Take me to you, i can remain only breathless and my heart explode in little million pieces and i thrills. And i think just, that our parallel world getting bigger and bigger around. And i’m sure you think the same, maybe in other way, but you are thinking the same. And im sure, more i write in this open diary, more this path, that we have in front, is getting shorter and shorter. Sometime, i think, our connect is the most big emotion i have had in my life, and it’s so. In this period is so strong. In every corner i place my eyes i see something that take me back to you and aint only a coincidence. Something, maybe our parallel world we have created during that dream in last december, it wants say us that in some ways we will meet, and all i writing in this open diary, it’s the right way to approach us, in an unique way. And if i think that all that could be, one day, it could comes true, i cant hold back my tears. I’m sorrounded by many feelings and emotions that i never felt. I feeling them only with you. And what i feeling with you, goes beyond love. It’s something more.
Caress, you was here, next to me, when i was on the couch. And you was here by my side and you’ve caress me. I felt you. And now you’re here. Looking at me with this your glance, almost lost. Lost in your thoughts. Lost, but so close to me. What do you think? Do you feel the same emotions i’m feelings right now. If i close my eyes i feel your breath make it slowly fast, and i can hear your whisper in my ear. You are behind me. I feel your hands hold my hips. I breathless, i smell you skin. Slowly i turn and i see your eyes. You metioning me a shy smile. ‘What do you feel?’ i whispering you. You looking at me in silence. You taking my hand on your chest. ‘The same you feeling’. Our glances sparkling and we enter in our parallel world.
What i feel when i feel connect with you is an inexplicable feeling. I feel our thin rope gets shorter always more, and eachtime i feel this sensantions, i think something special will happens between us. That thin rope, as i called it, maybe is our parallel world. And my emotions makes bigger and bigger eachtime i feel you so close to me. I never felt something like this till now. Then now that you let me know ‘you like what i wrote’ this feeling has grow up more. Yes i know, it’s a stupid thing, but what i feeling it’s true. What i began to feel last december and what has happened, aint just coincidence. What i feeling, you feel it the same, maybe in other way.
I still wondering myself about what i feeling when i feel you so close to me. I miss breath, and for real i must take a long a deep breath to dont remain breathless or speechless, when, in some way, you’re next to me. Like now. But in other way, i miss you. I know, this open diary, i opening my heart, my feelings, my emotions, to you, but, maybe it will reach one day, it will be not more enough. What i will do, that day. I really dont know. Maybe it will never reach. We will would meet us already, who know.
Tll that day, i will continue to write to you in this open diary.