after few hours you wrote what you wrote and after few hours you did put your likes on my comments, it make me feel so closer to you. And believe me, when i was in front on television, half asleep, i felt our connection. I felt you close to me, as in this moment. I can smell something in air, a new profume and it takes me to you. I taking a deep breath and while i close my eyes i see you next to me. I feel you here, by my side. Maybe you did see i put your video on my twitter. I really want your sensibility doesn’t makes deleting within few hours. What you doing is important to me and i really want show everybody with few it makes alot. And you doing it. A lot. I say you how much strenght you gave me when i had face my last leg operation (and i had face too many legs operations, since i was born, i really thank you)
But now i feel you close to me. My vise, my dancing butterflies around us. Ours souls melting together, and ours parallel world welcome us. Eyes in eyes, hands in hands, we slowly enter in. I feel you behind me. Your shirt on my back. I close my eyes and you embracing me sweetly. I feel your smell, while you turns me around in front of you.
Your emotions are mine too, what you feel, i’m feel too. You take my face in your hand, i taking your off sunglasses. What i see, is just a marvellous world enclosed in your eyes. My world. I remain here, in front of you breathless, speechless. The only think i can do is touch on your chest, trought your soft t-shirt. And you let me do it. Our emotions, feelings, flying around us, and we are looking at us, caressing eachother. It’s the only thing we makes naturally. We are captured by ours glances. Just a kiss could break this magic.
What i feeling from yesterday night. Or maybe yes. By now our connection has becoming so stronger than ever and i feel the same you feel. What i’ve read last night, by now has entered inside of me like a new blood, a new lymph. To know you feel the same i feeling, it made me feel like a rolling stone. I didnt close eyes when i was in bed, i tried to sleep, but i didnt. I always thought to what you wrote. And my flow, ours flows cames and went. And still comes and goes from you to me and contrary. My vise, my dancing butterflies dancing their own dance like crazy in my stomach, and now i’m sure you feel the same. I thinking to you, from last night. I just cant believe what i feel in this moment. I really dont know where are you or what are you doing, but i feel my soul like divided in two parts. One part is here and the other one is next to you… inside of you. You feel it. My heart is wrinkled by the biggest feelings im feel. I dont need to close my eyes to see you here near to me, but what i need is to take one of the deepest breath i took to dont remain breathless. What i feel, right now, is one of the most greatest feeling and now i know you feel the same, wherever you are. Ours Parallel World has becoming fast, ours real world.
To know, you feel something like what im feeling, has of incredible. Maybe, in someway, this open diary, makes me reaches to you. And maybe, one of these days we could meet us for real. And for real we could look at us in ours eyes, knowing already what we feeling.
More than ever. My connection with you has becoming bigger everyday. My dancing butterflies dancing always more a crazy dance and my stomach has a node tighter and it melting when you are so close to me. And last night it was so tight and when you was next to me a beautiful sensations has pervaded me in a such beautiful way. And also when i woke up myself today, that sensation was still inside of me. I was asleep with your smille and you still here close to me. And this feeling what i feeling from last december it’s a wonderful feeling. I’m sure, in someways, you feel that strange feeling in your stomach, eachtime we connecting us and slowly we enter in ours parellel world. I see it trought it yours glance you giving to me. And i feel your closeness make it bigger everyday it pass.
I can just imagine ours emotions, when we will meet us for the first time. They will be the biggest emotions we will feeling. Eyes in eyes and ours continuos flow finally will be complete. And ours eyes tell us everything we have feeling in this period we have had felt inside. Our deepest love.
Our connection begins, i remain speechless and breathless, also if we dont leave us neither for a minute, it’s always a new emotion that i cant hold back. My dancing butterflies drives crazy, like me. I feel my head exploding and i feel you feeling the same. Something inside of us explodes at the same time and what comes out, it melting. We realize we entering in ours parellel world together, despite ours distance. and we closing ours eyes and right after we open them at the same time, and we are in front. We caressing ours faces, feeling ours soft skins. What we can just do is just to stay face to face listening to ours breath faster and stay in this way, touching, taking our faces, ours hands, touching ours chest. Feeling ours feelings arounds us like a twirl and let free everything we feel. We do what we want, without any shame. Kissing ours hands slowly til reach to ours lips. We stay standing in front, try to say something, but it would be useless. We know what we feel, without saying anything. Ours connection is so stronger despite we are so far from eachother. Eachday it grow bigger. I feel you so close to me, you taking my hand and my heart beats like a crazy one, everytime you are by my side.
How can i say it to you. I feel you next to me in an incredible way. Im sure you feel the same. Ours connection is the biggest feelings i’m feeling in this period and it make s feel alive. You make me feel alive.
I am. I dont will try to explain what i feel when i feel you in a reasonable way. I wouldnt able. Why try to do it?
It would so stupid to ask to an inexplicable thing to be explicable one.
You’re distant to me now. But i can feel you when ours mind get connect eachother at anytime. In that time i will know your thoughts flying to me, and my dancing butterflies will dances their own dance and for a moment, if also we are so far from eachother ours eyes will be closed. And in a moment we will feel ourselves take ours hands to fly in ours parellel world. And in that flying we will open ours own eyes just look at eachother ad let free all ours emotions, sensations. In that fly i can see ours souls melting eachother and our hands touch on us. You that embrace me and that white shirts flies away like a silky veil behind us.