Times i have feel you close to me today. I think to i have lose the count. What do you try to say me. I never have feel you so close to me in this way. My head explodes, and i feeling ours flows are in connection. I feel, you have whisper my name many times, in these hours and i have feel you. I have whisper your name too. We were connect. And i have feel it. You have feel it too. You have something to say me, i feeling it. Today you woke me up slowly and sweetly. I have feel your embrace, in the darkness. You have whisper my name like as if it was a scream that cames from far. Today, by now, yesterday, it was as if you run after me to stay in our parallel world. And it’s the same sensation i’m feeling now, while im writing. Have you something to tell me. I’m here. But what which you do is only to look at me. We are in front one of another. Our emotions gets bigger and bigger. And what you are able to do is only stay in front of me. Eyes in eyes. You touch me. I have a thrills. My heart stops for a second. And what i feeling is your need to stay close to me, in this way. You no say nothing, but you bring my hand to your heart. It beats like a crazy one. We are feeling the same emotions, despite our distance. In the air, a whisper ‘Dont leave me anymore.’ And your hands touches my face sweetly. You kiss me so gently. And what which we feeling in these moments, make explodes our hearts and right after, we floating in air among ours lights.
Daria
You in eyes. Last night i have try to explain you when is began our connect and how i feel our connect. I ask you the same question: do you have feel the same emotions at the same period, when i have feel mine? And do you feel the same vise in your stomach when we begin our connect. If it was the same. If i had a little response from you. I would have the certain of our connect. Also a little sign, that i only i can understand. Because what i feel in this moment is very strong, and it’s coming from you. I feel you here, next to me. It’s like you are embracing me. I feel your closeness in this bedroom, i love it so much. Despite our distance, how is it possible i feel you next to me, but it is so. If i could have a little sign from you, i can have the certain about all that. About our parallel world that does real exists. Tell me you feel the same emotions inside of you, when all that happens. Let me know it.
In this bedroom, i waiting for the magic realize. Slowly i whisper your name. I waiting for something is reaches to you. I close my eyes, taking a deep breathe, looking me around. Hoping something reaching to me. I looking at you, waiting for you. And something slowly it coming. My vise, slowly growing fast. I close my eyes again, and suddendly, i feel your closeness. Despite our distance, we are approaching one of another. I feel your hand on my shoulder, while i’m writing in this diary. You turn around me. You kneel in front of me. And right after we stand up, and we are in front one of another. You look at me with your glance that make it me blush, and i look down, but you whisper me ‘Look at me’. And in that glance we enter together in our parallel world. I touch on your chest trough your shirt. In that touch, our lights begins to floating among us, and our emotions get bigger. Little whispers, they leave us breathless, speechless. You take my face in your hands, your fingers caress my skin, i thrills. I remain without oxygen. Closing my eyes, you approaching me, and sweetly kissing. I take you hand and i put it on my heart. It beating like a crazy one. You do the same. Slowly you let me make slide my hand in your shirt that slowly falls down on the floor, and you remain in front of me, in this way, speechless while you look at me, caressing my face and i dive myself in your eyes, where i can feel every emotions, feelings when you are with me, in this way. In front one of another, leaving all what we feeling arounding us.
How i feel you so close to you, when i enter in my bedroom, especially in this bedroom, where is began our connect, so suddendly. I feel your embrace, despite our distance. And despite our distance, i feel you here, by my side. I no need to close my eyes, but i close them, to feel more your closeness. My vise in my stomach is making strong. And that is the signal you thinking, in someways, to me. I ask myself, often, ‘what do you think’. Now i must to close my eyes and take a deep breath, ‘cause you’are next to me, watching what i’m writing in this open diary. I feel, you metioning a shy smile. I smiling too. And you turn me around. Now, we look at us one in another, without say nothing. We only need of our glances. You let me breathless. In your eyes i see our parallel world, and it the only thing i really need in this moment of my life. In yours eyes i can see the calm, a peaceful place to stay with you, also in silence, hands in hands, eyes in eyes. You and me. Only us.
In these hours, maybe you have no idea. I still feel your closeness. You that turn in this bedroom, where all is began. I closing my eyes, and what i feel is that you feel the same. We need to be alone, we need to be in our parallel world to explore, what we feel. Our parallel world is like a big embrace that embrace us so tight, despite our distance. And despite our distance, i ask you ‘how we feel so close to eachother’. I see your answer in this glance. What which i need is to know, is that you feel our flow energies comes and goes, how i feel it in this moment, in this bedroom. This your glance tells me alot about your emotions, my feelings and above all our parallel world. Tell me it does exists, and we are in it. Tell me all that in your glance.
What you think when your eyes meets mine. When your glance get in me, because what which i see in your eyes is something magic, what which i feel when we connect, it’s like my mind expands. and what which i feel around me, inside me, it as if slowing down, and only we existed. Our energies flow is unique. I cant still explain what is happening among us, but it is so. In the lastest months i thought it was a my condition, but i had the confirmation that nothing has changed. What which i feel when you’re close to me is something that goes beyond. I feel, you turn around me. You’re here, with me. In our parallel world. Despite our distance, we are close. I feel your eyes on me. On what which i writing in this open diary, despite i haven’t the certain, that you reading what i write. But i feel your presence is strong in these minutes, hours.
What which you feeling in this moment, ‘cause what which i feeling right now is one thing more bigger than me. And it overwhelm me. I cant hold back my tears. Our lights are around us, while we are in front one of another, we look at us without say nothing. What which we need is only to touch our skin, look at us, diving in our glances and hear our voices whispering all our desires. I need to stay a while in front of you, without dont do no moves. I need only to slide my hand into you white shirt and feel your heart beat get faster, and looking at your eyes, what which you feel. Your eyes speaks to me. I see your desire growing up. Slowly, that white shirt, falls down over your arms, and always more slowly, falls down on the floor. In that rustle, we enter in our parallel world, while our light still dancing between us. We remain breathless for what which we feel at the same time, despite our distance. I’m sure, this a way with which we communicate our feelings.
About what i’m feeling right now i think to drive crazy. What i see if i close my eyes, what smell i feeling in the air, and what my mind to who is connecting, but you know it already. Because this flowing of energies you have it too, right now in this moment. Sometimes is so strong that is like your, my, our souls leaving our bodies to reaching to the sky to melting together. And what we feel inside of us is like we missed the oxygen to breath, and what we must to do is only take a long breath and, despite our distance, and we enter together in our parallel world. Where we, in front of one another, looking at in our eyes, and without say anything we say everything only with our glances. If i think it has happening all that among us, i cant hold back my tears. Our feelings, emotion are the most big we ever felt.