again back. My feelings, my white feelings for you, and you’re back to make me beats my heart with all lightness you make me feel. The lightness of ours love, made by your look in my eyes, your touch. Your eyes talks to me. And everything it’s go allright, as it would. And i dive myself in your eyes and together, hand in hand, we, slowly, enter in ours parellel world. And there ours sensantions makes bigger and stronger. My dancing butterflies dances their own dance. I take your hand to my stomach. ‘Do you feel them?’. You mention a shy smile and you whisper me ‘I’ll not leave you anymore’. Eyes in eyes, you continue ‘I promise’. I see your heart in them. And it’s a big heart and what i feel in this moment is the most beautiful feel i felt.
In silence embraced us so tight. And i can hear your breath. It leaves me breathless. You look at me, i about to talk, but you touch on my lips with your finger and you come closer to give me one of the most passionate kiss you gave me til now. Then ours look meet eachother and we remain in this way. And i dive myself into your bare chest and you hold me tight. You and me together. Right here now and forever.
what i’m feel right now? You. I feel you inside of me. My usual feeling when i hear your closeness to me. My soul flying into our lights and which it does feels it’s your heart that beats so faster as mine. It’s true also we didnt ever met eachother, but we met many time in ours parellel world and there we look at eachother, and saying any words we say everything we feel for ourselves. My heart explodes right now. I feel you closer than ever and i feel your look at me, also we’re so far from eachother. Ours souls get connecting eachother so stonger than before. I ask myself if for real you feel the same wherever you’re right now, but i’m sure you do. My heart is velvet mantled. Mantled by your sweetness, and i hear your eyes on me. Maybe mentioning a shy smile. Smiling for me. Looking my happiness. You make happy just with few. I need of these moments. You make me beat my heart stronger than before. I can whisper you just words you know already. I say them in that whisper.
not get rid from this feeling, from the other day. You are always there, close to me, by my side. Is there something you can say me? My heart beats so faster than ever. It seems wants explodes itself. And while i look at you i can hear your voice as in whisper. If i close my eyes i can feel your arms hold me so tight, as if you did not want me to leave. ‘I dont leave you’. I say you.
‘I found you and i dont let you go away from me’. I look at you and a whisper comes out from my mouth. ‘You’re so important to me’. ‘As you do’ reply me. For a while we look at eachother in silence. Then we embrace so gently. And sudendly we get in in our parellel world but this time we get in it flying. You take me close to you. Me in your arms. And which we see is our parellel world all white and silky as your shirt. Flying we kiss eachother so passionately. Our own world welcome us everytime, in a different way. We look at eachother. We smile eachother. I caress your skin through the shirt, you let me do it. Then our look get in our souls. An ours whisper, then just ours eyes into eachother…
Look at me in this way. Talk to me about your thoughts, what’s on your mind. I just listen to you. Lookin into your eyes. Maybe caress your thighs. I want to see you in this way. In ours parellel world. Where the white color has become again a little rainbow. While you talk to me, you take my hands and you whisper ‘I didnt ever talk to any one in this way, just you’. You’re in safe with me. ‘You can say me everything’ i say you, mention a smile. Take my hand to your heart. I feel it beats as crazy. And i get what you want say me. ‘Don’t talk’. Let our feelings talk themselves for us. Looking at you as i never done before i come closer to you. You want say something, but i stop you. I kiss you gently your lips. A whisper ‘I want you’. Close my eyes and i touch on your unbottened shirt. ‘I want you too’ i say. Our hearts explodes unison. Our look into eachother. Smiling you say ‘You’re the most important girl of my life’. Speechless. I never thought you said that to me. I always though you was to me ‘the most important guy of my life’, not the contrary.
This was you wanted to said me. Breathless i kiss you with the most passionate kiss i can give you. ‘I love you’ i say you hugging you so tight.
I Love You more than ever.
Feel you inside of me. My heart beats so fast as the very first time i get you would be one important part of my life. Today i start to think about you stronger than ever, as you was for real here close to me. I close my eyes and i still imagine you caressing my back and that shirt falls slow down on the floor. But i asked you to pick it up and to wear it again. I close my eyes. My only whisper is ‘I wanna to touch on your skin trought the shirt’. That silky shirt. You take my hand to your chest. You look at me with your blue eyes. Your heart beats as mine faster than before. You wanna kiss me. Take my face in your hands. Our mouths get closer til to touch eachother. Ours look into eachother. Suddendly we see ours lights melting eachother as the very first time we get in our parellel world. And that silky shirt falls down on the floor again. Our desire is to stay in this way for long time. To touch on ourserlves. Excited for everything we feel. Maybe, also excited til to cry. Bring out our deepest emotions, then realize that it’s which we really needed. Just of us.
