I close my eyes, and my lights reaches to you. For a while you seem, breathless. You’re attracted by my lights. You, also can hear my whisper in them. I’m calling you and this music we are listening to, despite ours distance, make us closer more than ever. My lights attracting you. And now my mind, my heart, my soul are towards you. In the distance i feel you coming to me, and at the same time we close ours eyes, while ours lights melting eachother. Ours istinct tell us to open ours eyes and now we’re in front of eachother, in ours parellel world . Your glance in mine and you smile at me with your ‘special smile’, and i drive crazy for it. You know it. Your remain in this way for a while. Eyes in eyes. You make me blush. I feel my face becoming all red. You smile at me and you whisper me ‘I love your genuineness’. I look down, but you take my face and once again your glance in mine. My face is in your hands, your soflt hands. and me too i take your hands, we look at us eachother, with no add any words, we kiss us in a sweetly way.
begins to beats faster and slowly you’re coming to me. I rembember how we left us late night. In the sweetest way. Your lips on my mouth. And now i feel you again so close to me. But in different way Inside of me and whisper ‘You can goes on’. You feel my hurts on my leg. I can see you eyes on me. You caress my face and take my hand and a whisper ‘I feel what you feel’. That’s only phrase gives me the strenght to look at you and mention a smile. You’re my only pirate of my heart, the only person who feels for real what are my feelings. Despite ours distance i feel… we feel eachother so close. And what i can say you is ‘Come to me, you no have idea how much i need you in this moment’. The only person i really need is you. Close own eyes and come in ours parellel, where you can heal my pain with just your smile just for me. Embrace me so tight. I want to stay like this in your arms.
I felt today i didnt ever hear so stronger. It was like a bomb exploded inside of me. I was doing other things and suddendly you was in me, next to me. As now, that i’m start to calling you and i start to feeling you. I love this ours connection. I just need to begin to write few words in this open diary and i begin to feel your closiness. If i close my eyes i can feel your presence by my side. If i close my eyes, i can feel you take your hand on my shoulder and i can see you mention a smile. I feel you caress my face and turns this chair to you. You kneeling in front of me. Taking my hands. And one of these you take to your chest and with a whisper you say me ‘Can you feel it?’ Throught your t-shirt i just can feel your heart beats faster as mine. We look at eachother into ours eyes, for a while. That moment suspended. Where we get eachother in our parellel world. That moment where we get everything about ourselves. About ours feelings for eachother. Where we get ours smiles can say everything with no say anything. Dive ourselves into ours look and we remain speechless, breathless. We can just touch ourselves with just our hands. I take your hand to my chest whispering ‘Can you feel it?’ My heart exploding. You embrace me so strong. ‘Please stay in this way forever’ i say you.
But first you look at me so kindly then you kiss me so tender.
So in this way, in our parellel world. So close to eachother.
Now is that i begin to feel you. Slowly but i do. Which matter is you begin to feel me. Whatever you doing, stop youself. Looking around you. Look up at the sky and thinking about to something is in your heart. And you are aware to know what is. It’s me, im calling you. Inside of me, i know, you feel that strange feeling, as i feel it.
Since we entered in new dimension of our parellel world, our connection is get more thin than ever. And everytime we call us eachother, we hear it immediately. And now i just called your name. I just felt you heard it, and that’s our connection. I just wanted to hear your heart beats as mine. From slow to faster than ever. I feel also the air, the new one, always more present than before around us. I close my eyes and i can see you. I can take your hand to me. And you caress my face. Slowly you whisper me the most kind word i heard from a guy. And that guy is you.
Just looking at you, i can say ‘I love you’. But i know, you know, my feelings, our own feeling we feel eachother goes on beyond that words.