In this bedroom, i waiting for the magic realize. Slowly i whisper your name. I waiting for something is reaches to you. I close my eyes, taking a deep breathe, looking me around. Hoping something reaching to me. I looking at you, waiting for you. And something slowly it coming. My vise, slowly growing fast. I close my eyes again, and suddendly, i feel your closeness. Despite our distance, we are approaching one of another. I feel your hand on my shoulder, while i’m writing in this diary. You turn around me. You kneel in front of me. And right after we stand up, and we are in front one of another. You look at me with your glance that make it me blush, and i look down, but you whisper me ‘Look at me’. And in that glance we enter together in our parallel world. I touch on your chest trough your shirt. In that touch, our lights begins to floating among us, and our emotions get bigger. Little whispers, they leave us breathless, speechless. You take my face in your hands, your fingers caress my skin, i thrills. I remain without oxygen. Closing my eyes, you approaching me, and sweetly kissing. I take you hand and i put it on my heart. It beating like a crazy one. You do the same. Slowly you let me make slide my hand in your shirt that slowly falls down on the floor, and you remain in front of me, in this way, speechless while you look at me, caressing my face and i dive myself in your eyes, where i can feel every emotions, feelings when you are with me, in this way. In front one of another, leaving all what we feeling arounding us.
after few hours you wrote what you wrote and after few hours you did put your likes on my comments, it make me feel so closer to you. And believe me, when i was in front on television, half asleep, i felt our connection. I felt you close to me, as in this moment. I can smell something in air, a new profume and it takes me to you. I taking a deep breath and while i close my eyes i see you next to me. I feel you here, by my side. Maybe you did see i put your video on my twitter. I really want your sensibility doesn’t makes deleting within few hours. What you doing is important to me and i really want show everybody with few it makes alot. And you doing it. A lot. I say you how much strenght you gave me when i had face my last leg operation (and i had face too many legs operations, since i was born, i really thank you)
But now i feel you close to me. My vise, my dancing butterflies around us. Ours souls melting together, and ours parallel world welcome us. Eyes in eyes, hands in hands, we slowly enter in. I feel you behind me. Your shirt on my back. I close my eyes and you embracing me sweetly. I feel your smell, while you turns me around in front of you.
Your emotions are mine too, what you feel, i’m feel too. You take my face in your hand, i taking your off sunglasses. What i see, is just a marvellous world enclosed in your eyes. My world. I remain here, in front of you breathless, speechless. The only think i can do is touch on your chest, trought your soft t-shirt. And you let me do it. Our emotions, feelings, flying around us, and we are looking at us, caressing eachother. It’s the only thing we makes naturally. We are captured by ours glances. Just a kiss could break this magic.
What i feeling from yesterday night. Or maybe yes. By now our connection has becoming so stronger than ever and i feel the same you feel. What i’ve read last night, by now has entered inside of me like a new blood, a new lymph. To know you feel the same i feeling, it made me feel like a rolling stone. I didnt close eyes when i was in bed, i tried to sleep, but i didnt. I always thought to what you wrote. And my flow, ours flows cames and went. And still comes and goes from you to me and contrary. My vise, my dancing butterflies dancing their own dance like crazy in my stomach, and now i’m sure you feel the same. I thinking to you, from last night. I just cant believe what i feel in this moment. I really dont know where are you or what are you doing, but i feel my soul like divided in two parts. One part is here and the other one is next to you… inside of you. You feel it. My heart is wrinkled by the biggest feelings im feel. I dont need to close my eyes to see you here near to me, but what i need is to take one of the deepest breath i took to dont remain breathless. What i feel, right now, is one of the most greatest feeling and now i know you feel the same, wherever you are. Ours Parallel World has becoming fast, ours real world.
To know, you feel something like what im feeling, has of incredible. Maybe, in someway, this open diary, makes me reaches to you. And maybe, one of these days we could meet us for real. And for real we could look at us in ours eyes, knowing already what we feeling.
Are you? I feel you, but a little far from me. What are you doing. I’m calling you. Slowly i see you running to me. But you’re too far. If i close my eyes i can smell your skin. I see you there. You stretching your arms to me. But something blocks you. Ours parellel world is close. Yours profume drives me crazy. I can see you, i whisper your name and i know you feel it. Our connection is stronger and i see you look at up the sky. Ours lights dancing. We both take a deep breath and our sensations makes bigger. We are approaching us, but slowly. Our connection is here, we feel it. We feel us. I close my eyes and just having them close, i’m in front of you and i can touch you on as i want. I put my hands on your chest and i feel your heart beats like mine.
Now our connection is more stronger. My vise makes stronger in my stomach and my dancing butterflies begins to dance their dance. A slow dance. Our parellel world still waiting for us… I take your hand but you cant to hold it. Where are you?