Feelings the same i’m feel right now, i really dont know what i can say. It’s from before i feeling you so close to me, as i never felt you. In someways, i have the certain, you’ve take a look to my lastest tought i wrote in this open diary. Something tells me, you thinking about me. I never felt ours connection so strong. And i must left what i’ve doing, to write what are my feelings, in this moment. And how im feeling. I’m feeling like arounding by most biggest emotions and if i close my eyes i can see you here in my bedroom, despite isnt the usually hour im write to you… Something tells me, ours connection is strong. I can feel you whisper me ‘Something will happens among us’. I can feel trought your voice, but i can feel it also inside of me. That’s sensations, like a twirl, sourrounding me from before. If you feel the same, please tell me it. Im going crazy. Ours parallel world is becoming fast, our real world, and ours feeling is melting together like never before. I see your eyes on what i write in this diary i’ve wanted to dedicate to you. And i feel you feeling the same emotions i feel in this moment. I know it’s something inexplicable, but it is happening.
to all has happened few hours ago, i’m still surprise. But if it’s this what we must to have, so be it. Ours parellel world connect us in this way, and for sure isnt the first time. I wanted another proof, and that’s it. I smiling, and im sure you do the same over there, wherever you’re. From now, eachtime it will happens, im sure our minds will connect eachother. When i’ll feel you around me there will be a reasonable reason. Ours parellel world want it. And we will not us stop this flow of energy among us, for sure. We will see us trought ours souls. We will feeling us in ours minds and we will see ours light dance in the air, like a twirl. Ours lights will melting eachother, and what we will feel will be ours deepest thoughts. We will communicate in this way, till the day we will meet us for real. In someway, i’m feeling you also now, close to me. If i stop myself to write and i begin to think to all that, i cant hold back some tears. If i close my eyes i see you here by my side, you whispering me ‘It’s all alright’. A tear falling. You overwhelming me. Your presence overwhelms me. I feel you here, how is it possible, we never met us, and neither you knows me (maybe a little, yes, but just a little).
Maybe we know us better than we imagine, without knowing it.
Our connection begins, i remain speechless and breathless, also if we dont leave us neither for a minute, it’s always a new emotion that i cant hold back. My dancing butterflies drives crazy, like me. I feel my head exploding and i feel you feeling the same. Something inside of us explodes at the same time and what comes out, it melting. We realize we entering in ours parellel world together, despite ours distance. and we closing ours eyes and right after we open them at the same time, and we are in front. We caressing ours faces, feeling ours soft skins. What we can just do is just to stay face to face listening to ours breath faster and stay in this way, touching, taking our faces, ours hands, touching ours chest. Feeling ours feelings arounds us like a twirl and let free everything we feel. We do what we want, without any shame. Kissing ours hands slowly til reach to ours lips. We stay standing in front, try to say something, but it would be useless. We know what we feel, without saying anything. Ours connection is so stronger despite we are so far from eachother. Eachday it grow bigger. I feel you so close to me, you taking my hand and my heart beats like a crazy one, everytime you are by my side.
How can i say it to you. I feel you next to me in an incredible way. Im sure you feel the same. Ours connection is the biggest feelings i’m feeling in this period and it make s feel alive. You make me feel alive.