Sensation when my mind get connect with yours. It seems that my floating lights runs through on a pathway without curves, directly to you. It’s a beautiful sensation when, in someway, we feel close us, one to another, and this sensation, seems be reciprocated, and in that exact moment, we both know we are in our parallel world, despite our distance. My head, but also all my body knows that what i feeling is born from our connection. By now, when i feel in this way, as in a world floating, i’m with you, and you are with me. You feel it, i feel it. It’s impossible to dont notice that. And what is happening to me, in these days, in some ways, it take me back to you. Always. Also when i dont feel you, then also after hours, the sensation of your closeness appears it again so suddenly, and i know that something link us stronger. And without shadow of doubt, it’s our world, that we slowly have created. What i feel in this moment is one of the deepest feeling i ever felt. My heart is beating so fast that it could be explode. My breath is short and my head can feel something is coming from you. I’m not going crazy. Simply i’m connecting with you and you feeling too, from there. I feel, you are whispering my name. Our parallel world is geting us in connection, right now. In front, one to another. We are breathless, we are speechless.
Daria
Is a normal day when i feel your closeness, despite our distance. I can close my eyes and you’re here, by my side. that you embrace me and smiling me. When i see you, all my thoughts go to die in your eyes, and your hands collect them, touching me. All this drives me crazy. If i have also a little certainty that what i feeling in this moment is the same you feel, i could turn myself and i could find you in front of me and our parallel world is a real thing. I can feel your arms around me, while you turn me so gently. I can feel your hand, and your eyes dont take off from me. In front, one of another, my heart is exploding. You bring my hand to your chest, you looking at me deeply. My heart seems stops itself. Our eyes, one in another, seems push out millions of words not spoken. Without realizing, slowly i stretch my hand to your face. You let me do it. In that moment, something expand itself, and inside of us, born our bewarness of how we are close, despite we are so far. In our heart that node, that we feel everytime, it tightens always more. And that’s our parallel world, that it says us, it miss so little to touch us one to another. I feel it and you feel it too. We both feel it.
To close my eyes and take my usual deep breath, cuz as a punch in my stomach i’ve began to feel your closeness so suddenly. All day i didnt feel you and now as if i was dive in another dimension, i have began to feel your closeness in a such way that i felt lost myself. And just look at you, i feel myself again in a world that belong only to us. Our parallel world is so magic. I close my eyes and suddenly your arms embrace me sweetly. For a second we remain so. We dont move us. We can feel only our skin touch. I must to take again a deep breath. Despite our distance, you’re here by my side, you dont take me off your eyes to me. My emotions are exploding as little time bombs. I writing so fast, cuz my emotions run fast, and my head and the stomach has feelings tangle inside. My fingers sometimes, shakes themselves on this keyboard. I have on our music, but i cant following it. My emotions run faster. Your closeness is tangible. Something bigger than us getting connect us, one in another, and inside of our parallel world, we both can feel it, without still realizing, that what we feel it’s a real feeling.
Here in this silence room, what i feel is your closeness stronger than ever.
Time your closeness it’s too much also for me, and i must to stop to write what are my feelings. My heart begins to beat fast and our minds get connect, also i know now you’re sleeping, maybe in this moment is more stronger our connection. You are maybe you’re dreaming about our parallel world and that’s why i feel you so close to me, despite our distance, maybe it’s how it does works our world.
this too. It’s our parallel world, that call us. Suddenly i feel you so close to me. As if you embrace me and i feel you scent in the air. I dont need to close my eyes, ‘cuz your closeness is almost tangible, and i feel you already here by my side. I still surprise myself how i feel you next to me, despite our real distance. It’s incredible how you makes me feel alive, despite we dont know us, but in the deep, you know a little of me, and that’s why our connection works. Maybe for real you take a look on what i write in this open diary, and these visits from Australia every month are yours.
I was wake me up, i feel you around me like a spinning top. You was lay by my side and you’ve hold me tightly, as if you want me more close to you. I’ve feel your hands on my skin. And now you’re here, next to me, as if you dont want me lose. I feel you so close to me. My vise gets bigger and bigger. and maybe it’s what we need one from another. We need to feel close eachother in a way, that we didnt we had feel before. I feel you around me and i need to close my eyes to dont crazy and when i open them we are in front one of another and slowly we enter in our parallel world and, what we want to do right after is only touch our faces, our skin. We need to feel us, we are close for real, despite our distance. By now, im not suprise myself, if what i feel it’s the same you feeling too. Since i was wake me up, my head, our flows are in contact and what which i feel is only your closeness, here in bedroom. I feel you embracing me so tight, and what i see in your eyes, is only a sparkle light, that make me feel so quite and our parallel world is the only place i where i want to stay, while our feelings, almost, overwhelm one of another, while we hold us our hands, with no add words, for fear of ruining this magic atmosphere around us.
You in eyes. Last night i have try to explain you when is began our connect and how i feel our connect. I ask you the same question: do you have feel the same emotions at the same period, when i have feel mine? And do you feel the same vise in your stomach when we begin our connect. If it was the same. If i had a little response from you. I would have the certain of our connect. Also a little sign, that i only i can understand. Because what i feel in this moment is very strong, and it’s coming from you. I feel you here, next to me. It’s like you are embracing me. I feel your closeness in this bedroom, i love it so much. Despite our distance, how is it possible i feel you next to me, but it is so. If i could have a little sign from you, i can have the certain about all that. About our parallel world that does real exists. Tell me you feel the same emotions inside of you, when all that happens. Let me know it.