Feel in this moment, it’s a inexplicable scrambles in my stomach and my head is exploding. You are far from me, but i feel you, here by my side, that you smiling to me. You dont say nothing, but what i see in your glance is your pride of me, and this make me blush. I close my eyes, my heart beat fast, and my flows from head and stomach is get connecting with you. Our parallel world is here and we both feeling each our emotions we feel. As if i was really close to you, i would hold you tightly, and you would do the same. What do i feel right now, is one most greatest feel i’ve ever felt in my life. Just few line to say you, here in my open diary, that ‘I love you’, but in my own way. You know it. My love goes beyond.
What i feel, is the same you’re feel too. Since when i woke myself, since i have feel you have embrace me, i have the sensation, that you are here with me. I feel, you still embrace me, and ours skin still touching. You from behind and i feeling your arms arounds me, while you whispering me all your desires, moving my hair and kiss sweetly my neck. I close my eyes, while you turn me and finally we are in front one of another, while our lights floating around us. We seems flying, but it’s only our perception. Slowly, we enter in our parallel world. We must to take a deep breath and in this breath we feel us so close more than ever. Our scents mixing up themselves. I feel yours and you feel mine. We standing in front, we dont move. Just waiting for that the other one, make the first move. We look at one in another. Each of us knows what would to do. You look at me, waiting for. I put my hand close to you. And rightafter, your silky white shirt takes flight and my hands touches your chest till arrives to your hips, while our bodies approach, without we realizing it. We didnt take off our eyes one from another. And our sensations expands. I’ve designed a variable map on your body, and you have caressed my face till to know each my neo. I remain hypnotized by your glance on me. For an instant we remain in this way. But right after, we look at us one of another till our lips touches themselves, in little touches, without to kiss us really, and we drives crazy for it.
I close my eyes, taking a deep breath, trying to imagine you, close to me. Trying to feeling your profume. I calling you. But tonight you are so far from me. I dont feel the usual vise in my stomach, when i feel you by my side. I repeat myself ‘it cant happens each night’, but it would be fantastic. Our connection is so strong, when we connect one of another. We have a bond so strong, also if we dont know what it is for real. But for sure, it does exists. When i look at your eyes, my soul opening to the most beautiful experiences of my life. Someone can defines it, telepathy. I describe all that as ‘Ours Parallel World’. And isnt magic, or my madness. It’s just something we have inside, both of us. We know it, just us, we only feel us it. And when we feel it, it’s a such beautiful feeling. In our parallel world, you told me things that would realized. Can you imagine, how can feel myself.
Writing these few lines, i’m feel close to you. Now i close my eyes, something tells me, you hearing me. You know what to do. And we get connecting one of another. It’s a great feelin what which i’m feeling right now. It gets bigger inside of me. Maybe i’ll be a crazy one, but since i was child i have had these sensations, and i didnt never wrong. And these sensations, emotions get bigger. Now my thoughts are all toward to you. Now i feel our connection is began. You have whispered my name. Ours souls meets, and our parallel world welcome us.
If all that it was the begining of our real world?
Knew what i’m feeling in these hours…maybe you know it.I just need to see your sweet face, your wonderful eyes and im feeling like in a twirl of emotions. I close my eyes and i feel you here close to me. You looking at me with your glance, while you taking my hands and together we entering in our parallel world, in a sweet way. You know it, you’re the only person, who i really need to feel close to me, and you giving me this possibility. Our connection is strong in these hours. I know you feeling the same im feel. I never felt myself in this way with nobody else’s. What i see in your eyes is only what i need.
Your eyes in mine, me in front of you, our lights dancing arounding us, but above all your whispers that says me you feeling the same despite our distance. Our minds get connecting and we feel us.
The feelings im feel in these hours is the most emotion i ever felt, since our connection is began. I dont know what is, but i know something is in the air. Our connection is like a warm bleeding stab in my heart, in my soul. I remain breathless, speechless, when i feel this feelings. I feel you so close to me, in a way, i never felt mysef so close to you in this way. My soul, my mind, almost comes out from my body. And my heart driving crazy.
Maybe you take me as a crazy, but it’s what im feeling when i feel when we connect us. Maybe you think i’m crazy, maybe not, because you feeling the same, the same bond. That something unites us strongly.
