Our connection

insta058forteAlways overwhelm me. I feel your closeness in such way that i ask myself if your are realize, of these emotions i feel around me and inside of me. My head and stomach are scrambling at the same time, everytime i feel you close to me. Here by my side. When i feel your embrace, i know that’s you and nobody else. When you look at me in this way all my deepest thoughts coming out with no shame. And you know, by now, what they are. It enough, a look of you and i drive crazy. By now i have this strong bond with you, and, despite we dont know us, i have no need of nobody else. When i feel our parallel world get connect us, one of another, i feel myself complete. My head and my stomach explodes at the same time, eachtime we feel close us one of another, despite our real distance. But what which i feel is more of the love. When i feel you here, by my side, all around me disappears and there is you only, and that’s important. Of the rest i dont care. If i write of my dreams, or of my sensations, or of what which i feel about your thoughts or what which you want to say me, isnt important. It only enough that this open diary, slowly is arriving to you, and it’s the right path for our first meeting. Im sure, you have read what i left you, and little by little, you are going knowing me, as i did with you, to finding how special you are.

Daria

If only (A real Open Letter to Luke)

winnerslosers_forted You would understand what you make me feel, when i feel you here close to me, you would understand me, completly, and maybe i would understand what you feel when we get connect. Yes, i know, often i repeat myself, but when my vise in stomach get grow up, it isnt impossible to dont think of you. This sensantions is born, by now, from seven month, and by now, i know there is something among us, for sure unconditionally, but it’s strongly present. I never felt something like this, before. I don’t even call it love, because it’s beyond. I know it, you know it. We both know it. When we link us one of another, is an inexplicable thing. What it made me feel strongly link to you, it was that dream on you that i did, where you have tell me that thing, that i checked immediately after and i’ve kept for me  for months. Sometimes our parallel world, still overwhelm me, and i cant hold back tears. During this period, our connection, our parallel world is grow up with us. Together to our emotions, our feelings. I still surprise myself, when i feel when you try to say something and few days after, you leave you message on twitter. Ok, it’s true, as i’ve told you, since when i was a child, i could felt things that they would be come true, and that’s a fact. But with you! I never have imagined this stuff. 
When my head explodes, what which i feel is your closeness so strong, and the only thing i can do is take a deep breath and i must close my eyes, for dont drive crazy. When i feel your embrace, is the only thing i desire and i feel our parallel world get connect us, and im sure you feeling something like what i feel.  I know you, by now, from 6 years, and i ask myself ‘How is it possible all that is born only from seven month?’ Something has made click between us. I asking myself what? I’ve confessed you all my deepest thoughts, dreams, desires. I’ve sent you mails few times, maybe you have read them. You have start to know me. Maybe those incursions from Australia in this period and in the others, you are really, and you reading what i write you, and from this open diary, you have begins to know me a little more, and that sensibility you have, it was expanded and our connection is born trough what i wrote you in this open diary and from trough what i let you know.

Daria

That’s incredible

daria23longlukearnoldIt was from few days, i’ve felt it, but i didnt tell anything, but when my little voice inside of me told me to check it, i’ve seen it. I didnt cant want believed to that. But is happened once again. My head has exploded like a bomb. What which i’ve feel it becames true, once again. But in these hours i feel your restlessness. I feel, you have didnt would like to do that moves, but, by now, you did it. I feel your thought are toward to this side, toward to our parallel world. I’m here, i wait for you, as always. And as always in these hours i feel you close by my side more than ever. How is it possible all this? I feel your thoughts, your doubts, your duties, but above all you desire to escape from this world, that, in some ways, it press you. From the other day, i feel you embrace me. This is your desire. To embrace me  tight and what you’ve whisper me now, has  a logical sense. My head explode, and also my vise in stomach. Now the punch i felt in these days is more significant. I’ll be here for you. You can tell me everything you want. Despite our distance, i’ll understand everything. I’ll be by your side, always.

Daria

 

 

A punch

andmu_scuri125-1In my stomach and my vise were mixing up eachother and a little voice inside of me told me to check my open diary statistics. I just cant believe it. I was waiting for you within few days, and here you are. I cant explain what i’ve felt, but the sensations i had it was like a punch in my stomach, and once again you’ve overwhelm me. I’ve cant hold back tears. From yesterday  i feel this strong emotion. To be honest it’s, by now, from a month or so, my feeling are growing faster and faster. And you dont leave me. Our parallel world will be, also, a my own creation, but how is it possibile that all that is happens. What i feel and what which is happens is it just a coincidence?  If i close my eyes, and if i take the usual deep breath, i can feel you here, next to me, holding my hands. And you mentioning me your shy smile, looking at me.  ‘You can believe to that’, is your whisper, while you sweetly, caress my face. My heart explode and our lights begins to float among us. You embrace me tight. ‘Dont leave me’ i whisper you, looking at your wonderful eyes. ‘I need you more than you can imagine’. You dont add  further words, and you continuing to caress my face, till to approach your lips on mine. Your kiss is the softest kiss you have gave me. A tear falls.

