Here i am. I have feel your sweet embrace when i woke myself and now i feeling you here by my side, while im writing these few lines, here in my open diary. I didnt surprised myself, when something inside of me, said me to check your favorite social and you was here. Inside me, something it has calms me down. But now it has began to overwhelm me, once again. And i’m here that i write what are my feelings. Our connect is stronger despite i dont know where are you. My vise in my stomach saying me, you feel something like this inside of you. Despite our distance, i feeling your whisper, your long breath, as if you was here in this bedroom.
All this is our parallel world and it say us, in its own way, that it wants unites us more than ever.
I feeling it, you feeling. Our minds hear it. By now, we are link in a way that also we dont explain one to another. I feel your closeness more than ever. We, together, are exceeded that border and always together, we are living these emotions. We are living in our parallel world, all this as if it was the first time, but we know it isnt. We are link since when i did that dream when you have said me all what we know.
If i take a deep breath, i feeling the freshness around me and my vise in my stomach. I know, all that comes from you. Our connect is always more strong. You’re here despite you’re not here. It’s enough to close my eyes to feel your closeness. Your eyes on me, and i can feel your deep voice whisper something. Slowly, we both, we enter in our parallel world and, despite our distance, now we are in front one of another. I only whisper ‘What’s going on to our senses?’. Here it seems all expands. Does our parallel world has gone beyond? Does it wants say us something more? I feel you more so closer than before. I can smell your skin. Here, around me, it becoming all white. Since i did realize what you know. Everytime my thought are towards to you, my heart make bigger, and i feel you in another way. More closer. As if you knew, what is going on. I feel you here by my side. My vise is growing fast, and i feel you whisper me ‘It’s fine, it must to happen, and it happening among us’. I looking at you, a little in confusion, but happy that all is happening between us. I take deep breath, and i feel your hands around me from back. Closing my eyes, i whisper you ‘Dont leave me. I need you more than ever’.
missed you today, I felt you close to me. But i wasnt able to strectch my arms to you.
But now im going back home you was here to waited for me. And this is the most beautiful thing you gave me. From two days you left me breathless. Your desire to kiss me is the most beautiful thing i never received from you. Yours unexepected kisses leave me eachtime speechless. Yours lips on mine are so soft and how i love your kindness while you approach me. Yours kisses transporting us in ours parellel world. We are breathless. Your lips on my mouth. Your tongue… it playing with mine. Ours souls melting eachtother. So slowly we detach us. and ours eyes meets. Just a whisper of both of us ‘How missed you today’. And once again ours lips touches eachother so kindly. Like a twirl of a such emotions arounds us. We continue to kiss us endless.
I close my eyes, and my lights reaches to you. For a while you seem, breathless. You’re attracted by my lights. You, also can hear my whisper in them. I’m calling you and this music we are listening to, despite ours distance, make us closer more than ever. My lights attracting you. And now my mind, my heart, my soul are towards you. In the distance i feel you coming to me, and at the same time we close ours eyes, while ours lights melting eachother. Ours istinct tell us to open ours eyes and now we’re in front of eachother, in ours parellel world . Your glance in mine and you smile at me with your ‘special smile’, and i drive crazy for it. You know it. Your remain in this way for a while. Eyes in eyes. You make me blush. I feel my face becoming all red. You smile at me and you whisper me ‘I love your genuineness’. I look down, but you take my face and once again your glance in mine. My face is in your hands, your soflt hands. and me too i take your hands, we look at us eachother, with no add any words, we kiss us in a sweetly way.
illuse myself, but i rembember 12 months ago which gift you gave me. I will dont forget the biggest emotion i felt when i’ve opened my twitter account and between the notifications i got that day, there was also your. That night i was the most happiest girl in the world. You have made me pass of one the most beautiful New Eve of my life. That night there were other people, but my thought was just about you. Still rembember my surprise when i seen your name and that few line you wrote me. You spent time to write me. Then i realized that ‘something special’ it was happened, among us. But i did it very slowly. In a first moment i thought i was lucky. Maybe you have take look at me and you’ve seen all my dedication for you, so you’ve decided to write me. But always very slowly, that ‘something’ has became in something more real. My feelings for you has grow up inside of me. And in summertime we met eachother once again. I repeat myself, but maybe you did rembember about me and that day on august, my heart has exploded of love and maybe there, in that moment our parellel world has began to born.
Then few months ago in your blog you did like which i wrote to you.
And now that my brain workings, maybe late night you was among the 9 visualizations from Australia to remind you to do something ‘special’… for me. Maybe… to leave me something…
But i dont want illuse myself… but always a little hope lives in my heart.