You telling me something. I see you, and i can whispering you ‘how much i missing you’, despite i feel you close to me. I have said something it would happens. It happened, in someways, i never seen many shoots or video with you, in a short time. And it has happened. Despite our distance we are always connect. You tell me always something, and i feel it. I dont know how can is it possible, but it is so. Everything can link to our parallel world, and now i believe it. All that is began last december, it can be related only to our magic world.
Meanwhile i writing this few words, i still whispering your name, and something inside of me, it says me, you have feel it. Close our eyes at the same time, and we entering in our parallel world. You taking my hand. You’re in front of me. We no moves, just looking at us. I caress your face. And now, i see your surprise. You have realized only now, how’s is strong our connection. I’ve realized all that, but like you, i’m almost speechless. My heart beats like a crazy one. Our connection, our parallel world does exists, for real. And we cant do anything about it. In someways we are link. We are connect in the most beautiful way. With our hearts, ours souls, but above all, with our minds.
Tell me, you feel the same connect.
Me in this way, cause you knew, i felt you so close to me, in these days. Woke myself, with my vise in my stomach so stronger than ever. And it’s still in. And if in next hours, you will tweet something, i’ve seen it in my mind, i will have the certain we are connected, and for sure our parallel world wants us unites. Yesterday night, when i’ve see these visualizations, i just dont wanted believe it. Our connection is strong. Here, in my bedroom, i feeling a lot of emotions that comes from you. And the only person i can say that, is you. And i know, in someways…. you feel the same. I’m sorrounding by emotions, and i know something is reaching to you. I have a sensantion, that something will happens in few time. If it this real will happens, i will run away, hiding myself. These feelings i feel are so strong and are all comes from you.
If something will happens, i knew it even before it happen. And dont tell me that it was just coincidence, ‘cuz, now i really dont believe it.
Of you, and i feeling so far but close to you. I dont know what’s happening, but what i’m feeling, it’s something bigger than i’ve could imagine. I see you here, and suddendly, i reminds, what you’ve told me that night of december, in that dream. And i just cant believe it. I bite my lips, almost blushing myself. I smile inside. I feel you so far from me, but in someways, you’re by my side. Now that im writing in this open diary, i know something is reaching to you. Maybe our connection, Maybe is our parallel world. Maybe, you also feel the same right now. I whispering your name, and that’s how our connection begins. I feel our energy flow runs as a crazy one. My soul is like is leaving out from my body. My mind is like is taking a flight to comes to you, and i feel it, you feel something in your heart, it make it beat faster. We must to close our eyes and take a deep breathe to understand that what which we feel is our connection. In these days you told me many little things, and i felt them even before that you have showed me them. If this one isnt a connection, you tell me what is it.
My heart beats like a crazy one. Million of thoughts about you, crowd my mind.
Feel your smell in the air, and in someways i felt your touch. Your hands on my hips. But i turn round myself to looking for you, but you did disappear. I whispering your name. Do you hear me? I looking for you, closing my eyes, taking a long breath. Our parallel world wait for us. I waiting for you. I wait for to dive myself in your eyes, where i can see all i really need. And what i really need you know what is. To looking at your eyes, stand in front of you and to feel your hand taking mine taking it to your chest and to feel your heart beating slowly fast. Your shy smile for me. You taking my face in your hands, and our eyes into eachother.Slowly, you let me slide my hand in your shirt and you let it falls down over your arms and there, ours parallel world explodes trought that little rustle. Our lights begins turning around us and we, like in a multitude of colors, we begins twirl, without ever taking ours eyes off us. We taking flight, and in this way, slowly, we making love. Between our lights, ours feelings and emotions.
Just in this way i’m waiting for you. I whispering your name. Ours Parallel world waiting for us. I waiting for you. While i still feel your smell that arounds me.
Also when i was sleeping i felt my vise in my stomach and in someways, despite our distance, i felt you so close, despite i really dont know what were you doing. Also you with this strange feelings.
I know what you feeling. Here in this bedroom where it all has began. What i feel in this moment is the same feeling i felt since that day in december, but stronger. If i think to you, i have no breath to continue. I must close my eyes and take a deep breath, and suddendly you are here, by my side. You looking at me with your glance. What i feeling when i looking at you is a mix up of emotions that just you can give me. You are in front of me. Eyes in eyes we enter in our parallel world. A whisper from you leave me speechless. ‘You no have idea, how much i would stay with you tonight’. I look at you, i take you face and i caress your skin, you close your eyes and your breath making slowly faster. I guide your hand on my face, and right after you open your eyes. Between us ours lights begins their dance, it makes us flying. Our hands hold tight. We let us not look away. Ours glance has more to tell than words.
