The only who can understand what i can feel when i think to you and i feel you close to me, that’s you and nobody else. Also today, someone asked me ‘what do you find in him?’
What do i find in you… everything and much else. If i explain them what i feel when i feel you close to me, they would take me for crazy, but i dont care. Sincerely they can take me for crazy, but what i feel when i feel you close to me, as right now, it’s one, if not the most beautiful sensation i have ever felt in my life. The connection i feel, we have, still stuns me everytime. I will be also a little witch, but when i feel close to you, comes directly from stomach and my head contemporanely. And it all coming from this strange connection that i’ve called our parallel world. I still, cant explain it to myself, but it does exists. And when i feel your closeness, i feel myself the most alive person of this world. Silencely, you’ve became part of my life. You have teach me a lot of things, and you was close to me when i had face up my last hard test. You have give me such strenght, and i never stop to say you, thank you. I’ve told you, my love for you, it’s something it goes beyond love, it’s beyond.
All this it’s born, maybe, for a case, but im sure, isnt a case. It’s something that link our personal empathy, our sensibility. In some ways our parallel collect all this, and when i feel you close to me, you feel something like similar. Im sure of this.
Daria
Time your closeness it’s too much also for me, and i must to stop to write what are my feelings. My heart begins to beat fast and our minds get connect, also i know now you’re sleeping, maybe in this moment is more stronger our connection. You are maybe you’re dreaming about our parallel world and that’s why i feel you so close to me, despite our distance, maybe it’s how it does works our world.
Is the only thing i need and i feel you here close to me. My vise in my stomach gets big, and what which i only feel is your closeness around me. I need to stay with you in our parallel world, also without saying nothing, also just look at us one of another. But what i want to say you is ‘I really need you’. I would like to stay with you, maybe just to talk a little about us, what we really feeling, what are your emotions, when we are connect. I must to take a deep breathe to do not drive crazy. Sometimes i hold back my tears with some difficulties when i look at your eyes. You give me some emotions i had no ever feel in my life. I would like to let you know all that. Maybe, one day you will read all this i’m writing in this open diary, until then, i will look at your eyes, where i feel our parallel world lives in and i feel you so close to me in incredible way. And to be sincere with you, I will dont surprise myself if you feel something, when we are connect.
Of you, and i feeling so far but close to you. I dont know what’s happening, but what i’m feeling, it’s something bigger than i’ve could imagine. I see you here, and suddendly, i reminds, what you’ve told me that night of december, in that dream. And i just cant believe it. I bite my lips, almost blushing myself. I smile inside. I feel you so far from me, but in someways, you’re by my side. Now that im writing in this open diary, i know something is reaching to you. Maybe our connection, Maybe is our parallel world. Maybe, you also feel the same right now. I whispering your name, and that’s how our connection begins. I feel our energy flow runs as a crazy one. My soul is like is leaving out from my body. My mind is like is taking a flight to comes to you, and i feel it, you feel something in your heart, it make it beat faster. We must to close our eyes and take a deep breathe to understand that what which we feel is our connection. In these days you told me many little things, and i felt them even before that you have showed me them. If this one isnt a connection, you tell me what is it.
What i feeling from yesterday night. Or maybe yes. By now our connection has becoming so stronger than ever and i feel the same you feel. What i’ve read last night, by now has entered inside of me like a new blood, a new lymph. To know you feel the same i feeling, it made me feel like a rolling stone. I didnt close eyes when i was in bed, i tried to sleep, but i didnt. I always thought to what you wrote. And my flow, ours flows cames and went. And still comes and goes from you to me and contrary. My vise, my dancing butterflies dancing their own dance like crazy in my stomach, and now i’m sure you feel the same. I thinking to you, from last night. I just cant believe what i feel in this moment. I really dont know where are you or what are you doing, but i feel my soul like divided in two parts. One part is here and the other one is next to you… inside of you. You feel it. My heart is wrinkled by the biggest feelings im feel. I dont need to close my eyes to see you here near to me, but what i need is to take one of the deepest breath i took to dont remain breathless. What i feel, right now, is one of the most greatest feeling and now i know you feel the same, wherever you are. Ours Parallel World has becoming fast, ours real world.
To me, by my side and gently you woke me up. I dreamt about you also in those few istants on the couch. You did like something i did. But it was a big suprise that i forget what was it. Maybe ours lives reaches themselve, more faster than i could imagine. Or is it another sign, that you take a look on me, whatever i do, and the connection i feel is more real than ever, and it’s really you’re close to me, despite i dont know where are you. And when i feel inside of me that warm feeling, it’s the certain of your being next to me. That ours minds are really connected eachother, and what i feel are ours souls melting eachother and we enter in ours parallel world. That world unites us in someways, we still dont completly, understand. But we uderstand it when we close ours eyes and we feel we take ours hands and in the exact moment we touch us, we open them and we are there. You and me in front. Your glance in mine. Your colorful eyes hypnotize me. I remain imobilìzed, breathless speechless Your eyes are my world. I could to look at you without bore myself ever. If i close my eyes right now i can feel your soul, your heart your warm light into mine, and my heart for a while, it stop. I can feel you. I feel your glance on me. Arounds me and your hands touch on me gently. Ours minds get connecting eachother. I feel you and you feel me.
