Here in this silence room, what i feel is your closeness stronger than ever.
Since i woke myself i’ve felt you, by my side, and what i’ve seen after it was beautiful. Maybe that wasnt you, but something told me, that was you, and few times i’ve wrong.
And my vise in stomach get connect with my exploding head.
I dont need to close my eyes, but i do. Because i need to feel your closeness more closer. And what i feel is our parallel world get connect us, one of another, despite our distance, our real distance.
What i feel in this moment is your sweet embrace, from behind with you sweetest whisper ‘I will be always with you, in our world we exist only us’.
While you say me this, your lips touch my neck many times. You make me drive crazy.
Slowly you turn me. And in front one of another, we dive ourselves in our glance. Both, we touch our face so sweet. In this atmosphere so magic, our lights begins to floating around us. And we dont take off our eyes, one from another. Slowly, you approach me, and you lips touches mine, sweetly, that our senses makes us feel so in love, one for another.
To feel you close to me you are always here, by my side. It enough i close my eyes and you’re next to me. As this afternoon, but if i close my eyes and i take a deep breath, i can feel you here. You are here in my mind and it just enough a little, our sensations expand, in our parallel world that we feel already in front one of another. I stare your shirt, and slowly i slide my hands inside of it and for a second, you hold my hand, looking at me deeply, whispering your desires, placing sweetly your hands on my hips. I close my eyes remaining breathless. While i open them again, i make falls down the shirt over your arms, looking at your wonderful glance. Your shirt slowly falls down but instead on the floor, it begins to float around us. It seems wants unite us more than ever. It does succeeds. Our bodies touch eachother, and like of enchantment, our minds, our souls, but above all, our bodies melting. I feeling you slowly and sweetly enter in me, while all around us disappear, we disappering too, making love.
Always breathless, when i look at your eyes and i find in them something new that make me feel you close to me, as this moment. I feel in them our parallel world explode and our lights begins to float like in a dance. And my sensations get bigger and bigger when i close my eyes and in a second i feel you here, by my side. It enough to close a little tthe eyes to see you around, and take a deep breath to feel your hands on my skin trough my t-shirt. You leave me the breath, while we looking at eachother, without say nothing, but in our glance, we say us everything. While we looking at us, you overwhelm my feelings, and my eyes become polishes. I must to close my eyes for another second. While you take my face in hands. ‘Free your emotions’ you whisper me. Slowly i open the eyes and i look at you, taking once again a deep breath. ‘You have no idea, how much you make me feel alive’ i reply, touching your face with my finger, and you accompany it till to your neo. Touching softly your skin, and without take off our eyes, one from another, some little tears falls from my face to your hand, where they become part of our great emotion, that we feel. And while these little tears melt you approach me, and get closer and closer our faces touches eachother and what we see our parallel world in eyes, one in another. While we begin to kiss us, we take flight, while we feel the softness of our lips.
How i feel you so close to you, when i enter in my bedroom, especially in this bedroom, where is began our connect, so suddendly. I feel your embrace, despite our distance. And despite our distance, i feel you here, by my side. I no need to close my eyes, but i close them, to feel more your closeness. My vise in my stomach is making strong. And that is the signal you thinking, in someways, to me. I ask myself, often, ‘what do you think’. Now i must to close my eyes and take a deep breath, ’cause you’are next to me, watching what i’m writing in this open diary. I feel, you metioning a shy smile. I smiling too. And you turn me around. Now, we look at us one in another, without say nothing. We only need of our glances. You let me breathless. In your eyes i see our parallel world, and it the only thing i really need in this moment of my life. In yours eyes i can see the calm, a peaceful place to stay with you, also in silence, hands in hands, eyes in eyes. You and me. Only us.
I feel when you’re close to me, despite i know where are you now, it’s an inexplcable feeling. I feel your closeness make so strong, everytime my toughts are toward to you. And now i feel your next to me. What which i would like to is only to hug you and whisper you ‘How much i need you, how much i would like to be next to you’. And i’m sure, you can hear my thoughts, my feelings, and my emotions. You need to look at up the sky, and you can feel it. What i really need is to escape from this world, with you to enter in ours parallel world and stay with you, also without say nothing. I need to be embraced by you. Hearing your breath and dive myself in your eyes, what which i’m feel right now is the same you feeling, wherever you are and whatever you doing. I close my eyes and what which i feeling is you. You’re are with me. What which i feel is magnificient. And what which i’m feeling is only your presence by my side and that’s i really need it. Embrace me.
It’s something more than a strange feeling. Something it says me, what im writing in this open diary, makes us feel closer. What i’m feeling right now, isnt just your presence, right here, by my side, but it’s something it goes beyond everything we felt till now. My vise in the stomach didnt leave me. You was and you are close to me since i left you my comments on your blog. You’ve read them, im sure. and im sure you’ve read my latest posts i wrote here. I feeling you so close to me, i remain breathless if i close my eyes. You are here. You looking at me. I dive myself in your glance. Slowly we enter in our parallel world, where a hypnotic music welcome us. A touch of you, and a long and deep breath of mine, and ours souls melting together. We are in front of one another. Slowly i approach my hands on your chest. Your soft t-shirt. Slowly i slide my hand in it. Your bare chest. We dont say any words, but you understand what are my intentions. They are yours too.
