Stare at me. While you know what are feelings overwhelm me, hoping i do something. But i dont make nothing. We are in our parallel world so. In front, one of another, while our bodies, slowly touch. Your embrace is the only thing i waiting for. And your eyes is the only thing where i want dive myself and your little neo can transport me in your soul. I must close my eyes only for a little bit and everything i always wished comes true. My head, my soul are in communication with you in this moment. We both feel us close. I know it. And i feel your hands around my body. I sigh. You are touching me as you never touched a girl. Our glances meet. Slowly we approach and at the end, our lips touch themselves without kiss. We remain so. Little touches and our sigh. Our emotions floating.
I have felt you far, today your closeness is here, as a warm hug and our thoughts are meeting in the air. Me with my headphones and you with yours, we are listening the same melody that slowly, it makes meet us in our parallel world. Where we in front, one to another, we asking us what are we thinking? While im writing, i feeling your embrace and your sweet whisper make feel overwherlm. I need of you, and you need of me. We both can feel our vise in stomach that it make itself always more strong, and our connection is very tangible. I close my eyes and i can feel your deep breath that arounds me. All those are our thoughts, desires, dreams, that in our parallel world can become true, and we are in of it. In front, one to another so, we are enchanted by ourselves, one of another. My heart beat as a train, and if i close my eyes, i can feel your hands on me touching. Without say nothing, we let talk our deepest feelings, trough our sweet touch. As the first time, this time, i blush and in some way, i know, you want to say me something. My emotions are strong, and what im feeling is like a twirl of sensations that i cant control. They runs trough my body, making goes crazy my heart. It seems stops, but runs fast. And all that, i know, that’s you.
Is a normal day when i feel your closeness, despite our distance. I can close my eyes and you’re here, by my side. that you embrace me and smiling me. When i see you, all my thoughts go to die in your eyes, and your hands collect them, touching me. All this drives me crazy. If i have also a little certainty that what i feeling in this moment is the same you feel, i could turn myself and i could find you in front of me and our parallel world is a real thing. I can feel your arms around me, while you turn me so gently. I can feel your hand, and your eyes dont take off from me. In front, one of another, my heart is exploding. You bring my hand to your chest, you looking at me deeply. My heart seems stops itself. Our eyes, one in another, seems push out millions of words not spoken. Without realizing, slowly i stretch my hand to your face. You let me do it. In that moment, something expand itself, and inside of us, born our bewarness of how we are close, despite we are so far. In our heart that node, that we feel everytime, it tightens always more. And that’s our parallel world, that it says us, it miss so little to touch us one to another. I feel it and you feel it too. We both feel it.
I place myself, here in front of this pc, with you in front, something expand itself. I dont have need to know what is. It’s our parallel world that get connect us, one of another, in a such way. And we only us know how it make us feel. Our lights begins to floats around. We whispering our names and suddenly we are in front, one of another. Thou i have felt you close to me all day, since i woke up myself, as if we feel us eachother. as if we breathing in unison, as if our breath complete the breath of the other. I close my eyes and i feel you by my side, for real as if you was really here in this bedroom with me. I feel your sweet hand touching my skin trough the t-shirt. I take a deep breath. In the air i can feel your scent. That’s incredible what you make me feel, despite our distance, then what is the distance? If we feel ourselves so close, one of another. I can feel your hands on me. Your eyes that doesnt take the look off from me. And eachtime i feel you so close me, in some ways, you make me know it. Maybe, for real, we are linked, and our parallel world, isnt a thing born from my imagination, but it that thin rope, that slowly get bigger and bigger inside of both of us, and it say us that, what we still consider a strange thing, isnt, at all, strange, but that in the universe exists these parallel worlds, and each of us are united by these thin worlds. And, in some ways, we are united through our parallel world of sensations and feelings. That’s what which i feel and nobody take me off from my mind, that you feel something similiar too.
Here in this silence room, what i feel is your closeness stronger than ever.
Since i woke myself i’ve felt you, by my side, and what i’ve seen after it was beautiful. Maybe that wasnt you, but something told me, that was you, and few times i’ve wrong.
And my vise in stomach get connect with my exploding head.
I dont need to close my eyes, but i do. Because i need to feel your closeness more closer. And what i feel is our parallel world get connect us, one of another, despite our distance, our real distance.
What i feel in this moment is your sweet embrace, from behind with you sweetest whisper ‘I will be always with you, in our world we exist only us’.
While you say me this, your lips touch my neck many times. You make me drive crazy.
Slowly you turn me. And in front one of another, we dive ourselves in our glance. Both, we touch our face so sweet. In this atmosphere so magic, our lights begins to floating around us. And we dont take off our eyes, one from another. Slowly, you approach me, and you lips touches mine, sweetly, that our senses makes us feel so in love, one for another.
