Really hope is that you may read everything i left you on twitter or you may take a look on this open diary. Making the sum of the people to whom i tell what which i feel, you’re the only one. And also if you dont read this open diary, it’s like you listen to me. And only with you, i can open myself with no any shame. Also if i write here, just to say what i feel, it seems to me, that something reaches to you. What which i feel, when i feeling you by my side, despite your distance is something of incredible. If ever we meet, i would tell you more things i never told to anyone. And i’m sure, what which i feel when we get connect, in someways, you feel it too. I would stay hours, days to tell you the minimum thing i had in my life. And you would do the same. And in this way we would enter, without realizing it, in our parallel world. And, always in this way, we would discover that our feeling, up to now that we have feel it was real, to the end and we have wait for just the right time to meet us. All we felt it wasn’t just a sensation, but something real.
Caress, you was here, next to me, when i was on the couch. And you was here by my side and you’ve caress me. I felt you. And now you’re here. Looking at me with this your glance, almost lost. Lost in your thoughts. Lost, but so close to me. What do you think? Do you feel the same emotions i’m feelings right now. If i close my eyes i feel your breath make it slowly fast, and i can hear your whisper in my ear. You are behind me. I feel your hands hold my hips. I breathless, i smell you skin. Slowly i turn and i see your eyes. You metioning me a shy smile. ‘What do you feel?’ i whispering you. You looking at me in silence. You taking my hand on your chest. ‘The same you feeling’. Our glances sparkling and we enter in our parallel world.
What i feel when i feel connect with you is an inexplicable feeling. I feel our thin rope gets shorter always more, and eachtime i feel this sensantions, i think something special will happens between us. That thin rope, as i called it, maybe is our parallel world. And my emotions makes bigger and bigger eachtime i feel you so close to me. I never felt something like this till now. Then now that you let me know ‘you like what i wrote’ this feeling has grow up more. Yes i know, it’s a stupid thing, but what i feeling it’s true. What i began to feel last december and what has happened, aint just coincidence. What i feeling, you feel it the same, maybe in other way.
I still wondering myself about what i feeling when i feel you so close to me. I miss breath, and for real i must take a long a deep breath to dont remain breathless or speechless, when, in some way, you’re next to me. Like now. But in other way, i miss you. I know, this open diary, i opening my heart, my feelings, my emotions, to you, but, maybe it will reach one day, it will be not more enough. What i will do, that day. I really dont know. Maybe it will never reach. We will would meet us already, who know.
Tll that day, i will continue to write to you in this open diary.
You are here. To be sincere, you didnt ever leave. You was so close to me since i wrote the previous thought in this open diary. And now, you are here by my side, i, almost, feel you touching my skin. I smell your skin. I see your eyes looking at mine. Your sweet glance, makes me blush. You know what i see into them. I dive myself in your eyes. In these hours i’m convinced, you had read my last reply. Something says me, you’re thinking about my words. About how much we have in common, despite you know me, trought only a pc screen or throught a cellphone screen. Maybe what i wrote you last night, it will makes us reach faster, maybe when we will meet us, we will no have need to say any words, because what we want to say us it was already said. And what we could do is stay in front of us, looking at us into our eyes a whisper could fly away in the air ‘Our parallel world’, while we standing in front shy, touching us, caressing us, taking us ours hands, without ever taking our eyes off. My hands on your chest, yours on my head caressing my hair, slowly reaching my face. Slowly you raise my face, once again our glance meet. For a while, i blush, you smiling at me, whispering me ‘please dont do it’. You take my hand to your heart. ‘It beating so fast’ you say me. I take your hand in mine. ‘Like mine’ i whisper you.
‘What we are feeling?’ We asking us, looking at us.
Slowly we embrace us hold tight. ‘Remain us in this way’, you whispering me.
How i feel you by my side, despite i really dont know where you are. But i’m drive crazy, cause i feel you next to me. It’s from yesterday that i must to stop whatever i do, to write in this my open diary, at a different time i usually write to you. Describing what i feeling isnt easy. Yes, they are the same feelings i feel when i feel you close to me, but right now, they are more bigger and i know you feel the same. Ours connection make it bigger and bigger. I told you, something it has happening among us, i feel it, you feel it. My heart beats faster, im sure also yours beats like a crazy one. I dont know what has happening, but something really soon will happens. For the excitment, i bite my lips and i smile, thinking to you. Im sure, my 6th sense, says me, in these hours you had take a look at this open diary. I feel it, and i ever didnt hardly wrong. We are so close. Ours parellel world is here. I know it, you know it too. We know it. What you must to know about me is in this open diary. I’m sure you’ve read that post where i was talk about myself. And you felt something. You try to say something me from the other day. You know i’m here for you, wherever you are and whatever you do. You know what you must to do. I will feel you.
So close to me. When i feel you in this way i must let you know it. And the only way i know is this. Writing in this my open diary. Let you know how i feel but i’m sure you know it, beacause i’m sure you feel the same. I feel you by my side. Ours connections is so stronger. I dont need neither to take a long breath, if i close my eyes, i can see you in front of me. Your glance into my eyes, and i speechless. I feel your hands on me. And mine on your chest, trought this white shirt. You take my hand, in silence, you put it in. Slowly my hand slide into your chest. The shirt slowly falls down. We both speechless.. We close ours eyes and we right after we are in ours parellel world. I smell your skin and we look at us into ours eyes. Your whisper ‘I just needed of you’. I take your face, ‘When you need me, just you whisper my name, i will feel you’. That’s has happened. We feel us, despite ours distance. That’s how does works our connection.
