Enchanted by what i’ve told you moment earlier, and as enchanted, you’ve started to tell, something that it was seemed your story. So, i was looking at you, in your eyes. Me too enchanted by what you was to tell me.
‘We were beloved us so much. We have spent marvellous moments, together. I loved her so much, she loved me too.’
From you have began, i’ve understand, you was telling me one of the most important part of your life. I was looking at you, waiting for you take courage to goes on.
Slowly i have approach my hand next to yours, but i didnt take it. But how much i would wanted have to.
You was looking at me, but in a sense, you wasnt looking at me, but you was looking at the past. For a while you have didnt say nothing. I did respect this moment, without asking you to goes on with the story.
Suddenly, you have reprised to tell what was happened, while you seemed awaken yourself, taking sweetly my hands in your. But we were not looked at us. You have continued to tell the story.
‘We were been together few years. But the most intese years of my life. Of our lives.
I’ve also bought her a ring, with the intentions to ask her to marry me… but i never did!’
At the end of what you have said me, i sighed, holding back, with difficulty, the tears.
You was stand yourself up from the sofa and you went to take a little box, on other table, that it would could been, your desk. You was come back and you gave me me it. It was the ring’ box.
You was sitting again, close to me. Me with this box in hands, i really didnt know what to do. There was been a rapid look between us and me and the little box. Without say nothing, you have permitted me to open it.
Looking at the ring, i sighed more. It was simply, an opal. The most beautiful i’ve ever seen. We both looked at it. Me with with my thoughts, and you with your own memories.
‘We were left us, with this regret. Me, with my no courage to face up to this step, and she with this demand that it didnt never arrived. She has found other one.’
At the end of your story, finally, we were looked at us, one in another’ eyes, and slowly i was approached to you. I have caressed the face, and you have kissed my hand, holded it in your. I have closed my eyes. “
Daria
I close my eyes, taking a deep breath, trying to imagine you, close to me. Trying to feeling your profume. I calling you. But tonight you are so far from me. I dont feel the usual vise in my stomach, when i feel you by my side. I repeat myself ‘it cant happens each night’, but it would be fantastic. Our connection is so strong, when we connect one of another. We have a bond so strong, also if we dont know what it is for real. But for sure, it does exists. When i look at your eyes, my soul opening to the most beautiful experiences of my life. Someone can defines it, telepathy. I describe all that as ‘Ours Parallel World’. And isnt magic, or my madness. It’s just something we have inside, both of us. We know it, just us, we only feel us it. And when we feel it, it’s a such beautiful feeling. In our parallel world, you told me things that would realized. Can you imagine, how can feel myself.
Often, i asked myself, if you rembember about me. How many times you’ve read my name in your tweet comments, and if you link to that name to me. I hope, by now, you know me at least as one of your ‘friend’. I dont believe you have met alot girl with the name Daria. I would like to imagine you smiling when you read one of many comment i left you and you link my name to that girl who received one the your few personal tweets, and eachtime you have had liked one of my comments, you had rembembered that i was me.
Still flowing in my body, since i wrote what you know, and what i feel is your closeness still here. Despite i really dont know where are you now, your presence is strong, here in my bedroom. If i close my eyes and i take a long breath i feel you’re next to me. And what i wrote this night it’s what i really feeling in these days. Something magic has happening between us. I really dont know what is, but something happening. Our connection is stronger than ever, i feel you feel the same vise i have in my stomach. You woke me, sweetly. I felt your sweet embrace, while i was sleeping. Our parallel world was so near ad in your embrace i felt it. Ours souls get connected eachother so easly in these hours. It was enough a thought and we are close, despite our distance. I really need of you and you know it. That’s why ours minds get closer than ever.
In yours eyes is just a wonderful thing. What i feel when i dive myself in them i see a moltitude of colors , but above all i see yours soul. Seeing your eyes, yours glance, what i see is just yours goodness, your kindness. And when i look at you i feel ours parellel world is so close to us. What you want to say me with words, i can imagine it to looking at your eyes. I could stay for hours to admire you just dive myself in yours eyes. And there is nothing that it makes me changes my mind. Yours eyes are ours gates to ours parellel world. I love them so much. Looking at you, in yours eyes, i feel you. by my side. I feel your hands taking mine. I feel your soft skin. I see your smile just for me and you know, i drive crazy for it. In yours eyes i see all yours essence, and all i can is stay breathless, speechless. When you smile to me, what i see is the brightest sun i’ve ever seen in my life. You gave me, i do believe, the most happiest period of my life. Then when we began this ours own connection, i have no words to explain how i feel myself. And can i confess you somehing; when in someways, i dont feel ours connection, i feel myself like lost. Now i’m used to this feeling that has began from last december, and it continues stronger.
Left me for an istant from yesterday. I feeling you so close to me. I dont need to close my eyes to be connect with you. Yours soul, yours heart and yours mind are connecting with mine from yesterday night. I feel your closeness so closer than ever. Ours light melting eachother in a faster way, as they are dancing, as they want recover the lost time. My dancing butterflies dancing like crazy ones. I feel your heart beats faster like mine. If i close i see you next to me and i feel you taking a deep breath taking my hands and right after we are in our magic parellel world. How is it possible we feel us eachother so close, despite ours distance. If we close ours eyes and we open them right after, we are in front of us, and we can feel ours hands on us. We can feel ours frehness and face to face we dive ourselves in ours glances, and there, we just need to look at us to see ours feelings arounds us like a in a magic potion. You in other side of the planet, me in front of this pc screen, but we feel us so closer than before. Slowly we reach us eachother and this continuos flow of emotions is the most inexplicable thing we feel us eachother, but in someways the right way we feel close us eachother. Ours approach has becoming so faster. It will arrives the day we will meet us and we will be speechless, breathless.
You think in these hours? I’m thinking of you. And i know your mind is in a little confusion. I feel it, as you know it. In these hours i thinking about you so strong. I know you would like run away from the social conventions, and you would like come in ours parallel world, and stay embraced in my arms and no say anything, just whisper just few words. My love, you can do it. You must go far from the place your are in this moment. Close your eyes and take a deep breath as i’m doing right now at the same time with you. And when open ours eyes we are in front of us and our light arounds us and it’s just we need. We touch on our heart and we can feel they beats so fast together. And ours souls become one soul. My breath, here becoming so. fast and i close eyes, i feel you next to me. But i feel something, wherever you are, blocks you. Your glance is towards me. I see you, i try to take your hand to make you enter in ours parellel world. I feel your soul, your heart, your mind are towards to me. Maybe you’ll can do later, when all that it has passed. Ours distance it’s ours only obstacle. But my love how i feel you here close to me, and how i feel your desire to embrace me so tight. I feel you.
asking me it’s a hard question. I felt you when you whispered me that. I just looking at you in your eyes and the only answer i can give you is ‘ I really don’t know’. When you came to say me what you told me, months ago, you seemed almost get rid yourself of burden. But now you’re returned back. I close my eyes and i see you there, in ours parellel world almost in wait for something. I take your hands and i look at your eyes. ‘Close your eyes and take a long breath’. I feeling you so close to me in this moment more than ever. I see in your mind. My mind is a little confusion. But it’s your life You must to do what you think is better for you. In these months you have had reflect. We were been so close more than ever, as in this moment. I feel you so close to me, by my side, and these words comes out from my bottom of my heart. Despite we never met us in person, it’s like we know us from long time. I feel your closeness to me so stronger than ever.