By you, i feel you so close to me in these hours. I dont stop to looking at you, and i asking myself how is it possible all that. My soul is sorrounds by yours and i feel myself embraced by you. What has happened in these days has something of incredible. In someways, something inside of me, it says me, you had take a look on my lastest post, and what i’m feeling is your closeness despite your distance. It’s seems, by now, the words on this open diary, are useless. What i’m feeling right now are bigger more than ever. Slowly my heart has exploding, and my feelings makes greater and these few lines i’m writing, aren’t able to describe what i have inside of me, and now i cant hold back tears from my face. You’re close to me. I feeling you. I never felt a feelings so strong like this one. And i’m feeling it with you… In these hours i dont need to close my eyes, but i need to take a deep breath to dont remain breathless. I’m already speechless for what has happened among us. And i’m sure i will remain speechless again.
And ours parellel world is around us. I see it, you see it also. And that’s unites us so much.
What has began last december growing faster, and ours feelings are there.
I’m walkng on this path to reach to you on this side. You are walking it from the other side. Ours souls melting already. We feel it. We are so close. We love us.
More than ever. My connection with you has becoming bigger everyday. My dancing butterflies dancing always more a crazy dance and my stomach has a node tighter and it melting when you are so close to me. And last night it was so tight and when you was next to me a beautiful sensations has pervaded me in a such beautiful way. And also when i woke up myself today, that sensation was still inside of me. I was asleep with your smille and you still here close to me. And this feeling what i feeling from last december it’s a wonderful feeling. I’m sure, in someways, you feel that strange feeling in your stomach, eachtime we connecting us and slowly we enter in ours parellel world. I see it trought it yours glance you giving to me. And i feel your closeness make it bigger everyday it pass.
I can just imagine ours emotions, when we will meet us for the first time. They will be the biggest emotions we will feeling. Eyes in eyes and ours continuos flow finally will be complete. And ours eyes tell us everything we have feeling in this period we have had felt inside. Our deepest love.
Go here again in front. And yours glance in my eyes. I stay closer to you, and you whispering me ‘See, ours lights’. They melting eachother as ours eyes. I touch on your chest. You have on that white shirt. You know it drives me crazy on you. You look at me i see your wonderful eyes. I just wait for a little move of your hands and i close my eyes. Together we closing them and right after we are there. Ours parellel world waited for us. You take my hand to your heart. We take a deep breath and ours slow dance begins. A dance of glances, touches, hands that slides into a shirt. A dance of breaths, whispers and little rustles. A dance of ours emotions, a dance of what we feelings for eachother.
What i feeling in these hours is more stronger than ever, and i sure you know it, cause im sure you feel the same. Ours connection began on last december and since then it didnt never left us. And it’s incredible how i feeling myself so close to you. I still wondering myself how all that has began. And everythng i feel it’s real. You’re so far from me, but its like you was by my side and i feel your emotions, your moods. what are your deepest thoughts. You always come to me and tell me evertyhing you want and i do the same, writing in this open diary.
Im sure, you taking a look on what i write in these lastest period… Im sure of this… I feel it. I feeling you.