Taken this decision, i have felt you coming to me. And my head was exploded. I have felt you whisper ‘Thank you’ and i have felt your kiss on my neck and your embrace has been so sweet, i love you too much. And i’ve seen you smiling at me. In these few instants our parallel world makes us meet, one to another. I’ve felt you, your closeness and now we feel us one close to another. This your glance fill me of everything i need. I would like only make you know, how i feel you next to me. Caressing your face, making you smile, just would like to whisper as you whisper to me, when we are in our parallel world, alone together. I’m sighing looking at you. What i see in your eyes is the most beautiful sweetness i’ve ever seen.
To close my eyes and take my usual deep breath, cuz as a punch in my stomach i’ve began to feel your closeness so suddenly. All day i didnt feel you and now as if i was dive in another dimension, i have began to feel your closeness in a such way that i felt lost myself. And just look at you, i feel myself again in a world that belong only to us. Our parallel world is so magic. I close my eyes and suddenly your arms embrace me sweetly. For a second we remain so. We dont move us. We can feel only our skin touch. I must to take again a deep breath. Despite our distance, you’re here by my side, you dont take me off your eyes to me. My emotions are exploding as little time bombs. I writing so fast, cuz my emotions run fast, and my head and the stomach has feelings tangle inside. My fingers sometimes, shakes themselves on this keyboard. I have on our music, but i cant following it. My emotions run faster. Your closeness is tangible. Something bigger than us getting connect us, one in another, and inside of our parallel world, we both can feel it, without still realizing, that what we feel it’s a real feeling.
Next to me, in this bedroom. Yes i feeling you. You by my side. Inside of me. I can hear your breath if i close my eyes, i can feel your hands that caressing mine. I see your glance just for me. Your eyes in mine. Your smile hugs my soul and i let you do it. Here where it has began all that. Ours connection.
I feel your soul close to me. What do you want to try to say me? I can see your lips move themselves, but right now we are so far from eachother. I just see your smile to me. My heart beats so fast like yours.
I need to enter with you in ours parallel world. We just need close ours eyes and take a deep breath. I feel you have something to say me. I will waiting for the right time. I feel it. Like the other things you said me. I love this magic thing we have among us. Despite we never met us, til now, ours connection is the most magic feeling we have and im sure you feel the same i feeling in this moment.
cant believe how i feel you next to me in these hours. My mind, my heart, and my soul are sorrounded by your presence, despite your distance, how is it possible?? I dont need to close my eyes, i just see you here. I just smell your skin and your glance into mine drives me crazier than before. Ours parellel world makes feel us close eachother. And we feel it. I just thinking about you and you do the same. I know it, you know it. And all that makes us drive crazy. We feel so close eachother, in ours parellel world. You touch on me. I smell your skin. You taking my hand and i feel your soft skin on me. Your glance on me and just few whispers that says how much we love us. We close ours eyes at the same time and we making love. The act of love more beautiful we have made til now.
You’re the only person who i really need close to me in this period. You’re the only person who makes feel real Alive. How much i need you? How much i love you?
Maybe you have no idea. So much. I need you so much. I love you more every day.
My side, and it’s incredible today how i feel you so close to me. I must to start to write what i felt if not i became crazy… it was like a blow in my stomach. I know it’s a strange feeling but i know that’s ours feeling. Ours minds, but above all are ours souls getting connect eachother and like crazy we enter in ours parellel world. If i didnt began to write here i did believe to become crazy. How i feel you so close to me. I close my eyes and i feel your soul, your heart beats likes mine. So faster and i can feel you so close me at point to to feel your breath on my skin. Oh my. I close my eyes and i see you next to me. Your hand on my leg and i take it with mine. Your soft skin. ‘Your skin’ i whisper you. Your glance is so languid and it says just one thing:’I need your lips, kiss me’. For a while my glance is into yours, but right after you come closer to me and begin to taste so slowly my lips, and i melt myself. Your kiss is one of the most sexiest and sweetest kiss you gave me till now. You kissing me yet. Breathless, my heart explodes inside. My feelings drives me crazy. You drive me crazy. Still kissing me, i touch your face so slowly and i understand, ours souls melting eachother in the sweetest way, becoming one soul. What feeling i feel in this moment. One of the strongest i felt till now. From ours connection has began, i’m sure you feel the same, whatever you doing. I’m sure you stopped yourself to think to me. You looked at up the sky and you whispered my name, and i felt you.
That’s how’it works ours connection.
I feel you so stronger in me… And in fact you are around here and there. Today i feel you inside of me like a velvet fire that caress my heart and my soul. If i close my eyes i just see the white color, as silk around me. and behind that white silk veil, i can see you toward your hands to me. You make dance this white veil around me. My heart beats so faster than before. I can see you throught this veil. I can see your shape. Trought this veil you touch on me. You can see me. I can hear your kind laugh. You take me trought the veil. You make me dance. My feelings explodes themselves. I see you throught this silky veil. You whisper me kind words. They make me feel speechless. You walking around me. For a while you stay behind me. Whispering in my ear something you never say to anyone. Your bottoms desires, your secrets, your thoughts. Your arms hold me tight. I remain breathless. My heart would runs aways. It explodes everytime you say something. And i would look at your eyes. I need your presence. Here right now. And i know your’re here. I feel your closeness in my heart, in my soul, in my mind. I need to look at you. Let me feel more breathless. Leave this white veil and let me show you. For a while silence. And then this veil falls on the floor. Then just you, without any shirt on. And as if we were far we embrace so strong. A look into our own eyes then the kiss we waited for from long time.
what i’m feel right now? You. I feel you inside of me. My usual feeling when i hear your closeness to me. My soul flying into our lights and which it does feels it’s your heart that beats so faster as mine. It’s true also we didnt ever met eachother, but we met many time in ours parellel world and there we look at eachother, and saying any words we say everything we feel for ourselves. My heart explodes right now. I feel you closer than ever and i feel your look at me, also we’re so far from eachother. Ours souls get connecting eachother so stonger than before. I ask myself if for real you feel the same wherever you’re right now, but i’m sure you do. My heart is velvet mantled. Mantled by your sweetness, and i hear your eyes on me. Maybe mentioning a shy smile. Smiling for me. Looking my happiness. You make happy just with few. I need of these moments. You make me beat my heart stronger than before. I can whisper you just words you know already. I say them in that whisper.
My thoughts are towards to you. And in someway i feel you as you feel me. Maybe you think about me a while. I feel something, our parellel world is closer than ever. I close my eyes and i can see you. I rembember when you wrote me, and my heart has exploded of happiness. One year ago. Yes, one year ago, 12 months ago, you left me speechlees got me in confusion, literally. And today, an year after, i hope that magic could repeat itself. And this time we could touch ourselves for real.
And we can see together our parellel world trasforming itself in our real world.
I need to hear your voice whispers me sweet and kind words just for me.
I need of all that.