Always, as leave me without the breath. Dont, cause to your look, but how you whisper my name and i feel you here close to me. And how you whisper it, behind me, while i close my eyes, i feel your voice ‘Do you feel it?’. While you turn me, in front of you, i looking at your eyes and touching your lips, i whispering ‘Our parallel world…’ In front of us, one to another, in of it, we look at us, while our hands touch our bodies. Your hands on my hips, and mine on your shirt. Slowly, i play my game, and you let make me do. You close your eyes and i see your desires overwhelm mine. For a while, we look at us immensely, then right right after, the shirt falls down over your arms. We stay so. My hands on your bare chest and our breath at unison. In these istants we are as suspended, and the only things we can feel are our greatest emotions floating around us.
We didnt take off our glances, one to another. And in that large room, with only the necessary forniture, there was an atmosphere, that we also believed was unreal.
We were looking at us so. While we were looking to awaken ourselves, from this strange sensation we felt.
Suddenly, you was look at me, asking me ‘Hey! Do you feel it?’ Putting your finger on my mouth. ‘Listen…’. A soft melody resounded in the room, but you didnt have put on any kind of music. And on the little table in front of us, something was happening. Between the stones of rose quartz, it was raised a little light, and some of the stones were floating. And at the end slowly, they lay down on my legs. You have was looking at me speechless. You whispered me ‘How has it been possible?’ I was speechless as you, if not more than you. I’ve shaked my head. I didnt know what answer you. We didnt take off our glances, one to another. But slowly, we have lay our eyes at these stones in my legs.
They were three.
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I have felt you far, today your closeness is here, as a warm hug and our thoughts are meeting in the air. Me with my headphones and you with yours, we are listening the same melody that slowly, it makes meet us in our parallel world. Where we in front, one to another, we asking us what are we thinking? While im writing, i feeling your embrace and your sweet whisper make feel overwherlm. I need of you, and you need of me. We both can feel our vise in stomach that it make itself always more strong, and our connection is very tangible. I close my eyes and i can feel your deep breath that arounds me. All those are our thoughts, desires, dreams, that in our parallel world can become true, and we are in of it. In front, one to another so, we are enchanted by ourselves, one of another. My heart beat as a train, and if i close my eyes, i can feel your hands on me touching. Without say nothing, we let talk our deepest feelings, trough our sweet touch. As the first time, this time, i blush and in some way, i know, you want to say me something. My emotions are strong, and what im feeling is like a twirl of sensations that i cant control. They runs trough my body, making goes crazy my heart. It seems stops, but runs fast. And all that, i know, that’s you.
That you can feel it, because i have felt it strong. Like a punch in my stomach i have felt you have whispered my name, while i was sleeping in front of the tv. and now i that i was came here, what i seen stunned me so. And now i dont understand nothing more. Tell me, you can feel our parallel world getting connect us, one to another, more intesely. What i felt earlier, it woke me up, and now you are looking at me in this way. My breath is goes to explode, my thoughts are running so fast, and my fingers on this keyboard, cant reach them. My head and my stomach are fighting a fight that the can win, only if all we are feeling, is the certanty of one only thing. I stare at you, looking your glance. and your eyes has inside that question, to i which i can anwser, only with few words, and it would be the answer to the only question, i have made myself in all these months. ‘Do you have felt me?’ That’s your question. I only can whisper you ‘Yes, i have felt you’. My heart is exploding.
What i feeling in this moment, you’re feeling the same too. It’s the same sensation i have felt in these days, and in the air i can feel your scent, it makes me drives me crazy. I can feel your scent, despite our distance. In these days my feeling are running as trains. And what i feeling is your embrace is more strong, and what im writing is becoming more easier, because in some ways, im sure our parallel world connecting us, one to another, and by now, this open diary is the only pathway that we can us run, to meet us at half, in the middle of our world. We feel us so close, one to another. By now my vise in stomach and my head are fighting a fight that they cant win. Tonight i dont need to close my eyes, but i must take the deep breath, because it’s necessary, with you, next to me, that you hold me tight my hips from behind, and i feel you face on my shoulder, looking at on what im writing. My feeling are so deep, and you know it, by now. Sometimes my fingers shaking on this keyboard. Sometimes my thoughts runs so fast that i cant reach them. And i stop myself, feeling you that whisper me and i feel your embrace so passionate, at that point, yes, that i must close my eyes and all what i feel it transform itself, in all we have felt one for another, and you turn me, and with the most sweet way, you look at me, and tenderly you approach yourself to kiss me. And in that kiss we dissapear.
I arrive here, there is always, something makes me smile and my thoughts are towards to you, more than usual. And now what i feeling is simply amplified. I have felt you close to me already from before, when i was in tv. But now i feel your closeness making itself more bigger. I close my eyes and i can feel your embrace getting sweetly more strong. My head is get connecting with yours. my stomach is fighting. And kaboom! We are entering in our parallel world. We, in front, one to another. You are looking at me, and smiling me. And i dont know what to do. Slowly you approach me, and start to caress my face. All around us seems marvellous. We dont take off our eyes one from another. And despite our distance we are here close one to another. I can feel your hands, trough my t-shirt, and it thrills me so, to remain breathless. Slowly you place your hands on my hips. You want me lift in the air, then, you want make me slide on your body. This your little game, makes me feel the most beloved girl in the world, despite my physical problems. When start to make me slide on your body, my heart begins to explodes inside. Face to face, we kiss us sweetly. We dont stops to kiss us, while you kindly, lays me on the floor. And there, for real, we feel us close, one to another, in a such way that we cant imagine.
Your glance and tell me what you feel, because what i feeling right now, is like a punch in my stomach and my head is exploding in million of pieces and what i’ve seen it says me that our parallel is get connecting us in a strong way that ive never felt before. I just can only smile and to think to you. Look at me and whisper me what do you want to tell me from long time, but i know already.
It has been like a punch in my stomach, for real, and what i’ve seen it’s been the certainty that in some way, we are link, one to another. Isnt possible that what i’ve felt, then it was materialized in what i’ve see, few minutes after. I still smile, and i think you smile too, because you know how it does works.
Raise your eyes, look at me…. Come closer, let you touch from me, let you make slide my hand in this white shirt. Let me touch your bare chest. Let make falls down your shirt over your arms, and let me look at you, without say nothing. Let me enter in our parallel world with these sensantions of real connection.
Slowly and sweetly you arrive and move my hair to whisper ‘I’m here’. I close my eyes while you say me that, and you turn me, and for the first time we are in front one of another. You have on that black shirt, i place my hand on it and you whisper me ‘Why did you take so long?’ Yes, it true i’ve felt you all day close to me, as if you need me so much, as if it was happened something. My feelings has overwhelm me in such way. It wasnt never happened before. I’ve felt my vise explode in me, my head has explode. I have had to close my eyes for whole time to calm me down. But now im here and you’re front of me caressing my face. Our flows gets bigger and bigger eachday. And eachday it’s something a like new sensation for me. I never felt similar feeling before than these, with you. Eachday our connect is stronger than day past days. I look at you and in your eyes i see that you have had feel the same. Without say me nothing, you’ve tell me you had the same feeling. We look at us eachother. Our parallel world is growing fast, and what we can do is follow what our emotions is saying, one to another. Slowly we approach, one to another. Our hands on our face, looking at the most closest thing to our soul. Our eyes. Slowly, i touch on your neo. You mentioning me a shy smile, letting me do it, and slowly we kiss us so sweetly.
Our parallel world is becoming, slowly our real world.