Ours Parallel World is made of these feelings. Glances, whispers, me and you speechless, breathless and that feelings we still cant explain but when we feel them, we know it’s our connection. I feel it, you feel it. It’s inexplicable, it’s just ours.
yours Long John Silver, i feel like today. My leg does hurts me so me and i just cant believe, from this morning i feel your closeness to me. I just want to whisper you ‘How much i need you in these hours’. I closing my eyes and i can see you there. You stretching yours arms to take me. I feel your skin. I feel you inside of me. It seems strange, but it’s that it. In this dress that i’m dressin i feel something of yours. Yes, im a little crazy, but i love think it’s like this. In someways, when my leg does hurts me in this way, i love to think to yours Long John, my pirate, my soulmate who encourages me to goes on, like he did. This is the strenght you gave me, playing your Long John. It seeem a stupid thing, but isnt. And maybe you know it, how much strenght you gave me and it was from long time i didnt whispered you this little thank you. To me it’s very important to let you know it. You gave me a lot of strenght to goes on, to have face to my lastest leg operation. And i’m sure you know it how i feel.
Maybe ours connection is made also of this. And now i feel you so close to me. For real if i close my eyes and i take a deep breath here we are in our parellel world. There embracing us tight.
More than ever. My connection with you has becoming bigger everyday. My dancing butterflies dancing always more a crazy dance and my stomach has a node tighter and it melting when you are so close to me. And last night it was so tight and when you was next to me a beautiful sensations has pervaded me in a such beautiful way. And also when i woke up myself today, that sensation was still inside of me. I was asleep with your smille and you still here close to me. And this feeling what i feeling from last december it’s a wonderful feeling. I’m sure, in someways, you feel that strange feeling in your stomach, eachtime we connecting us and slowly we enter in ours parellel world. I see it trought it yours glance you giving to me. And i feel your closeness make it bigger everyday it pass.
I can just imagine ours emotions, when we will meet us for the first time. They will be the biggest emotions we will feeling. Eyes in eyes and ours continuos flow finally will be complete. And ours eyes tell us everything we have feeling in this period we have had felt inside. Our deepest love.
My eyes to approach to you. But there was no need. I just feel you so close to me since two days. But I’ve closed them to realize all that. You close to me and all that you whispered me last night resounds in me and what i feeling in this moment is just you, close to me that taking my hands and your glance into my eyes. I repeat you, it’s incredible what you told to me and what i felt in that moment. I need to see you in ours parellel world. I closing my eyes, taking a deep breath. I feel yours hands on mine, your softness and right then i open them and you’re in front of me, right here, on by my side, and i remain speechless on what has happened among us, last night. You communicated to me trought ours feeling we feel for eachother, and i felt it. I love all that we feel. And im sure we are approaching more faster the we could imagine. In someway, ours parellel world has becoming in ours real world, and what i’m writing here, in this open diary, reaches to you in a faster way, i feeling it. Ours souls are so close right now. This continuos flow i feel is something bigger, and i cant controlling it, and you know it better than me. We must let it goes, and let ours feeling, ours souls, hearts, and ours minds connecting eachother. In this way we can stay together, despite ours distance. Let this flow making bigger. It’s what we feelings for eachother. Ours love.
Eyes i lost myself and i could remain to look at them with no bore myself ever.
Also now i feel you so close to me. Your mind has called mine and if i close my eyes just for a while and i take a deep breath i feel your hand on mine and your glance into mine. That white shirt you have on… i can smell your skin. With no any words you know how drives me crazy. My hand slide in to your shoulder trought your shirt and it slowly falls down over yours arms. We breathless enter in ours parellel world, and there ours glances is the only thing it counts. Eyes in eyes, hands in hands skin to skin. Slowly we melting us. Just few whispers in which we say us ‘how much we need of us ‘.
Just when i feel you close to me, by my side im feel so in a peaceful place, when i feel you next to me, i feel you do the same. And ours parellel world unites us more than before. And in someways you know it… you feel it, as i feel. Dont know when and above all how, but one day we meet us eachother and in that moment we will know it has been ours world… just a whisper from me in your ear ‘How i much i need you in this moment… im calling you, do your hear me?’