The connection

NickCaveI felt today i didnt ever hear so stronger. It was like a bomb exploded inside of me. I was doing other things and suddendly you was in me, next to me. As now, that i’m start to calling you and i start to feeling you. I love this ours connection. I just need to begin to write few words in this open diary and i begin to feel your closiness. If i close my eyes i can feel your presence by my side. If i close my eyes, i can feel you take your hand on my shoulder and i can see you mention a smile. I feel  you caress my face and turns this chair  to you. You kneeling in front of me. Taking my hands. And one of these you take to your chest and with a whisper you say me ‘Can you feel it?’ Throught your t-shirt i just can feel your heart beats faster as mine. We look at eachother into ours eyes, for  a while. That moment suspended. Where we get eachother in our parellel world. That moment where we get everything about ourselves. About ours feelings for eachother. Where we get ours smiles can say everything with no say anything. Dive ourselves into ours look and we remain speechless, breathless. We can just touch ourselves with just our hands. I take your hand to my chest whispering ‘Can you feel it?’ My heart exploding. You embrace me so strong. ‘Please stay in this way forever’ i say you.
But first you look at me so kindly then you kiss me so tender.
So in this way, in our parellel world. So close to eachother.


I need

Of this look, this moment. Of your look into mine. To know that you looking for that same im looking for. I need to know you need feel my feeling as i do of your. Our new parellel world is so empty with you. I start to calling you, with my soul, and my heart.
Just which i need is to breath the new air just closing my eyes and feel you’re coming in our parellel world. And to feel your touch on my hand, and to open my eyes and you’re close to me looking at me with your wonderful eyes. Just in this way, i can just remain breathless. The only thing i can do is to touch on your skin so softly, and you get my hand on your face, then you kiss it so gently. So we look at ourselves. Any words in the air, just our breath. Your hand on my face, as to caress it. I let you do it, mentioning a smile. Suddendly we get in a atmosphere we didnt ever seen of our parellel world. New sounds, new vibes, new kind of color of white arounds us. We look at ourselves. We feel our souls get connect eachother more than ever. We feel eachother into ourselves as a new feelings. The new feeling is still white. And it is powerful.
While i writing these words for you i feeling you get come closer than ever to me.
My soul, my heart, my mind still doesnt understand what has happening, but it does knows it’s a wonderful thing. Our parellel world.

Just to say

photo-7Just to say which you know already. I’m here and i listen to you’re far, but in the air i hear to something little we unites us. That thin rope, is over there. My heart beats slowly more faster than usual. I know for sure you’re working, but something distracts you. My soul calling you, and you begin to ‘hear it’.
I’m here just say im thinking about you. And i really hope you someday let free your sensantions and you will make which i wish.
I’m sure one day you will do that.