Are connected themselves, more than ever. My head is exploding as a bomb and my stomach is scrambled. While i feel you’re embracing me so tight, i whisper you ‘What i’ve seen last night, it made me imagined this scenario’.
“We are two creatures of habit. We are goers the same bar. We have seen eachother, but we didnt ever present eachtoher. We have had shared some little shy smiles.
I didnt ever separated by my diary, where i write each thing, above all my feelings. In this bar i meet some cool people, but when you enter in, the other people, slowly disappears. Usually i place myself in a little corner, where i have a wide visual of the bar. That night the bar, was a little bit full more than usual.
I have had always problems to walk, so slowly i have walked trou the bar. To reach my little corner i had to pass next to you. My heart exploded till die. I have close my eyes, took a deep breath, and make me courage to goes on. Our eyes met, you have shy smile me. This was the millionth shy smile we had shared one of another. What i thought when you have smile me it has been ‘Oh my!’ As far i could, i ran, but in that goofy ran, i fallen on the floor, and my diary has fly in the air. My face is became all red, i wanted only bury myself. The people in the bar have seen the whole scene and they has started to look at me, someone whispering, others laughing.
I tried to stand up myself. But the only help hand i have had, it has been yours. In that touch, something has made clicked. You gently asked me ‘Is it all ok?’. Breathless i was able only to shake my head. Sweetly you have take me my hand and you have help me to stand up. With the other, you’ve collected my diary, and your eyes have paused on a poem i wrote**
You have accompanied me to my table, assuring yourself that everything was ok. A little hesitant, you were leaving me. But right after, you have stopped yourself, to back to me. Sweetly, you have asked me ‘Can i sit with you for a little?’ And from that istant, it has began our story.”
We are meeting (2nd part)
Slowly (3rd part)
My heart (4th part)
For (5th part)
While (6th part)
You (7th part)
& it continues at the end of the 7th part
My thoughts are towards to you, and ask myself if it’s the same for you. In this bedroom, everything, it seems more magic than usual. Here, where everything has began. Our connection is always more strong, and in these hours, im feeling you so close to me, more than ever, also if you’are on the other side of the planet, your, our connection is more present than before. I looking at your eyes, and i know what are asking yourself. It’s the same question i doing to myself. It’s from two days that i feel you here, by myside. I feel you embracing me so strong, and i feel your whisper. That whisper that beat so strong in my head. Since you’ve told me that, it’s here inside of me. I try to stay with you always. You’re in my heart. My feelings are so strong. And everytime i enter in my bedroom, this one, is like you waiting for me. It’s like our parallel world was here, and here everything i feel for you expanding. And im sure, you feel something similar, wherever you are now. Our connection is strong, you feel it, i feel it. It’s our special bond. And i love to stay in this way. In our own way.
More than ever. My connection with you has becoming bigger everyday. My dancing butterflies dancing always more a crazy dance and my stomach has a node tighter and it melting when you are so close to me. And last night it was so tight and when you was next to me a beautiful sensations has pervaded me in a such beautiful way. And also when i woke up myself today, that sensation was still inside of me. I was asleep with your smille and you still here close to me. And this feeling what i feeling from last december it’s a wonderful feeling. I’m sure, in someways, you feel that strange feeling in your stomach, eachtime we connecting us and slowly we enter in ours parellel world. I see it trought it yours glance you giving to me. And i feel your closeness make it bigger everyday it pass.
I can just imagine ours emotions, when we will meet us for the first time. They will be the biggest emotions we will feeling. Eyes in eyes and ours continuos flow finally will be complete. And ours eyes tell us everything we have feeling in this period we have had felt inside. Our deepest love.
You from this afternoon. I felt your closeness to me. And my heart has exploded of happiness. You makes me feel so alive. Also with a glance like this one you know how make me feel calm. I closed my eyes several times today, and you was here… looking at me. I felt your glance on me. You droves me crazy. And now i’ve put on my headphones, and everything outside cant distract me i feel you more than ever. I closing my eyes and i feel you taking my hands and yours eyes on me. Ours souls are so closer than ever. You dont know really what effect you have on me. Everyday i thank ours parallel world that connect us eachother in this way. An unique way. I know i’m not crazy and ours connection is real. I know you feeling the same feeling i’m feel. We just close ours eyes and we are in this wonderful world of ours emotions, Ours parellel world. It make itself bigger everyday. In this place i find everyday something about you, and it’s incredible, how’s it wonderful what i see trought your eyes. All that it says me how we are similar. And all that it makes me feel so closer to you and i think, for real, if we meet us eachother one day. If our parallel one day will become ours real world, where for real, we could look at us eachother on ours own eyes as we doing right now in this wonderful world of emotions.
