Here

luketoby570_contrario_forteBy my side, i feel you. How much i feel you, it’s an incredible sensantion. Despite our real distance, it’s such beautiful feel our mind get connect in this way. Our connection is so strong. I feel every thought comes from you, and my head exploding and my flow, im sure it reaching to you. Our parallel world make us feel so closer more than early. My sensations are right. We have a light bond that unites us, and now it’s always more real. If i close my eyes i can feel you approach to me, and slowly your arms embrace me. I can feel your breath gets faster and faster. In front one of another, i place my hand on your chest and your heart beat from slow to faster. I can see in your eyes, your fear to drive crazy. ‘No, you dont will drive crazy, i will be by your side’. You dont take off your look on me. We know, what we talking about. That’s enough our parallel world to hear us. To listen to our deepest thoughts, fears, doubts. Our parallel world is there for this. Our flows floats inside of it and we feel everything. We must just whisper our names and what we feel is just what we feel for one of another. And it’s one of the most great feeling we ever had feel in our life, that goes beyond.

Daria

I should be

luke0034_scuriUsed to your monthly incursions, but i dont. Everytime i see Australia in the statics i immediately think of you. Maybe you are, or maybe not. But let me dream, and let me think of you, that you take a look on what i write. Can i be sincere with you?? Yesterday night, for you morning, i didnt feel you close to me, as usual, but in these hours, wow,  you’re here, close to me and you’re embracing me so tight, that my heart is exploding. As i’ve told, nobody can take me off from my mind, that it’s you, and all that make me feel so happy, and a little bit thrill me inside. To dream of you in this way, it makes me hope, one day, we can really meet, and maybe ive right, when i’ve say, that this open diary was the right path to  make feel us a little united. Here, our parallel world can be real, really. Let me dream of it. Let me close my eyes and let me feel your closeness as i feel it in this moment.

Daria

When i arrive

default_scolora145-1Here for write to you, all around me disappears as magic, and only exist us. All that exists are our feelings and what we have created. Our parallel world. Our emotions, our feelings. A world full of unique sensations. Unique sensantions, when we are in front, one of another, as now. I close my eyes, and i take a deep breath, because i feel you here by my side. As always, i feel your embrace. When i begin to feel your presence, despite our real distance, my heart starts to beat fast and my breath get faster and faster, that it seems to stop. I wouldnt to turn me. But it’s stronger than me and i meet your wonderful eyes. You know, each time i dive myself into your glance, it’s hard, then, to break away from you. In your eyes, my senses expand. You, in front, caress my face, mentioning me a shy smile, without say nothing. Our lights start floating.
Here, where it has began everything, it seems more magic. You have on that white shirt and magically, falls down over your shoulders to stay over your arms. I remain without breath. Your lips approach my skin, while my fingers plays with your hairs. Our lights seems to take our hands to guide us to another place of our world. We seems to fly but instead, we remain where we are. Slowly we are giving ourselves. You hold me tight, i dive myself in your eyes touching, softly your neo, and we are kissing our lips endlessly.

Daria

I was

tug141_forteIn bed and i have feel you arrived slowly and you have lay yourself by my side and sweetly you have embraced me. Your chest against my back. For a moment i have believed you was really next to me, that i’ve had to open my eyes. Your arms arounded me so kindly. I have felt your light shirt on my skin. And now i feel your closeness, here, around me, here in my bedroom. You have never left me. In bed, you have began to call me. As if you scream my name. I have felt you. My head was exploded, and our flows has began to come and go from you to me.  I’m here, for you. I feel, you try to say me something else, i feel it. I try to communicate with you trough this open diary. My feelings are exploding when i feel you close to me. And it’s incredible how we are so close one of another, despite our distance. It missing really few to our real meeting. Our parallel world gets bigger and bigger each day and that’s we feel. Our feelings, our emotions, what which we have inside for one for another it’s an inexplicable feeling, but it’s what we feeling from last december, when it’s began our connect.

Daria

Once again

luketoby_contrario_sommaIf i take a deep breath, i feeling the freshness around me and my vise in my stomach. I know, all that comes from you. Our connect is always more strong. You’re here despite you’re not here. It’s enough to close my eyes to feel your closeness. Your eyes on me, and i can feel your deep voice whisper something. Slowly, we both, we enter in our parallel world and, despite our distance, now we are in front one of another. I only whisper ‘What’s going on to our senses?’. Here it  seems all expands. Does our parallel world has gone beyond?  Does it wants say us something more? I feel you more so closer than before. I can smell your skin. Here, around me, it becoming all white. Since i did realize what you know. Everytime my thought are towards to you, my heart make bigger, and i feel you in another way. More closer. As if you knew, what is going on. I feel you here by my side. My vise is growing fast, and i feel you whisper me ‘It’s fine, it must to happen, and it happening among us’. I looking at you, a little in confusion, but happy that all is happening between us. I take deep breath, and i feel your hands around me from back. Closing my eyes, i whisper you ‘Dont leave me. I need you more than ever’.

