Just few istants and here you are, again by my side, holding me sweetly. Just few istants and my head and stomach makes me feel myself like overwhelm, and our parallel world opens its gates to makes us enter in of it. We realizing that now, we are alone. Our lights are floating and we are in front one of another. You lay your lips on mine. Sweetly you have wanted to kiss me, suddenly. Breathless, my heart for a second, stops. I have placed my hand on your chest, on the shirt you have on. You smiling deeply. Your hands slides, without i realizing, on my hips. Our glance doesnt take off one from another. What we feel is our connection, what we feel one for another. A light emotion inside of us, that makes us feel closer than before, despite our real distance. An emotion, as a veil that around us, that it wrap us and we inside of it, we hold us, one to another, for fear to be removed one from another, and arounded by this veil, we sweetly kiss us endless.
Here for write to you, all around me disappears as magic, and only exist us. All that exists are our feelings and what we have created. Our parallel world. Our emotions, our feelings. A world full of unique sensations. Unique sensantions, when we are in front, one of another, as now. I close my eyes, and i take a deep breath, because i feel you here by my side. As always, i feel your embrace. When i begin to feel your presence, despite our real distance, my heart starts to beat fast and my breath get faster and faster, that it seems to stop. I wouldnt to turn me. But it’s stronger than me and i meet your wonderful eyes. You know, each time i dive myself into your glance, it’s hard, then, to break away from you. In your eyes, my senses expand. You, in front, caress my face, mentioning me a shy smile, without say nothing. Our lights start floating.
Here, where it has began everything, it seems more magic. You have on that white shirt and magically, falls down over your shoulders to stay over your arms. I remain without breath. Your lips approach my skin, while my fingers plays with your hairs. Our lights seems to take our hands to guide us to another place of our world. We seems to fly but instead, we remain where we are. Slowly we are giving ourselves. You hold me tight, i dive myself in your eyes touching, softly your neo, and we are kissing our lips endlessly.
this too. It’s our parallel world, that call us. Suddenly i feel you so close to me. As if you embrace me and i feel you scent in the air. I dont need to close my eyes, ‘cuz your closeness is almost tangible, and i feel you already here by my side. I still surprise myself how i feel you next to me, despite our real distance. It’s incredible how you makes me feel alive, despite we dont know us, but in the deep, you know a little of me, and that’s why our connection works. Maybe for real you take a look on what i write in this open diary, and these visits from Australia every month are yours.
And now, despite our distance, we are get connecting. That’s why i feel my vise get stronger and stronger and my head is exploding, as if we call us eachother. I can feel you whisper my name, and the excitment i feel it’s because i can hear your recall inside of me. I can hear your deep voice, and it thrills me. I know, i feel you’re alone in your room and something pushes you to me. I close my eyes and i take breath, i can feel you are slowly embrace me. You have changed scent. I can feel it. This drives me crazy. ‘And you, what do you perceive of mine?’
I could stay here, diving myself into your glance, without never get tired of it.
And slowly you feel my recall. I close my eyes and stretch my body foward and in some ways i feel your hands take me and hold me tight. I lose myself in your eyes, while, slowly, you slide my body on your, to the floor. I dont waste time, and when my lips are in front one of another, i kiss them. That kiss, makes us fly. Our lights begins to floats around and our parallel world welcome us in of it. You didnt take off eyes from me, and i feel that sensations, despite our real distance. In some ways, i’ve had know you’ve started to study your theatrical script. I imagine you while you read it. Something says me, something take you to me. Our bond is strong also when you’re working. In some ways, though, i feel you a little, but very little, far. My vise is always present. Despite our real distance, so far, our parallel world makes us feel close one of another, since when this strange bond has began. ‘Do you know how much i need you in this moment of my life?’ I’m sure you know it, and you let me know it trough your feeling you are able to make me feel them.