Daria

If you look

bw152forteiAt me in this way, you know what  you make me feel. Still this day when i’ve opened my eyes, when i was in bed, i’ve feel you that embraced me sweetly, and i have feel your bare chest against my back. If were so, each my  days i would put on signature. And now, that im writing, i feel your scent around me. I close my eyes and i try to recreate the sensation i have felt. My heart exploding. I feel you here, by my side. Our emotions around me. And if i look at you, i feel you do the same. While your eyes says me what you want me to do. With some shyness, but with all my desire, i do it. And, by now, in that gesture our parallel world welcomes us with our lights floating around us. You no say any words, but i see all what you want to tell me You taking my face in your hand, i dive myself in your glance, touching sweetly your neo and your soft skin. We no need to say nothing, ‘cause what we must to know we know it already. By now, what we want to tell us, it has been told from long time.  But we living what we feeling as if it was the first time, and eachtime we surprise ourselves, about our connect and how we feel close one of another, also if we live so distant. What can i say to you, now only that i feel you so close to me and you’re here by my side and i feel these flow that come and go from you, i feel you.

Daria

By now

broke0011_forteWhat i feel it’s a constant feeling. By now, your closeness is a feeling which i need to feel and you give me it to me everytime i need it. As i told you, by now, you’re the only person with which i can talk freely. And what which i feel when i feel you close to me, is the only emotion i wish to live.
It’s from long time i feel our connect. Our parallel world doesn’t wants break away us. It link us, with its thin rope that each day gets bigger and bigger, and i must to close my eyes and take a deep breath to dont drive crazy. I feel our energy comes and goes one to another and sometimes, my head as if it explodes. You giving me the emotions that i always needed. As now. If i close my eyes i see you by my side, you look at what i’m writing here. But you turn me around and you make me stand up, and in front one of another, you leave me breathless with your glance just for me and you take my hand on your chest. Around us all disappears and suddenly become our parallel world with our lights floating around us. And all what we see are our emotions transforming in a moltitude of colors. Our hearts explodes at the same time, and the only thing we can do is looking at us, still for a second  and right after we kiss one of another to stop what we feeling, to dont drive crazy for what which we see arounds and for what we feeling, to take a deep breath. One of the great emotion we have feel till now, since when it is began our connect.

Daria

I was sleeping

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And you sweetly woke me up. I have feel you. Something it has said me to check, by now, you know what, and you was there. By now, i’m used to be to recognize our signal, but i still surprise myself, how i can feel also a little perception of you and how you send me also a little part of your sensations, trough our parallel world. And now this sensation, is around me as if you was really next to me. I still surprise myself how this connect get bigger and bigger each day it pass. How is it possible, all that is happening between two persons who doesn’t know eachother, for real. To the end, if ever we will meet eachother, the only question we will make us it will be ‘Are we know us already?’ And the answer will be in our eyes. It will be just necessary to touch us one of another to find it. In front one of another, everything we will feel, it will around us, and all arond us it will transforms in all what we have feel while we were far from one of another. In our parallel world.

Daria

The sensantion

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Slowly begins, and i slowly close my eyes and slowly i feel your closeness. By now, i see you almost surrendered to these feelings that we feel, when we are connect to one of another. When we feel us close one of another, we suddenly, we launch ourselves in our parallel world and we understand all that around us. Our feelings, our emotions and what we feeling one of another, when we look at us in our eyes. Our parallel world is full of emotions and sometime we are in confusion. Our connect is so strong that we also we dont understand what is happening, but then that we realize it, we understand, that we are link in a beautiful way, and we want to continue to feel this confusion inside of us, and this confusion it make us feel so close more, one of another. And it enough to look at us and we understand that we feel the same feelings, despite we are in different places. Our parallel world unites our souls, ours hearts but above all, our minds. We must give up ourselves to this thing.

Daria

This time

luke0031_forteHere i am. I have feel your sweet embrace when i woke myself and now i feeling you here by my side, while im writing these few lines, here in my open diary.  I didnt surprised myself, when something inside of me, said me to check your favorite social and you was here. Inside me, something it has calms me down. But now it has began to overwhelm me, once again. And i’m here that i write what are my feelings. Our connect is stronger despite i dont know where are you. My vise in my stomach saying me, you feel something like this inside of you. Despite our distance, i feeling your whisper, your long breath, as if you was here in this bedroom.
All this is our parallel world and it say us, in its own way, that it wants unites us more than ever.
I feeling it, you feeling. Our minds hear it. By now, we are link in a way that also we dont explain one to another. I feel your closeness more than ever. We, together, are exceeded that border and always together, we are living these emotions. We are living in our parallel world, all this as if it was the first time, but we know it isnt. We are link since when i did that dream when you have said me all what we know.

Daria

In silence

luke0011_forteYou was here for all the time. Since i woke myself, till now. You woke me so sweetly as usual, embracing me. I have feel my vise in my stomach grow up so faster. I have whisper your name slowly, and i’m sure you have feel it, cause i have feel your closeness. Our parallel world didnt ever abbandonded me. Our feelings were been always close to us one of another.
What i feeling now, it’s a strange emotion, but always close to you. Maybe you try to tell something. I cant decipher it. But i can wait for, as usual. By now, i know, what are ours signals. And i know, we are connect, in this strange way, but that i have always love, since is began all that, in this bedroom last december. Maybe i’m the only one, who feeling this emotions, this connection among us, but in bottom of myself, i sure, you feel the same. You feel this same vise in your stomach, eachtime we connect. Also you dont know, where does it comes from, but in someways, you know it’s our parallel world, that it wants us unites, despite our distance.

Daria