Connection is begining. I feel it.What do you try to tell me. I feel you have read my last open letter. I feel you embrace me from behind. Our connection from a little of time begins so. I feel you come slowly and suddenly i feel your arms around me and you kiss me softly. And softly you turn me and we are in front one of another. You smile me, touching my face and with the other hand you approach me to you and our bodies touch themselves. In that touch our parallel world explodes arounds us and all around disappears and we exist only us. You look at me, i place my hand on your chest, while you caressing my skin. I dive myself in your eyes. Despite our distance, here i feel your closeness. Our connection is always present, but i feel it lighter. But it’s normal in this period. But when we get connect, our parallel world is stronger than ever. When each of us, whisper our names something turns on and we feel us. As now, i feel you, as if you are here, by my side. In these days my thoughts are toward to you in each existing form. But when i feel my head and stomach are fight to dont drive crazy, i know, in some ways, we are connecting. It’s strange how i feel, you’re torn from me, but your desire is to stay with me, for a while, in our parallel world, so embraced one in another. Our connection is a break from little things that you must do inevitably. But as you have told me, our connection will exists, till there will be our parallel world. In this moment my head is exploding and vise in stomach get stronger and stronger. If i close my eyes, and i take the usual deep breath, i feel your embrace, and your arms that hold me tight. ‘How much i need you in this moment’ i whisper. I smile. I shake my head, i close again my eyes. When i’ve whispered that phrase, your closeness is became persistent. Now you’re here, as if you hold my hand. How is it all possible? I close the eyes and i take a deep breath.
Daria
for long to hear what you tried to say me earlier. Now i smiling, looking at yours wonderful eyes. Now you are smiling also to me, wherever you are and whatever you doing i feeling you look at up at the sky and what i hearing is just you whispering my name. I closing my eyes for a while and right after you are in front of me. Suddendly we are in ours parellel world. Slowly you take my hands to your chest. For a while i remain speechless. I try to say something, but i cant. What you are doing in this hours is the same im doing here. We are throwing behind the shoulders pieces of ours lived lives to goes on, we are doing at the same time. What you showed me is just a little part of your life, but what i understood is big.
that from the other day, you whisper me what you told me, i feel you here next to me. I can feel you. You whisper my name continously and my heart beats like a crazy one. I feel you embrace me from behind and you kiss my neck. I feel that shirt on my skin. It’s so soft, as yours hands turns me. And now we are in front. You take my face in your hands. You take your forehead close mine. The only thing we can see are ours glances and slowly we open the gates of ours parellel world. I close my eyes for a while. I take a long breath and i smell your skin. Your shirt is voluptously untied and my hand slide in and i touch on your bare chest. You let me do it, with no add any words. You look at me. The shirt falls down on the floor. Both we remain speechless, breathless. We look at us with the most deepest glance. For a while we remain with no do anything, Just eyes in eyes. Few istants in this way, then a whisper from you, while i closing my eyes, ‘I need you’. Right after i open them and i take your face in my hands. Glances into glances and another whisper ‘ I love you. I’ll be always here’.
My side, and it’s incredible today how i feel you so close to me. I must to start to write what i felt if not i became crazy… it was like a blow in my stomach. I know it’s a strange feeling but i know that’s ours feeling. Ours minds, but above all are ours souls getting connect eachother and like crazy we enter in ours parellel world. If i didnt began to write here i did believe to become crazy. How i feel you so close to me. I close my eyes and i feel your soul, your heart beats likes mine. So faster and i can feel you so close me at point to to feel your breath on my skin. Oh my. I close my eyes and i see you next to me. Your hand on my leg and i take it with mine. Your soft skin. ‘Your skin’ i whisper you. Your glance is so languid and it says just one thing:’I need your lips, kiss me’. For a while my glance is into yours, but right after you come closer to me and begin to taste so slowly my lips, and i melt myself. Your kiss is one of the most sexiest and sweetest kiss you gave me till now. You kissing me yet. Breathless, my heart explodes inside. My feelings drives me crazy. You drive me crazy. Still kissing me, i touch your face so slowly and i understand, ours souls melting eachother in the sweetest way, becoming one soul. What feeling i feel in this moment. One of the strongest i felt till now. From ours connection has began, i’m sure you feel the same, whatever you doing. I’m sure you stopped yourself to think to me. You looked at up the sky and you whispered my name, and i felt you.
To me, by my side and gently you woke me up. I dreamt about you also in those few istants on the couch. You did like something i did. But it was a big suprise that i forget what was it. Maybe ours lives reaches themselve, more faster than i could imagine. Or is it another sign, that you take a look on me, whatever i do, and the connection i feel is more real than ever, and it’s really you’re close to me, despite i dont know where are you. And when i feel inside of me that warm feeling, it’s the certain of your being next to me. That ours minds are really connected eachother, and what i feel are ours souls melting eachother and we enter in ours parallel world. That world unites us in someways, we still dont completly, understand. But we uderstand it when we close ours eyes and we feel we take ours hands and in the exact moment we touch us, we open them and we are there. You and me in front. Your glance in mine. Your colorful eyes hypnotize me. I remain imobilìzed, breathless speechless Your eyes are my world. I could to look at you without bore myself ever. If i close my eyes right now i can feel your soul, your heart your warm light into mine, and my heart for a while, it stop. I can feel you. I feel your glance on me. Arounds me and your hands touch on me gently. Ours minds get connecting eachother. I feel you and you feel me.
I close my eyes, and my lights reaches to you. For a while you seem, breathless. You’re attracted by my lights. You, also can hear my whisper in them. I’m calling you and this music we are listening to, despite ours distance, make us closer more than ever. My lights attracting you. And now my mind, my heart, my soul are towards you. In the distance i feel you coming to me, and at the same time we close ours eyes, while ours lights melting eachother. Ours istinct tell us to open ours eyes and now we’re in front of eachother, in ours parellel world . Your glance in mine and you smile at me with your ‘special smile’, and i drive crazy for it. You know it. Your remain in this way for a while. Eyes in eyes. You make me blush. I feel my face becoming all red. You smile at me and you whisper me ‘I love your genuineness’. I look down, but you take my face and once again your glance in mine. My face is in your hands, your soflt hands. and me too i take your hands, we look at us eachother, with no add any words, we kiss us in a sweetly way.
Imagined you and me. We still talk. Now in ours parellel world. Both we have a lot to tell eachother. And with no suprise we know everything what we have in ours minds, how we thinking and now we have no further doubts that ours bond is ours sensibility. You talk to me about you and i talking to you about me. We tell us some of ours bottoms thoughts and desires we didnt say to anyone. We talk about us eachother so freely that we are suprising us eachother about what we listen to. Things neither me nor you knew could tell. For a while we look at us eachother, eyes in eyes and you take my hand and with no any spoken word, you kiss me kindly. I close my eyes and i touch your face. Right after i open them and you are still close to me. In this istant i dive myself in yours eyes. We remain in this way for long time. You whisper me ‘So, in this way, remain like this’. Forehead to forehead, eyes in eyes, hands on ours faces and a succession of little kisses crown this magic moment of tenderness. You and me. In this way.