Daria

Here

lukeaurora_contrario_forteIn this bedroom, i waiting for the magic realize. Slowly i whisper your name. I waiting for something is reaches to you. I close my eyes, taking a deep breathe, looking me around. Hoping something reaching to me. I looking at you, waiting for you. And something slowly it coming. My vise, slowly growing fast. I close my eyes again, and suddendly, i feel your closeness. Despite our distance, we are approaching one of another. I feel your hand on my shoulder, while i’m writing in this diary. You turn around me. You kneel in front of me. And right after we stand up, and we are in front one of another. You look at me with your glance that make it me blush, and i look down, but you whisper me ‘Look at me’. And in that glance we enter together in our parallel world. I touch on your chest trough your shirt. In that touch, our lights begins to floating among us, and our emotions get bigger. Little whispers, they leave us breathless, speechless. You take my face in your hands, your fingers caress my skin, i thrills. I remain without oxygen. Closing my eyes, you approaching me, and sweetly kissing. I take you hand and i put it on my heart. It beating like a crazy one. You do the same. Slowly you let me make slide my hand in your shirt that slowly falls down on the floor, and you remain in front of me, in this way, speechless while you look at me, caressing my face and i dive myself in your eyes, where i can feel every emotions, feelings when you are with me, in this way. In front one of another, leaving all what we feeling arounding us.

Daria

Here it is

dailycroppedchiariThe push i’ve talked about to you this night. My vise in my stomach and that need to write what i’m feel right now. I left everything  what i was doing to write to you . It’s an inexplicable feeling. I feel  you so close to me, if i close my eyes and i take a deep breath, i feel your presence, in this bedroom, despite your distance. It’s very strange what i feeling right now. I left what i was doing to express you what i feeling in that moment, and at the same time i cant express myself. But i just need to see you and i feel your closeness to me. I need to put on my music, when i write to you. And in someway, i cant hold back what i feeling. What i wrote you in that reply is simply the truth. When i feel that push, it’s because i feel inside of me our connection make  bigger, and i feel you by myside. And i know you feel the same. Ours Parallel World welcome us. I feel you looking at me, deeply, and i feel you taking my hand to your heart. It beating slowly fast. That’s our connection begins. Despite our distance and despite we, still dont know really know eachother, we know something link us, ours feelings, our emotions. Maybe in this exact moment, you have had read my last comment i left you. I really dont know this, but it’s what i feel. Your closeness to me. I must to take again a deep breath to dont remain breathless. What i feel right now is an inexplicable feelings, i feel you close to me. I cant hold back my feelings. They overwhelms me… some tears falls down from my face. If i close my eyes i can see you, here, in front of me, taking my face, caressing my skin, whispering me something i’m not able to comprehend. But we are in front of us. You approaching to me. Slowly, you embracing me, and i smell your skin. Your smell drives me crazy. Everything about us, drives me crazy. Ours connection, our parallel world, what we feel for eachother, because, i’m sure there is something among us. Something inexplicable, but there is. Maybe we never will meet us, maybe we will do, but i’m sure, this bond, is something it unites us, in a special way. Our feelings, our emotions, what we feelings in this period is something bigger, that also you arent able to say what is, but that’s it.
What we feel, it’s just ours. And it will be, till something bigger will happens between us.

Daria

Always you are

murderforte40able to leave me breathless. And eachtime i say myself ‘take a long breath’, but as always you leave me  speechless. Once again you did it. Also with a simply smile like this one. But you did something more, and you know it. And i know what im doing here, here in this open diary, it’s the right way to reach to you, and nobody leave me this from my head. I know you know about this diary and nobody leave me the idea that among these visualizations from Austraila there is yours. It was from two days that i didnt feel you close to me, and from today, like a blow in my stomach, i feel you as you was here next to me. And now i came in my bedroom and checked the statisticscs of my diary and i seen Australia, my heart began to beats like a crazy one. How is it possible? Are we really connected eachother? I must surrender myself to this? Or i must make some resistance? If ours parellel world does real exists, i surrender to it and i close my eyes til i dont meet yours and you take my face in your hands and you whisper me ‘open them’. And we in front of  us,  we touch on ours skin. Just looking at your glance, i whisper ‘You’re here’ and i cant hold back some tears. Eyes in eyes, you whisper me ‘I’ll be here, for you. with you. Always’.

Daria

How it’s

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easy to feel you. And when i check it, you’re there. I can just to smile, because with you eveything is easy. Easy to feel you, also we’re so far from eachother. Easy to hear your whisper. Your hand on my soul, on my heart. I dont know what do you feel, but when i feel you in this way, so close to me, i get in confusion. How is it possible that i can feel you in this way, despite ours distance. I feel you so close to me, by my side. I can feel your hand into my soul it caressing my heart. And i feel my dancing butterflies get a party in my stomach. And i know it’s you. I love  when they dances their own dance. In someway, i know you feel the same whatever you doing in this moment. I know, in someway you feel ours connection as i do. And i love this thin rope that unites us, everyday has growing more than ever. And we feel it. We feel ours closeness also if we didnt ever met eachother. This feeling is strongest, when i write on this ‘open diary’, and im sure this diary is ours big path that one day could make meet eachother for real. I continue to write these few lines, hoping you may read them,. And to the end you can meet my eyes, my heart and my soul. And in a whisper you can say me ‘finally you’re here’, touching on my face.

Daria