How much

marloweforte053I would like to embrace you, at least once time, and not the contrary. Your embrace that i still continue to feel, from three day consecutively. Your embrace so sweet so permanent. We are in connection, in such way, that in some ways it’s like as if you are here by my side. I feel your heart  beat so fast. Mine does the same, here, on other side of the planet. I feel you are feel my thoughts are towards to you. And in some ways, also there, where you are now, my name has jumped out. I know it and you know it too. Our parallel world makes us feel closer, more than we could imagine. And what i feel in this moment, it’s something that it goes beyond other reasonable doubt. Something unites us so in a thin, but so deep form. What we feel in our stomach and in our head, is only our connection. That’s enough that one of us, whispers the name of the other and suddenly, we are scrambled by millions of feelings that, we still dont cant explain, but it’s so. Since seven months, we have unconditionally, this connection, a strong connection that bond us, one of another, and we cant do nothing, just accept it and living it so. I, here and you on other side of the planet.

Daria

How much

mikemccluskie02_forte-1I need to feel you close to me, and you feel it. Our minds get connect. I need to feel your embrace. You that hold me. you tell me to close my eyes. You embracing me tighter and together, we take flight. I see our parallel world in your eyes, while we are in front one of another. Eyes in eyes, without tell us nothing. What which we want to tell us, we know it already. Our glance speaks. It’s enough to look at us. In your eyes, there is an universe in which i would like to dive in. In mine, you see what which i feel for you. What i see in your eyes is the most beautiful sun i’ve ever seen. It warms me, and that’s i really need it. And i’ve found you. It’s incredible what you giving to me, also with only a glance. What i feel, despite our distance, it’s like you was here watching to me. I feel you around me. Sometimes i feel you embrace me softly from behind, and i need to take a deep breath to dont drive crazy.
Sometimes, i feel you close to me in an incredible way, that i say myself ‘aint impossible’ instead it is so. Does real exists our parallel world? It’s from four months, i asking myself, if you feel the same, what i feel. Maybe i will never have no any answers. But i can say you, here in this open diary, that what which i feel when i feel you close to me, it makes me feel quiet, it had open my mind and it makes me feel aware, that there is some kind menthal connection among people, also if they doesnt know eachother. And our connection is one of these.

Daria

Open letter

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It’s time to write you this ‘open letter’.  For me it’s very important. In this open diary i wrote you what i felt eachtime i heard you was close to me. I just hope you felt the same feelings.
I dont want fall in rhetoric. But since i began to feel this ours bond, my life has a little changed in a better way. I dont know how i can explain it. Yes, sometimes, you’re able to consume myself from inside (as from yesterday to today) i feel you strongly.
I know you from several years, but this ‘conection’, as i wrote, has began from few months ago. I really thought it was passing thing, instead, now it’s  present almost everyday.  I found to explain it to my parents, but i do believe they didnt get everything what i said them. I just also try to find some explications in the web about what i feel when i feel you so close to me. Some were been claryfing others didnt.
Yes i wasnt able to say anything with this. I know. But i will find in other way to say you everything about what i feel

What is important, i can say  ‘how much you’re so important in my life, and you’ve changed it in better way’.

Daria

My heart

LongLuke_forte08begins to beats faster and slowly you’re coming to me. I rembember how we left us late night. In the sweetest way. Your lips on my mouth. And now i feel you again so close to me. But in different way Inside of me and whisper ‘You can goes on’. You feel my hurts on my leg. I can see you  eyes on me. You caress my face and take my hand and a whisper ‘I feel what you feel’. That’s only phrase gives me the strenght  to look at you and mention a smile. You’re my only pirate of my heart, the only person who feels for real what are my feelings. Despite ours distance i feel… we feel eachother so close. And what i can say you is ‘Come to me, you no have idea how much i need you in this moment’. The only person i really need is you. Close own eyes and come in ours parellel, where you can heal my pain with just your smile just for me. Embrace me so tight. I want to stay like this in your arms.

Daria

As me

zbooee1you look at the sky, looking for my light as me looking for your. As me i need you, i feel you need to whisper something to me. I’m here im listening to you. But you dont talk. I just hear to your soul. Looking at your wonderful eyes  i feel our connection. Our parellel world get connected  us. My feelings are so stronger than ever. Do you feel  them? I’m sure you do, as i feel you close to me, also you’re so far from me. Everytime i think about you i feel your soul. How much i need to look at you eyes. Listen to your voice. How much i need to touch on your skin. How much i need to say how you’re important to me. Also in a whisper, also just looking at your eyes. I really would to meet you someday. Maybe meet eachother in our parellel world and to know that it was did real existed  since we met the first time. I really would to know that.

Daria

Always you…

rainbowlukemake me feel in this way…. i need you as the night needs of the light. You’re my sun. I miss you and i need you so badly. I need of your strenght as when you  gave me when i really needed of it. You was and you are the only person i really would like to have close to me in this period. Also for few hours but in these hours i could say you everything. I could express my feeling for you with no shame. Just a look into your eyes and for me would be the most beautiful thing. Eyes into eyes My soul into your. Maybe a soft kiss from you a touch on my face. Now the most important thing to me is, maybe, that you link my name to me. And now you’re aware about our bond… our parellel world is the only world you and me wants to lives in. Also we’re so far from eachother.  In our bottom we need eachother more than ever. I want to  whisper you ‘How much i really love you, i need you’.

Daria

They…

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Your eyes says me a lot. They say me how much they need me, as mine need them. I could stay for hour to look at them to say anything and my feelings could talks for me. They could say how much i desire you close to me. How much i really need you, my desire to touch on your skin. How much i would love to kiss softly your lips. To hear you whispering me sweet words. while you touch on my neck and kiss it driving me crazy. Your hands on mine, our fingers that intertwines eachother. And our look into eachother. Any words spoken. Breathless. Forehead to forehead and our hands on our faces. Just a little breath. ‘Remain in this way’ someone of us says. Silence. Our mouths come closer than ever our lips touch on eachother. You. Me. Together. Forever in this way. As we desire.

 

Daria