say perhaps you have read what i sent you and everything match.
It’s ok one concidence, it’s ok two coincidences, it’s ok three coincidences, but this is much.
This is what i dream from my recovery from the hospital, and this is what feel when i feel your closeness in these days….
Maybe what i’ve created, from that dream i’ve done, it’s the real confirmation that Our Parallel World exist, and what we are feeling, despite our real distance, it’s real.
In some strange ways, we are connected one another, and everything this is real.
I dont want create myself false illusions, but what has happened in these lastest hours, has of the incredible, and i cant believe it, who im living it in person.
I repeat, perhaps it’s another coincidences, but by now there are much coincidences that bond us one another, and what i want to do now is only living this dream.
In this way, but by now, you know me much better than me, and you know what im feeling in this moments. You have no need to say anything. I just need of your closeness and of your glances, maybe of your whispers and your hands that gently hold mine, maybe when i’ll close my eyes you would will embrace me and you would let make me slide my hand in your shirt and i could touch your bare chest and in meanwhile i could hear your heart beat and you get calm me.
Take me to Our Parallel World and there it will be more easy.
Stay with me, stay close to me, embrace me as you do and everything disappear.
I close my eyes and for magic you appear, close to me.
Really would like to do in this moment.
Escape in our parallel world where we in our bed we are in front one in another, without saying nothing, only caress our faces till my eyes closing and i hear your whispers and you get calm me with your deep voice and your arms wraps me in your embrace, and your breathe make me fell asleep like a lullaby
How much i need of this, in these hours, you have no idea. Much.
And in all of this, i feel your closeness growing….
It was a simply operation and almost they have conviced me about that. But by now it’s gone. The pain is there, but the only thing that make me feel a little good is our closeness is still here. I must close my eyes and i can feel you here close to me.
Slowly i can take again my habits. This is my first thought that i write after my return from the hospital.
Slowly i whisper you name and my vise in stomach is growing faster. I need just to stare you and everything get calm, and our parallel world around us.
Everything with you is more easier.
Take my hand and let’s flight in our parallel world, where pain doesnt exists.
Let me tell you my whole story.
Let me love you and close the eyes.
I see that shack, or some part of it, my mind take a flight and it goes at that dream i’ve done much time earlier that i’ve realized that it was a real thing and that was for really at your house.
Each time i see it, i rembember that dream, and the sensations i have felt. And everything matches, and stunning me everytime i think about it.
I could drive crazy, but i really think im not crazy…. Im sure about one thing, we are strongly, connected.
Talking seriously, from i’ve done that dream in which you said me, what we know, everything turned in a strange way, and everything bonded us always more. Strangely, but it was happened. Maybe you dont know it yet, perhaps me too. We are in a limbo, where our emotions are melting one another and we dont understand what is happening, but is happening right now, in this moment.
And each time i see that shack, everything take me at the primordial first moment we were connect ourselves.
I repeat you, i have realized that those shack was at your house much time after.
It was a bad dream, instead, it’s the reality. Tomorrow i’ll go into the hospital to make me remove the three pins i have in the leg.
You know, i dont have fear at all, but the hospitals reminds all my childhood and everything bad things i had in my life.
Maybe you’re the only one who can understand what i’m feeling in these hours, earlier to enter in that place.
I know, that it will be a simply operation, but for me just enter in a hospital it’s like enter in a hole full of thorns and snakes and, sure it isnt a good sensantion.
In these moment im whispering your name and our connection it’s making itself slowly stronger. I know, in someway, in a strange way, we are connected, and i know you have heard my whisper.
Stay close to me in these following hours more than ever.
I’ve told you, when i woke up myself from the last operation you was in my dream. I hope to feel your closeness also this time. Stay close to me. I need of your closeness despite we are very far. Take me in Our Parallel World. Let me dream for a while.
Hands gently wrap me i close my eyes and i sigh. You’re whispering my name from earlier. I felt it and my heart exploded. I can feel your hands are toward to me and you want take me. I leave me to take. Your embrace is sweet and our eyes dive themselves one in another, our passion is about to die in our kisses. I feel your hand sliding in my my shirt and i close the eyes.
Our connection is strong. We can feel us.
Now im reaching to you more fast than ever.
Our bond is growing faster and faster, maybe we dont realizing that, but that’s so.
Maybe Our Parallel World does exist for real. It want us close one another, always more.
To wake up, and i feeling my vise make itself strong. And here you are, smiling me. It’s incredible how i feel your closeness, despite our distance. But our magic is this.
I can feel your hand are touching me with all sweetness you have. I holding back my breathe.
You’re whisper my name in my ear, and my heart is about explode.
My hand are shaking on this keyboard, while you’re watching what i’m writing. My emotions are reaching you rapidly, and we are wrap by Our Parallel World.
We close our eyes at the same time, we can touch ourselves. My head is exploding, also your. We getting connect one another, and our sensations are overwhelming us.
Are we about crazy? Maybe not, perhaps it’s only our parallel world and we are feeling it strong. I close my eyes and you’re close to me.
That’s what i really need. What i really need is you and our closeness, and now we are close.
Neighbor in the distance.