Right after your t-shirt falls down on the floor. We look at us, for a moment. You caressing my face softly, metioning a smile. We stop us, while we looking at us, eyes in eyes. A whisper fly in the air ‘How much i’ve waited this moment’. Slowly we approaching to kiss us. And everything around us become a moltitude of colors. We taking flight, making our love, made of little kisses, embraces, glances, touches, a little whispers.
after few hours you wrote what you wrote and after few hours you did put your likes on my comments, it make me feel so closer to you. And believe me, when i was in front on television, half asleep, i felt our connection. I felt you close to me, as in this moment. I can smell something in air, a new profume and it takes me to you. I taking a deep breath and while i close my eyes i see you next to me. I feel you here, by my side. Maybe you did see i put your video on my twitter. I really want your sensibility doesn’t makes deleting within few hours. What you doing is important to me and i really want show everybody with few it makes alot. And you doing it. A lot. I say you how much strenght you gave me when i had face my last leg operation (and i had face too many legs operations, since i was born, i really thank you)
But now i feel you close to me. My vise, my dancing butterflies around us. Ours souls melting together, and ours parallel world welcome us. Eyes in eyes, hands in hands, we slowly enter in. I feel you behind me. Your shirt on my back. I close my eyes and you embracing me sweetly. I feel your smell, while you turns me around in front of you.
Your emotions are mine too, what you feel, i’m feel too. You take my face in your hand, i taking your off sunglasses. What i see, is just a marvellous world enclosed in your eyes. My world. I remain here, in front of you breathless, speechless. The only think i can do is touch on your chest, trought your soft t-shirt. And you let me do it. Our emotions, feelings, flying around us, and we are looking at us, caressing eachother. It’s the only thing we makes naturally. We are captured by ours glances. Just a kiss could break this magic.
Also when i was sleeping i felt my vise in my stomach and in someways, despite our distance, i felt you so close, despite i really dont know what were you doing. Also you with this strange feelings.
I know what you feeling. Here in this bedroom where it all has began. What i feel in this moment is the same feeling i felt since that day in december, but stronger. If i think to you, i have no breath to continue. I must close my eyes and take a deep breath, and suddendly you are here, by my side. You looking at me with your glance. What i feeling when i looking at you is a mix up of emotions that just you can give me. You are in front of me. Eyes in eyes we enter in our parallel world. A whisper from you leave me speechless. ‘You no have idea, how much i would stay with you tonight’. I look at you, i take you face and i caress your skin, you close your eyes and your breath making slowly faster. I guide your hand on my face, and right after you open your eyes. Between us ours lights begins their dance, it makes us flying. Our hands hold tight. We let us not look away. Ours glance has more to tell than words.
Ours Parallel World is made of these feelings. Glances, whispers, me and you speechless, breathless and that feelings we still cant explain but when we feel them, we know it’s our connection. I feel it, you feel it. It’s inexplicable, it’s just ours.
How i feel you by my side, despite i really dont know where you are. But i’m drive crazy, cause i feel you next to me. It’s from yesterday that i must to stop whatever i do, to write in this my open diary, at a different time i usually write to you. Describing what i feeling isnt easy. Yes, they are the same feelings i feel when i feel you close to me, but right now, they are more bigger and i know you feel the same. Ours connection make it bigger and bigger. I told you, something it has happening among us, i feel it, you feel it. My heart beats faster, im sure also yours beats like a crazy one. I dont know what has happening, but something really soon will happens. For the excitment, i bite my lips and i smile, thinking to you. Im sure, my 6th sense, says me, in these hours you had take a look at this open diary. I feel it, and i ever didnt hardly wrong. We are so close. Ours parellel world is here. I know it, you know it too. We know it. What you must to know about me is in this open diary. I’m sure you’ve read that post where i was talk about myself. And you felt something. You try to say something me from the other day. You know i’m here for you, wherever you are and whatever you do. You know what you must to do. I will feel you.
An hour that ours connection is stronger than ever. I’ve tried to ignore it, but i cant help it. You are here close to me, inside of me and i feel you more alive than before. My heart began to beat like a crazy one. I close my eyes and you’re there. You’re already in ours parellel world. You calling me, taking my hand. I looking at your glances just for me. And i slowly enter in ours world. You caress my face. You kiss me. You ask me why i take so long to come. ‘I felt you immediately, i know you knew it. Forgive me i’ve tried to do something different to see if this sensation was just on my mind or it was real’. You take my hand and you whisper me, eyes in eyes ‘It’s real, my love’. I look at you speechless. I whisper you ‘So is it really real ours connection’. We look us eachother in silence, for a while. How is it can possible? That’s continuum question. I can feel you so close to me despite your distance. Your glances on me. My heart beat so faster as yours Is it real possible we are linked in someway? I feel you and you feel me. If i close my eyes i see you here next to me. By my side and your look at me, while you take my hand and your eyes are in mine.
Does it will arrives tthe day we could meet us eachother? And we could talk freely about what we felt in these months we were been so far but so close to us.
You say me, taking my face in your hands ‘It will comes, but we must still wait for it’. Taking a breath, i close my eyes and you kindly kiss me. I love your kisses, they gives me the certain of your deepest love for me.