Stop myself and i think what which i feel in this moment, i believe i could implode. What which i feel make me bring in our parallel world and if i think to the other day i just cant still believe, but it has happened. I feel now, we get connect us, one to another. Wherever you are, whatever you doing, you are thinking a little to me. My vise in the stomach get stronger and stronger. In my stomach and in my head there is a tangle that only our parallel world can explain. Everytime i’m feel like this, i looking around me, looking for you. You have whispered my name, i have felt you, and this make me feel stunned. Maybe you try to say me something. Our connection is becoming more strong each minute. My heart is accelerating, and in my head something i cant explain, it get smaller and smaller. That’s so i feeling in this moment. I feeling you close to me, if i close my eyes i can feel you’re embracing me, and i can feel your whispers that drives me crazy.
Our parallel world, maybe was born not for a case, and we are elaborating it yet.
What which i feel most of the times, it take me the breath away. Also now, that im writing what i feel, i remain without breath. And i surprise myself, yet, what is happen, when our parallel world get connect us, cuz nothing and nobody’else take me off from my mind, that something has bonded us in this way.
Stare at you, my heart goes crazy, because im feeling your closeness, here in this bedroom, in a such way we only knows us it. I must take a deep breath a close my eyes, also if it’s few, because what i’m feeling are your eyes on me and your sweet arms that embracing me. What i’m feeling is your lips on my neck and your arms on my hips. We are in front. Without realizing, we entered in our parallel world, in the exact moment we have whispered our names at the same time. If i close my eyes again i can feel your scent around me. This time it’s a different one. It’s more delicate but always wraparound. I feel your hands on my hips, that hold me sweetly. That touch make me feel stunned. How is it possible, i’m still asking myself. Few hours ago, you was so far from me, and now, as if we was called us, we are in our parallel world so. Enchanted one to another. Enchated by our feelings, and our minds are in connection, and this strong sensantions we feeling it both. I’m that writing here, and you are waiting for to see, black on white, our emotions.
Think of it… i think to drive crazy. You have had all these opportunities to check this open diary, and if it was really real. I can drive crazy. As now that i feel you close to me. It enough for me to look at you and our parallel world explodes around, and i feel you around me. Softly you embrace me. Your arms holds me tight. I feel your breath get faster and faster, and a whisper melt me ‘Look at me’, while you turn me in front of you. My heart explode and our glance meet. We remain breathless, while slowly, without realizing, we approach us. We feel our hands touch our skin. Mine on your face, and your gently slide on my hips. Caressing your skin, i feel your scent. I close the eyes for a second, right after i feel your lips kissin mine, while your hands drawing a gently map on my body. We dont take off our eyes one from another. With all your sweetness, you lift me in the air, then you slide me on your body. Eyes in eyes, a whisper runs away. ‘I love you’. And slowly we kiss tenderly. Without add no further words, then we remain to look at us in silence, while we hold us our hands, with crossed our fingers. Eyes in eyes, slowly we disappear in our soft kisses
Close my eyes, i see you sat there, smiling at me, waiting to do your move. It’s from earlier i have feel you there, that you looking at me. whatever im doing. You’re sit in that little white chair, here in my bedroom. I feel your glance on me. And despite our distance, i see you there. You waiting for something. And i know what is that. It’s enough i look at your eyes and all around us it transforms. Our lights begins to floating, and you slowly stand up, and you come to me and you whispering my name, you take my hand and we take flight to our parallel world. I see it in your eyes. In those eyes, that they says me all what you feeling, standing by my side. You’re whispering my name and i whisper yours. We must to close our eyes, just for a moment, to feel our connect. Now we are in front one of another, and which we have need is to touch us. I remain breathless, everytime your eyes meets mine. I dive myself in them with no shame. I love your eyes. What which i see in them, i cant explain it. I need to touch your face till, to reach to your neo, and you let me do it. You smile me, while my finger sweetly touch it. I caress softly your skin. You let me do that, while you look at me gently, and your eyes dive in my soul, and you take my face in your hands, while a whisper leave me speechless ‘How much you’re beautiful’. My heart stops to beat for a second, that it is seems an eternity. In that second you approach to me. Face to face, your eyes says me something more, and slowly we close our eyes and we begin to kiss us so slowly, so sweetly that we dont realize it neither.