Are, and im in front of you like the first time of our connect. You giving me something i never had in my life. Our connect is strong more than ever. My thoughts are always more toward to you, and you are here. Aint like before. Sometime i had no feel you. Now, what i feel is your costant closeness, also when i’m not in front of this pc screen. It’s like you embrace me continuosly. My vise is always present as you. I dont really dont know where are you, but when i feel you, like in this istant, i know, you’re close to me, wherever you are and whatever you doing, maybe you are dreaming about me. And you feel my embrace, and you dream about our parallel world. Maybe it’s so. We are connect in our dreams, and our parallel world is dream that we are living trough our emotions, feelings. And all that, one day it will realize trough our real meet. In meanwhile we living this big dream that is began last december, with our first connect and it continuing trough all that we feeling, also in this moment.
That i know you look this way, it will be hard to imagine you in other way. And i close my eyes and i take a deep breathe, whispering your name and i waiting for that it slowly coming to you, and our magic fulfilled, and the gates of our parallel world opens. Already i feel something is reaching to you. My mind is filling of ours energies flows. and slowly i feel your closeness by my side. It’s strange how our parallel world works. It’s enough that one of us, whispers one of our name, and slowly we are connect, also if we are on other side of the planet. Our souls, our minds travel so fast, and in a second, we are in front one of another. And our emotions make drive crazy our hearts. We must close our eyes for a second, and right after, we can feel we bring our hands to our hearts. We both, we don’t take our eyes off each other. We can see our lights begin their dance around us, and the only thing we can say, always in a whisper is ‘Look, what we feel one for another’. And without realizing it, we are approach us, so slowly, that our lips touch and we melting us in the longest kiss we have given ourselves. And slowly we disappears in it.
What which i would like feel is your closeness. I begin to whisper your name. In someway, i know you hear me. I see you look at up to the sky. You hear my ‘I wanna be with you’. Something link us. My mind move away from my body to reach to you, and in an istant, i’m close to you. Something inside of me says me, our connection is begining. I’m toward to you and that rope it unites us, it gets bigger, and everything arounds us, dissappears. And our minds, slowly connect one of another. Altough i feel you still far from me. I miss you, when this does happens. But i know that aint possible that eachday it can happens. You’re on other side of the planet and i’m here in my bedroom. Neither, i dont know where are you exactly in this moment.
I wanted lost my self in your eyes. I try to don’t think about my leg that hurts me. I wanted to dream about us, in our parallel world, whlle we dance into ours lights, while we touch us sweetly…while we make our love, made of little kisses, whispers and glances.
I’ll wait for the next time. I know it will be soon. In meanwhile i whisper you something, only your heart can hear.