Time your closeness it’s too much also for me, and i must to stop to write what are my feelings. My heart begins to beat fast and our minds get connect, also i know now you’re sleeping, maybe in this moment is more stronger our connection. You are maybe you’re dreaming about our parallel world and that’s why i feel you so close to me, despite our distance, maybe it’s how it does works our world.
I was think to many things, but one in particular, that made me smile and in some ways blush myself, and in some ways it link us. When in twitter someone has get notificated us in the same reply, i always asked myself what did you thought? It has happened often. Maybe i’ll ever dont know, but you have thought something. But now i dont want stop myself on this. I want to tell you, how turn around my head, and my thoughts are toward to you. Also today, while i was do my hour of cyclette i have feel you by my side. You was behind me and you have embrace my hips. It was exciting thing. I have feel your scent around. I have had close my eyes, but you didnt leave me. You was here, and your hands embraced me. And i feel you still now. When i feel you in this way, i woud like only come to you and stay with you in silence. And be caressed by you and to feeling your heart that beats like mine. I would like do only this. Stay with you.
Daria
this too. It’s our parallel world, that call us. Suddenly i feel you so close to me. As if you embrace me and i feel you scent in the air. I dont need to close my eyes, ‘cuz your closeness is almost tangible, and i feel you already here by my side. I still surprise myself how i feel you next to me, despite our real distance. It’s incredible how you makes me feel alive, despite we dont know us, but in the deep, you know a little of me, and that’s why our connection works. Maybe for real you take a look on what i write in this open diary, and these visits from Australia every month are yours.
I was wake me up, i feel you around me like a spinning top. You was lay by my side and you’ve hold me tightly, as if you want me more close to you. I’ve feel your hands on my skin. And now you’re here, next to me, as if you dont want me lose. I feel you so close to me. My vise gets bigger and bigger. and maybe it’s what we need one from another. We need to feel close eachother in a way, that we didnt we had feel before. I feel you around me and i need to close my eyes to dont crazy and when i open them we are in front one of another and slowly we enter in our parallel world and, what we want to do right after is only touch our faces, our skin. We need to feel us, we are close for real, despite our distance. By now, im not suprise myself, if what i feel it’s the same you feeling too. Since i was wake me up, my head, our flows are in contact and what which i feel is only your closeness, here in bedroom. I feel you embracing me so tight, and what i see in your eyes, is only a sparkle light, that make me feel so quite and our parallel world is the only place i where i want to stay, while our feelings, almost, overwhelm one of another, while we hold us our hands, with no add words, for fear of ruining this magic atmosphere around us.
You in eyes. Last night i have try to explain you when is began our connect and how i feel our connect. I ask you the same question: do you have feel the same emotions at the same period, when i have feel mine? And do you feel the same vise in your stomach when we begin our connect. If it was the same. If i had a little response from you. I would have the certain of our connect. Also a little sign, that i only i can understand. Because what i feel in this moment is very strong, and it’s coming from you. I feel you here, next to me. It’s like you are embracing me. I feel your closeness in this bedroom, i love it so much. Despite our distance, how is it possible i feel you next to me, but it is so. If i could have a little sign from you, i can have the certain about all that. About our parallel world that does real exists. Tell me you feel the same emotions inside of you, when all that happens. Let me know it.
In this bedroom, i waiting for the magic realize. Slowly i whisper your name. I waiting for something is reaches to you. I close my eyes, taking a deep breathe, looking me around. Hoping something reaching to me. I looking at you, waiting for you. And something slowly it coming. My vise, slowly growing fast. I close my eyes again, and suddendly, i feel your closeness. Despite our distance, we are approaching one of another. I feel your hand on my shoulder, while i’m writing in this diary. You turn around me. You kneel in front of me. And right after we stand up, and we are in front one of another. You look at me with your glance that make it me blush, and i look down, but you whisper me ‘Look at me’. And in that glance we enter together in our parallel world. I touch on your chest trough your shirt. In that touch, our lights begins to floating among us, and our emotions get bigger. Little whispers, they leave us breathless, speechless. You take my face in your hands, your fingers caress my skin, i thrills. I remain without oxygen. Closing my eyes, you approaching me, and sweetly kissing. I take you hand and i put it on my heart. It beating like a crazy one. You do the same. Slowly you let me make slide my hand in your shirt that slowly falls down on the floor, and you remain in front of me, in this way, speechless while you look at me, caressing my face and i dive myself in your eyes, where i can feel every emotions, feelings when you are with me, in this way. In front one of another, leaving all what we feeling arounding us.
How i feel you so close to you, when i enter in my bedroom, especially in this bedroom, where is began our connect, so suddendly. I feel your embrace, despite our distance. And despite our distance, i feel you here, by my side. I no need to close my eyes, but i close them, to feel more your closeness. My vise in my stomach is making strong. And that is the signal you thinking, in someways, to me. I ask myself, often, ‘what do you think’. Now i must to close my eyes and take a deep breath, ‘cause you’are next to me, watching what i’m writing in this open diary. I feel, you metioning a shy smile. I smiling too. And you turn me around. Now, we look at us one in another, without say nothing. We only need of our glances. You let me breathless. In your eyes i see our parallel world, and it the only thing i really need in this moment of my life. In yours eyes i can see the calm, a peaceful place to stay with you, also in silence, hands in hands, eyes in eyes. You and me. Only us.
In these hours, maybe you have no idea. I still feel your closeness. You that turn in this bedroom, where all is began. I closing my eyes, and what i feel is that you feel the same. We need to be alone, we need to be in our parallel world to explore, what we feel. Our parallel world is like a big embrace that embrace us so tight, despite our distance. And despite our distance, i ask you ‘how we feel so close to eachother’. I see your answer in this glance. What which i need is to know, is that you feel our flow energies comes and goes, how i feel it in this moment, in this bedroom. This your glance tells me alot about your emotions, my feelings and above all our parallel world. Tell me it does exists, and we are in it. Tell me all that in your glance.