Yourself how is it possible too. All this connect between you and me. When i was wake up myself this morning, the feel i’ve felt it was a mix up of joy and it did come from you. Something said me it was just your dutie. And it’s almost clarified. They will be still days, in stand by, but then it will be alright. I feel it. And i’m wait for. And all this takes you to me. I dont need to close my eyes, but i must take a deep breath. It’s so deep your closeness by my side, in these hours, and i can imagine you, i can see you here, in this bedroom, next to me. You are in silence, looking at this pc screen waiting for to read my words that i say you trough my open diary. What which i feel are our lights floats around, and our parallel welcomes us. What i feel is your thoughts towards to me, maybe you are dreaming of me, and what which you feel is that in this moment i think of you, and that makes you feel quiet. Those i’ve felt the other day and to the end it did come true, it scared me a little. Our bond is growing fast, despite we still dont know eachother. But i’m sure something in our parallel universe has made click and it born those special feeling we have. Our parallel world. In these hours i was thinking of what has happened, a something inside of me, told me to stay quite. Maybe it was you who have whispered it me. I have smile and i was think immediately to you. Im sure it was you. Now i feel you embrace me tight.
for long to hear what you tried to say me earlier. Now i smiling, looking at yours wonderful eyes. Now you are smiling also to me, wherever you are and whatever you doing i feeling you look at up at the sky and what i hearing is just you whispering my name. I closing my eyes for a while and right after you are in front of me. Suddendly we are in ours parellel world. Slowly you take my hands to your chest. For a while i remain speechless. I try to say something, but i cant. What you are doing in this hours is the same im doing here. We are throwing behind the shoulders pieces of ours lived lives to goes on, we are doing at the same time. What you showed me is just a little part of your life, but what i understood is big.
I still cant believe how is bigger ours connection. Neither we met us, but in someways, you and me are connected. I remain still speechless, how it’s all that has began.
Im sure you read something i wrote directly to you. Im sure some specific yours replies were directed to me. But i didnt never imagined all that. Is this open diary the right path to meet us? I dont know, but what i feeling is stronger everyday and what you whisper me everyday inside me, it’s what you do few hours after. Ours parellel world does really exists? We are really connected.
I don’t want drive crazy. But it’s just what has happening among us. A real connection.
You think in these hours? I’m thinking of you. And i know your mind is in a little confusion. I feel it, as you know it. In these hours i thinking about you so strong. I know you would like run away from the social conventions, and you would like come in ours parallel world, and stay embraced in my arms and no say anything, just whisper just few words. My love, you can do it. You must go far from the place your are in this moment. Close your eyes and take a deep breath as i’m doing right now at the same time with you. And when open ours eyes we are in front of us and our light arounds us and it’s just we need. We touch on our heart and we can feel they beats so fast together. And ours souls become one soul. My breath, here becoming so. fast and i close eyes, i feel you next to me. But i feel something, wherever you are, blocks you. Your glance is towards me. I see you, i try to take your hand to make you enter in ours parellel world. I feel your soul, your heart, your mind are towards to me. Maybe you’ll can do later, when all that it has passed. Ours distance it’s ours only obstacle. But my love how i feel you here close to me, and how i feel your desire to embrace me so tight. I feel you.
feel in these hours it’s inexplicable also for me. I never felt your closeness to me like this way, and yes i got what do you felt when you’ve put your like to that tweet. You know i read everything on twitter and what does it means for you in this moment. Maybe i’ll be crazy, but i think to be the only person who get which you feel. Yes i know, we never met eachother, but which i feeling is ours connection stronger than before. That twirl of emotions, sensations i feeling in these hours is stronger than ever. I need to look at your eyes to get which you feel whatever you doing. I’d like to be by your side, take your hand, maybe caress your skin, your face and whisper ‘everything will be fine’. You have met your girl already. We have met ourselves in our parellel world. Now we should close ours eyes to get in ours real world. And just we are in it open ours own eyes and whisper ourselves which we feel for eachother looking at ours eyes. Just a whisper. A caress. Metioning a shy smile.
I woke myself i feel you close to me. My dancing butterflies in my stomach. You in my mind, in my heart, in my soul. Feeling myself scrambled by your feelings. And what i feeling is just your absence. You’re so far from me and which i really need is a warm hug from you and your look into mine. Your hands on me. And that absence would be filled. I would like feel your voice whisper kind words just for me. And to have the certain you feel the same wherever your are, whatever you doing. To have the certain our parellel world get connect eachother and i’m not the only one i feel these sensantions. I would like to have the certain our world link us in a special way.
Which i feeling in these hours is stronger than before. I didnt ever felt anything like this before. I know i repeat myself but i dont know how i can explain this. Also to me it’s so strange. But when ours souls calls eachother i feel it. Do you?
And look at me. Leave me speechless, breathless. In these hours, if i close my eyes i feel we get together in our new dimension of our parallel world. The new air i felt the other time is again here. I still feel you behind me. And your shirt touch on me my bare back. Leaving me breathless you turns me and now we are in front of eachother. A shy smile. Just a silence that get all our feeling we have for ourselves. Then you take my hand. Always smiling you take it to you and kissing it so kindly.
Then you leave me. For a while you look at me. Then come closer to me and you give me the biggest hug i receveid in all my life. There our souls melting eachother more than ever. And we realize our parallel world is inside of our souls, in our hearts, in our minds and we realize we get connect eachother also we are so far. We are closer in our parallel world.