I would like to embrace you, at least once time, and not the contrary. Your embrace that i still continue to feel, from three day consecutively. Your embrace so sweet so permanent. We are in connection, in such way, that in some ways it’s like as if you are here by my side. I feel your heart beat so fast. Mine does the same, here, on other side of the planet. I feel you are feel my thoughts are towards to you. And in some ways, also there, where you are now, my name has jumped out. I know it and you know it too. Our parallel world makes us feel closer, more than we could imagine. And what i feel in this moment, it’s something that it goes beyond other reasonable doubt. Something unites us so in a thin, but so deep form. What we feel in our stomach and in our head, is only our connection. That’s enough that one of us, whispers the name of the other and suddenly, we are scrambled by millions of feelings that, we still dont cant explain, but it’s so. Since seven months, we have unconditionally, this connection, a strong connection that bond us, one of another, and we cant do nothing, just accept it and living it so. I, here and you on other side of the planet.
Today that i feel you close to me in a such way that make me drive crazy. I feel you that you whisper my name as if you scream it. My head has exploded since when i woke myself, and my vise is still get stronger and stronger. I have felt you every hours of the day. You have call my name, or just you have thought of me, and i felt it. Despite our real distance, you was by my side, whispering my name as a magical formula. And now, that im in front of this pc, you feel me more close to you. Our connect, is strong, we both feel it. You have need to look at in my eyes. I have felt it, as i feel it now. Im writing in this diary, and you feel me as i feel you inside of me. Slowly all around us, is disappearing, letting place to our parallel world. I feel you. My heart beats so fast, it stops. Our flows get connect eachother. I typing on this keyboard, and my fingers are shaking. Your closeness is strong. I feel it. We both feel our closeness. If we both close our eyes and we take a deep breath we can feel our hearts beat at the same time. Our parallel world, makes us feel in front, one of another. We dont take off our eyes one from another. Your eyes are the only place i want to dive myself, while my hands slide in your shirt, while you smile to me, without say nothing. You let me do it. We both close the eyes, while that rustle wake up our senses. While it falls down over your arms, you whisper me ‘Stay with me’, looking at me deeply. I would like reply you, but you stop me, caressing my face, you approaching, to kiss me in your own way. Your fingers gently touch on first my lips, then a shy smile, a fugacious glance, a caress on my face, then our lips meet. And in that kiss, all of our parallel world, become our most intimate part.
Here for write to you, all around me disappears as magic, and only exist us. All that exists are our feelings and what we have created. Our parallel world. Our emotions, our feelings. A world full of unique sensations. Unique sensantions, when we are in front, one of another, as now. I close my eyes, and i take a deep breath, because i feel you here by my side. As always, i feel your embrace. When i begin to feel your presence, despite our real distance, my heart starts to beat fast and my breath get faster and faster, that it seems to stop. I wouldnt to turn me. But it’s stronger than me and i meet your wonderful eyes. You know, each time i dive myself into your glance, it’s hard, then, to break away from you. In your eyes, my senses expand. You, in front, caress my face, mentioning me a shy smile, without say nothing. Our lights start floating.
Here, where it has began everything, it seems more magic. You have on that white shirt and magically, falls down over your shoulders to stay over your arms. I remain without breath. Your lips approach my skin, while my fingers plays with your hairs. Our lights seems to take our hands to guide us to another place of our world. We seems to fly but instead, we remain where we are. Slowly we are giving ourselves. You hold me tight, i dive myself in your eyes touching, softly your neo, and we are kissing our lips endlessly.
Is exploding, and now i cant hold back my tears from my face. Still i cant believe, what is happened again, among us. By now i can tell myself ‘I’ve told it to you’. Few days ago i have feel you, that you have try to say me something, and you have show me it few minutes ago. I’ve realized it that few istants after i’ve see your tweet. I dont really know what to think. My tears falling from my face. Here the emotions gets bigger and bigger. I’m a little in confusion. Are we really connect? Can you give some real sign of our connect, if not i go drive crazy. My mind is exploding, and now i feel you closer than ever. With you, eachday, is a new feeling. Despite our distance it’s like we are close, one of another. And i just cant believe it that is happening between you and me. I need to close my eyes and take a deep breathe and it’s better that i dont think it was happened once again, because i drive crazy for real.
All that is began last december, and it continue so fast, that i’ve lost the count.
I can say with all the certain i have, that our parallel world isn’t only a world of imagination that i’ve created, but it’s real, where our feelings and emotions, but above all where we existing only us, and in our parallel world we can tell us everything what we feeling.
My heart still exploding, with all my emotions, and i still surprise myself to what is happened few days ago, and one hour ago. I didnt believe to say that, but are these moments that i would like stay more by your side, taking your hands, maybe stay in silence, and listening to what does our hearts, ours feelings, have to say.