Feel your smell in the air, and in someways i felt your touch. Your hands on my hips. But i turn round myself to looking for you, but you did disappear. I whispering your name. Do you hear me? I looking for you, closing my eyes, taking a long breath. Our parallel world wait for us. I waiting for you. I wait for to dive myself in your eyes, where i can see all i really need. And what i really need you know what is. To looking at your eyes, stand in front of you and to feel your hand taking mine taking it to your chest and to feel your heart beating slowly fast. Your shy smile for me. You taking my face in your hands, and our eyes into eachother.Slowly, you let me slide my hand in your shirt and you let it falls down over your arms and there, ours parallel world explodes trought that little rustle. Our lights begins turning around us and we, like in a multitude of colors, we begins twirl, without ever taking ours eyes off us. We taking flight, and in this way, slowly, we making love. Between our lights, ours feelings and emotions.
Just in this way i’m waiting for you. I whispering your name. Ours Parallel world waiting for us. I waiting for you. While i still feel your smell that arounds me.
for long to hear what you tried to say me earlier. Now i smiling, looking at yours wonderful eyes. Now you are smiling also to me, wherever you are and whatever you doing i feeling you look at up at the sky and what i hearing is just you whispering my name. I closing my eyes for a while and right after you are in front of me. Suddendly we are in ours parellel world. Slowly you take my hands to your chest. For a while i remain speechless. I try to say something, but i cant. What you are doing in this hours is the same im doing here. We are throwing behind the shoulders pieces of ours lived lives to goes on, we are doing at the same time. What you showed me is just a little part of your life, but what i understood is big.
I still cant believe how is bigger ours connection. Neither we met us, but in someways, you and me are connected. I remain still speechless, how it’s all that has began.
Im sure you read something i wrote directly to you. Im sure some specific yours replies were directed to me. But i didnt never imagined all that. Is this open diary the right path to meet us? I dont know, but what i feeling is stronger everyday and what you whisper me everyday inside me, it’s what you do few hours after. Ours parellel world does really exists? We are really connected.
I don’t want drive crazy. But it’s just what has happening among us. A real connection.
I feel you in a way that i cant explain, but i know it’s you calling me. And i closing my eyes and you taking my hands and slowly we enter in ours parellel world. There you can say me everything you want. What are your thoughts in these hours. I feel you how you feel. Dont be afraid, just taking my hands and looking at me. I can see your soul and what are yours feeling. In these hours, in these days, i feeling you so close to me, more than ever. And you feel the same. Ours connection is bigger than before, we are realizing it just in these few hours. We are so far from eachother, but in someways, ours distance is ours thin rope that unites us so strong. I must to take a deep breath and close my eyes to realizing all that has happening among us. I feel you next to me, you smile to me and your glance is just for me. You know it drives me crazy for and you dont stop to look at me in your own way. Slowly you approach me and face to face, you whisper me ‘I need you more than ever, stay with me’. I caress your face, and you taking my hand. Eyes in eyes. With no add any words, slowly we touch us and we melting us in a kiss soft as velvet.
Possible your glance contains such sun inside, exploding in me? And your joyful reaches to me just trought a picture of you, like this one. I could dive myself in your eyes and to be the most girl happy in the world. Your eyes, your glance or in whatever you want call it, makes me feel really alive. And in yours eyes i always found ours parellel world where ours sensantions can express themselves freely. In them i can see your soul and is one of the purest i’ve ever seen. Dont ever change. Remain as you’re.
In these fewest hours i understood something, maybe, you still didnt. But it doesnt matter now. But i understand something about of us and that it’s really counts. Taking a deep breath and closing of ours eyes and above all together, we enter in ours parellel world. And now that’s really counts. We, in ours world. We with ours feelings. Yes i feel you close to me but a little vague. But in this right istant, it’s incredible, how i feel you closer to me. I felt like a twirl arounds me! You whisper my name. It was like you elevates me and i was arounds by yours lights, like a warm hug. How is it possible i felt this right now? I see your eyes in mine and it’s like you look at me for real. I almost blushing myself and my heart stops it. We are get connecting eachother, in this moment? … everything in in me exploding… I feel ours lights comes and goes trought ours hearts, souls but above all ours minds. ‘This drives me crazy’ i whisper you, closing my eyes.
You begin to whisper my name and i begin to feel you, inside of me. Your smell arounds me and i must just to close my eyes to feel you and you take my hands. I look at your glance and i lost myself in it. In your eyes there is ours parellel world, and i must to look at them, we take flight in. And this music we are listening to are ours souls melting eachother. I remain speechless eachtime i look at your eyes. They speaks alot about your feelings. What you would like to do. My heart begin to beats like a crazy one. You take my face in your hands and my hand touch on your chest, going up till your face. My finger touch on softly your lips.Kindly and breathless you open slowly your mouth, but my finger goes futher, caress your skin, up to your skin mole. and there caressing it, i close my eyes, whispèring ‘How much i love you’. Then you take my hand to your chest. Your eyes in mine. You take a deep breath closing your eyes, you always hold my hand. Then you open them and with taking a long breath, you whisper me ‘You’re the only woman i really loved’ then you lips touches mine in the longest kiss you gave me. You dont want leave me. I hold you tight.
And i begin to feel you. You look at me this way. By my side and i close my eyes and suddendly i feel your hand that takes mine. Your skin is so soft and you whisper me ‘Look, im here’. Your hand still hold mine and i want to stay in this way. Our eyes in eachother. My breath makes faster. Ours parellel world waits for us. For a while in silence, we smiles eachother. And right after we enter in ours magic world. Where a moltitude of colors around us and a warms it welcomes us. You take my hand to your chest and i touch on trought the white silky shirt you have on. Closing my eyes i hear your heart beats so fast like a crazy one. I look at you in silence. Ours glances meets eachother. Breathless i can feel your desire. It’s like mine. We want kiss us. But we still waiting for. We look at up at the sky and we see ours souls melting eachother so slowly.A moltitude of colors dancing together. And just to the end where in ours parellel world we just exist us. We look at eachother and so slowly, kindly, softly, we take us ours faces in ours hands and we approaches us eachother. A while in suspension, that it seems eternity, we look at us eachother, mentioning us eachother a smile. Then ours lips meets ours souls and together, we explodes us in ours love.