About you, but when i think about you, here i feel so strange. You know what are my feelings for you. Which emotions you gives me everytime my thoughts are about you. My heart begins to beat so faster than ever. And immediately i get in our parellel world and i hear you feel the same. Our connection is very strange. Maybe is just mine with you. But i would love imagine you feel the same over there, wherever you are in this moment.
And with this thought im just writing to you, i want to say… ‘May you pass the best new year of last years with all people who take care of you, and the new year may give you everything you desire’
‘And what is your desire’… you whisper… Mine? (blushing…) ‘it’s just only one’. Just look at you into your eyes, and maybe to be kissed by you… but i know it’s just a dream.
I feel you behind me. You whisper in my ear. I close my eyes. ‘Maybe it could be comes true’.
illuse myself, but i rembember 12 months ago which gift you gave me. I will dont forget the biggest emotion i felt when i’ve opened my twitter account and between the notifications i got that day, there was also your. That night i was the most happiest girl in the world. You have made me pass of one the most beautiful New Eve of my life. That night there were other people, but my thought was just about you. Still rembember my surprise when i seen your name and that few line you wrote me. You spent time to write me. Then i realized that ‘something special’ it was happened, among us. But i did it very slowly. In a first moment i thought i was lucky. Maybe you have take look at me and you’ve seen all my dedication for you, so you’ve decided to write me. But always very slowly, that ‘something’ has became in something more real. My feelings for you has grow up inside of me. And in summertime we met eachother once again. I repeat myself, but maybe you did rembember about me and that day on august, my heart has exploded of love and maybe there, in that moment our parellel world has began to born.
Then few months ago in your blog you did like which i wrote to you.
And now that my brain workings, maybe late night you was among the 9 visualizations from Australia to remind you to do something ‘special’… for me. Maybe… to leave me something…
But i dont want illuse myself… but always a little hope lives in my heart.
Where i can look at you with no shame and all my bottom desire. I look at you in this way, as you look at me. I see your soul calls me, and i listening to it, and i make no resistence. Dive myself into your eyes and together we get in our parellel world. While i touch on your shirt. I feel your heart begins to beats so fast as mine.
Everytime i start to write here, it’s a strange feeling. Our hearts and souls begins to melt eachother. My mind get melting with your and every sense around us explodes together. A warm sensantion embraces ourselves. Also if we are so far. Our dancing butterflies dances their own dance and we let them dances. It means we get connect eachother in our parellel world, with no shame. And we love eachother more than ever. Do you love this feeling as i do?
My heart explodes and i imagine also your, with no to know where does it comes from. But we do. It’s just our connection. And this open diary is our path with this background music. We need to take our hands and to decide how we can meet eachother once again.
This path i’ve opened just for you. Listen to your heart and let guide yourself from your feeling. Then you’ll find me.
Now is that i begin to feel you. Slowly but i do. Which matter is you begin to feel me. Whatever you doing, stop youself. Looking around you. Look up at the sky and thinking about to something is in your heart. And you are aware to know what is. It’s me, im calling you. Inside of me, i know, you feel that strange feeling, as i feel it.
Since we entered in new dimension of our parellel world, our connection is get more thin than ever. And everytime we call us eachother, we hear it immediately. And now i just called your name. I just felt you heard it, and that’s our connection. I just wanted to hear your heart beats as mine. From slow to faster than ever. I feel also the air, the new one, always more present than before around us. I close my eyes and i can see you. I can take your hand to me. And you caress my face. Slowly you whisper me the most kind word i heard from a guy. And that guy is you.
Just looking at you, i can say ‘I love you’. But i know, you know, my feelings, our own feeling we feel eachother goes on beyond that words.
I feel myself as your little secret box. Where you can get in your bottom thoughts and i can locked them in my heart. And you feel free to tell me everything you feel and want. And this thing means a lot to me. It means our connection is more than real. Our parellel world does real exists for real. And everytime i feel you close to me, it means you feel the same, as i do. I still dont get for real which you told me last night, still confuses myself, but for real, it means ‘something’ for me. Still rembember your eyes into mine. Your look getting in my soul. It would have told something more, but it didnt. I will waiting for your next words. I can wait patiently. There is any hurry. Everytime you want me just call me and i feel you inside of me and i run to you. Taking you hand to get in our parellel world, where does exists just us. Where we can look eachother and talk about everything we want, we feel for eachother. We can talk about our bottom thoughts. In our peaceful place. Which our hearts will want to talk. Just to look at eachother and everything will comes naturally.
Which has happened last night it was a inconditional gesture from you. I know, it was. My heart, my soul said me it wasnt too much.
Which we feel when get connect eachother means a lot from eachother. And isnt a case. I feel it. As you do.