I cant believe it how i feel you right now. And i dont need to close my eyes to see you next to me. I just see you looking at me with your glance and your smile. And i feel your soul arounds me and i see yours lights embraces me so tight. Almost i cant hold back some tears from my face. How is it possible all that? Is it really real ours connection, i asking myself. And i must bend myself to the evidence. It’s really real. Ours connection is making stronger every day. Today im smiling, and i know the reason it’s just you and only you. My dancing butterflies dance a crazy dance, and this crazy feelings i feel is comes from you. I know it , and you know it too.
Now you’re there, on the other side of the planet but now on the contrary. But this it doesnt matter. I feel you so close to me more than ever. And all that now i know it’s possible. Maybe i’ll have need of further confirmation, but i know till now that thin rope it does unites us is ours parellel world, becoming slowly ours real world.
I’m smiling from before. And i know it’s ours connections making bigger than ever.
asking me it’s a hard question. I felt you when you whispered me that. I just looking at you in your eyes and the only answer i can give you is ‘ I really don’t know’. When you came to say me what you told me, months ago, you seemed almost get rid yourself of burden. But now you’re returned back. I close my eyes and i see you there, in ours parellel world almost in wait for something. I take your hands and i look at your eyes. ‘Close your eyes and take a long breath’. I feeling you so close to me in this moment more than ever. I see in your mind. My mind is a little confusion. But it’s your life You must to do what you think is better for you. In these months you have had reflect. We were been so close more than ever, as in this moment. I feel you so close to me, by my side, and these words comes out from my bottom of my heart. Despite we never met us in person, it’s like we know us from long time. I feel your closeness to me so stronger than ever.
Now what i feel is just you, inside of me, yes close to me that take my hand and get your glance into my eyes. I feel your heart beat like a crazy one, as mine. And the only thing i whisper you is ‘I’ll be always next to you, by your side, and you can tell me every your secrets. And i will love you forever, and i can promise ours parellel world is and it will be just ours and nobody’s else, Just ours’ And rembember when you need me, just whisper my name and i’ll be by your side Always.
comes the day we could meet eachother for real?. And this ours parellel world that unites us can comes true? Which i feel in these hours is something more stronger than other times. I feel you so close to me, almost all time. And when i take a look on it, you’re there always.
I need to know in someway you hear me as i do in this moment, while i writing in this open diary. My heart beats faster. And my dancing butterflies dances their own dance. They makes hear your closeness to me. It’s like to fall in love with you as the first time, but i just falled in love with you millions times, but everytime it’s always a new sensation. If i close my eyes i see you next to me. You are able to touch on my heart, my soul in the sweeter way, and i can’t help to do not melt myself into your eyes. You can give me joy, tranquillity, but above all which i really need in this moment of my life. Just love. Need to be loved by you. Also we didnt ever met eachother. I can whisper ‘i love you more than ever’.
Look at me in this way. Talk to me about your thoughts, what’s on your mind. I just listen to you. Lookin into your eyes. Maybe caress your thighs. I want to see you in this way. In ours parellel world. Where the white color has become again a little rainbow. While you talk to me, you take my hands and you whisper ‘I didnt ever talk to any one in this way, just you’. You’re in safe with me. ‘You can say me everything’ i say you, mention a smile. Take my hand to your heart. I feel it beats as crazy. And i get what you want say me. ‘Don’t talk’. Let our feelings talk themselves for us. Looking at you as i never done before i come closer to you. You want say something, but i stop you. I kiss you gently your lips. A whisper ‘I want you’. Close my eyes and i touch on your unbottened shirt. ‘I want you too’ i say. Our hearts explodes unison. Our look into eachother. Smiling you say ‘You’re the most important girl of my life’. Speechless. I never thought you said that to me. I always though you was to me ‘the most important guy of my life’, not the contrary.
This was you wanted to said me. Breathless i kiss you with the most passionate kiss i can give you. ‘I love you’ i say you hugging you so tight.
I Love You more than ever.
I felt you close to me. By my side. My dancing butterflies started to dance in my stomach and i started to feel you here with me. I started to think about you and im sure you do the same. What wonderful feeling unites us. I just to think about you and i getting in our parellel world together with you. I feel you taking my hand. Our look into eachother. Which we feeling eachother is stronger than ever, also we are so far from eachother, our souls has a wonderful bond. Just get a little in confusion, but i love that feeling. It does means we are really linked. And i really dont know how it does works but it works. I feel you inside of me and im sure you feel the same inside of you.
Just few words. ‘I love you more than ever’