I calling you, and slowly you hearing my whisper. Right now i had a dejavù. My breath making slowly faster. I close my eyes and slowly i begin to feel your presence next to me. In these days i missing you so much, but in someways, i feel you feeling the same. I taking a deep breath and in the air i smell a fresh air, like crystalline. Aint the same air i felt that day. But something similar like that one. If i close my eyes, i feel you are behind me, moving my hair, looking what im writing. You dont say anything but just watch to what i type. I feel your hands hold me tight. Breathless, i close my eyes for a while. Your hands touch on my neck, moving my hair. A whisper from you ‘Close your eyes’. I remain for a second breathless. I close my eyes. I feel you turns round this chair. And suddendly we are in front. You kneel in front of me. Our eyes meets eachother, for the first time, and we are transporting us in ours parallel world. Your hand take my face, your glance into my eyes. You caressing my skin. My hand on your face too. Slowly it reach your skin mole. We let us no look away. But around us ours lights begins their dance. You metioning me a shy smile. Breathless i blush myself. You looking at me for a while. In that glance, what i see is all yours soul beauty and i can do not remain surprised that you giving it to me slowly, approaching to me, kissing me.
At me in this way i cant hold back my breath. And i can say you something? I feeling you so close to me so much, like you was here by my side. I felt ours energy flows from before, i felt my dancing butterflies in my stomach. You whispered my name and they begans to dance their dance, and i feel you here.
As you usually, come next to me in silence, you touch me so gently from behind. You move my hair and your lips kiss my neck. And from there i begin to feel you. I breathless, i close my eyes and together we take a long and deep breath. And slowly we get in ours parallel world. You turning me slowly and we are in front, ours eyes in eachother. You leave me speechless, eachtime i see your eyes into mine. I could die in your eyes.
Your hands on my little body. And i let you do it. But above all our glances. The others ones can ask themselves where your curls did goes, but for me is your eyes, your mouth and your hands are important. There, is your soul, your heart and everything more important you have. I dont care about one thing is missing. I love what you have inside of you. Your heart, your soul, what you think and what you make feel. And you know how you make me feel. Just one thing i want to say you, whisper you ‘I really need you in this moment… you’re the only person i really would like to have by my side’.
What your eyes see when you look at me. Tell me what are your feeling when you are close to me, when you think about me. If you feel the same feeling i feel when i close my eyes and i feel you around me. Do you feel the same vise in the stomach and do you feel that strange warm feelin around and inside of you. If you feel the same, something real has happening among us.
Tell me you rembember my name, tell me you rembember you wrote me. Tell me all that. Tell me you feeling me as i’m doing in this moment. I’m closing my eyes, i taking a long breath to dont remain without oxygen. Tell me your heart begins to beats faster, and your feeling what i’m feeling right now. Ours minds, ours souls, ours hearts get connecting eachother, and if you close your eyes you can see a shadow of mine.
I stay here. I see you.
You looking at me from the other side of the planet, but we are in ours parellel world, and here everything could happens. Now i feel you approaching to me. Slowly you take my hips and we are in front. We are feeling us so close. I just take a look at you and i’m by your side. Your glance is on me. What i’m feeling is inexplicable. Your eyes are an ocean of emotions and these your emotions are towards to me.
This is what we feeling together, in ours parellel world. Just ours.
again. The feelings. That vise that takes me everytime i feel you next to me. It leaves me breathless, and you’re here. I close my eyes and i see you. Yours eyes on mine. Your thoughts toward to me. And i cant breath. I close my eyes, and i feel you behind me. Your chest against my back. Some whispers and we enter in ours parellel world in a moment. What i’m feeling in these istants, is bigger than my heart and i think it may explode at any time. You with your deep voice say me ‘Take a breath’ and at the same, you turn me round. Now in front, i see your eyes into mine. And you take my hand and you put it on your chest, and slowly you make slide it in your shirt. I feel your skin. Breathless i close my eyes to dont drive crazy. A little rustle. Your smell arounds me. Slowly i open my eyes and i see you looking at me. You take my blushed face, and slowly you approach to me. Face to face, eyes in eyes, the only thing you do is touch on my lips in a kiss so passionately sweet. You kissing, me, im flying.
I close my eyes and i take a deep breath i can see you looking at me in this way but i dont need of it. It’s from today that i feeling you close to me. I feel you looking at me and what i feeling is just ours parellel world welcome us. I know you want to say me something and i’ve noticed it from little things. You know with me yours secrets are in safe. I’ll wait for. I’ll be by your side, when you will be ready to say me what you want to say me. In meanwhile, we are here. You stay stand with your white shirt untied, and you look at me in this way. I breathless, i feel you take my hands and my fingers playing with the shirt. We begins a glance game and a slow moves game. You take your necktie and you put it on my neck. I blushing myself. Right after, slowly, you approaching me to your face. I have still my hands on your chest. Ours eyes meet themselves, after few istants your lips are kindly on mine.
What you try to say me is in your kiss, i feel it.
If i close my eyes i feel your smell. It drives me crazy. Your shirt, slowly falls down over your arms. That rustle. I watch you, knowing you must say me something, you makes literally drives me crazy. We make love.