I close my eyes and i feel you taking my hands, then my face. Face to face we look at us. A whisper ‘I need you… i want you close to me’. I feel inside something will happens real soon. Ours connection does works in this way. I will wait for it. You try to say me something. I will waiting for your signals. In meawhile you’re so close to me. Your glance drives me crazy, you know it. My heart beats faster, and im sure also yours. Whatever you do now, im sure yours thoughts are towards me, like mine and like two forces meets eachother, in the sky, our lights melting.
What you try to say me i will wait for it, and i will get it trought your signals you will send to me. I feel you next to me, so close.
You look at me in this way, i could lost myself , but im sure you would by my side and together we enter in ours parellel world where we dont lose us. In your eyes i can see something real magic and it’s ours lights melting eachother, and what we feelings goes beyond love.
Now im writing in this open diary, i’ve opened this path to reach to you, to your heart, to feel yours real deepest thoughts. Now i taking a long breath and in your eyes i see a world so beautiful, peaceful. And your whispers sounds like bird songs, and i listening to them speechless. You whisper me phrases i never heard from anybody else. You taking my hands. Your skin so soft. I could remain to look at you like this, for hours, with no say any words, but just touch on your chest, and i know you wouldnt do any resistence, on the contrary you hold my hand to your heart whispering me ‘It beats just for you’. Breathless and speechless i look at you, and my heart explodes inside. Eyes in eyes, closer than ever we taking ours faces in hands, listening to this music, we take flight in the longest, gently, soflt, tender a such passionate kiss we have had never gave us.
You will dont take me for a crazy, but what i feel now, in this istant revolutioning myself. My dancing butterflies drives crazy from yesteday. And i can admit you consuming me to the marrow. I feel you so close to me, by my side. From i woke myself i feel you inside me. And how is it possible i feel you in this way, despite ours distance, yet it is so. You consume my heart, my soul. I close my eyes and here you’re, next to me with your beatiful smile. I’m sure from yesterday you have in your mind what you’ve read on here, in my open diary. And maybe you’ve discussed about that Anybody leave me the certain of that. I feel so close to me. Do you feel the same? Im sure you do. And also im sure we reaching eachother and this is the path. Ours Parellel World get connect ourselves in a strong way.
I feel your lips on my mouth kiss it so softly. And your whisper in my ear. Speechless and breathless it’s how you make me feel from yesterday. And im sure you feel the same. Ours inexplicable love calls eachother.
from i woke up myself are strong. I feel you close to me. It’s like an alchemy among us and what i feel in these hours are inexplicable. And those visualizations from Australia, make me dream a lot and my thoughts are towards to you. I have the certain it was you. I feeling you so strong in me. My dancing butterflies scrambling my stomach. It’s really strange like ours connection unites us in this way. Yesterday i felt you a while distant. But today you’re always present, by my side. And anyboby leave me the certain it was you to see what i wrote in this open diary, just dedicated to you. My feelings are so strong today. And just when i feel you in this way i have the certain you’re close to me, by my side and you feel the same as i do in this istant. We get in ours parellel world. Ours magic world where ours feeling meets eachother. My heartbeat growing so faster and im sure your heart beats like a crazy.
Today my heart, my mind, my thoughts are just about you, and i’m so happy about that. You make feel happy also with just few sensations i feeling inside of me.
comes the day we could meet eachother for real?. And this ours parellel world that unites us can comes true? Which i feel in these hours is something more stronger than other times. I feel you so close to me, almost all time. And when i take a look on it, you’re there always.
I need to know in someway you hear me as i do in this moment, while i writing in this open diary. My heart beats faster. And my dancing butterflies dances their own dance. They makes hear your closeness to me. It’s like to fall in love with you as the first time, but i just falled in love with you millions times, but everytime it’s always a new sensation. If i close my eyes i see you next to me. You are able to touch on my heart, my soul in the sweeter way, and i can’t help to do not melt myself into your eyes. You can give me joy, tranquillity, but above all which i really need in this moment of my life. Just love. Need to be loved by you. Also we didnt ever met eachother. I can whisper ‘i love you more than ever’.
easy to feel you. And when i check it, you’re there. I can just to smile, because with you eveything is easy. Easy to feel you, also we’re so far from eachother. Easy to hear your whisper. Your hand on my soul, on my heart. I dont know what do you feel, but when i feel you in this way, so close to me, i get in confusion. How is it possible that i can feel you in this way, despite ours distance. I feel you so close to me, by my side. I can feel your hand into my soul it caressing my heart. And i feel my dancing butterflies get a party in my stomach. And i know it’s you. I love when they dances their own dance. In someway, i know you feel the same whatever you doing in this moment. I know, in someway you feel ours connection as i do. And i love this thin rope that unites us, everyday has growing more than ever. And we feel it. We feel ours closeness also if we didnt ever met eachother. This feeling is strongest, when i write on this ‘open diary’, and im sure this diary is ours big path that one day could make meet eachother for real. I continue to write these few lines, hoping you may read them,. And to the end you can meet my eyes, my heart and my soul. And in a whisper you can say me ‘finally you’re here’, touching on my face.