Before

boogaloo_forte0041To continue to write my imaginary tale, i must write what i’m feel in this moment and maybe you know it already. Im sure you know it. I dont how can i describe it. I think, by now, something of thin was entered inside of us and what it makes us feel is someting, we only us, can feel. That punch in the stomach last night, i’ve felt, then you with your minivideos… i can only shake my head and reflect. But reflect on what? On our parallel world? On our closeness despite we are far from one to another, or on the vise in my stomach i feel in this moment, or on my head that is exploding.  On what should i reflect? Or, on i feel your closeness so close that i can feel your hands embracing me tight, and your eyes staring at me, till to blush, and my heart runs fast that it seems stops. I make me alot of questions to which i cant find a valid answer. Do you have a valid one? Cause all this, at the end, it will make me drives crazy.  I’m here and i thinking of you.

Daria

If only (A real Open Letter to Luke)

winnerslosers_forted You would understand what you make me feel, when i feel you here close to me, you would understand me, completly, and maybe i would understand what you feel when we get connect. Yes, i know, often i repeat myself, but when my vise in stomach get grow up, it isnt impossible to dont think of you. This sensantions is born, by now, from seven month, and by now, i know there is something among us, for sure unconditionally, but it’s strongly present. I never felt something like this, before. I don’t even call it love, because it’s beyond. I know it, you know it. We both know it. When we link us one of another, is an inexplicable thing. What it made me feel strongly link to you, it was that dream on you that i did, where you have tell me that thing, that i checked immediately after and i’ve kept for me  for months. Sometimes our parallel world, still overwhelm me, and i cant hold back tears. During this period, our connection, our parallel world is grow up with us. Together to our emotions, our feelings. I still surprise myself, when i feel when you try to say something and few days after, you leave you message on twitter. Ok, it’s true, as i’ve told you, since when i was a child, i could felt things that they would be come true, and that’s a fact. But with you! I never have imagined this stuff. 
When my head explodes, what which i feel is your closeness so strong, and the only thing i can do is take a deep breath and i must close my eyes, for dont drive crazy. When i feel your embrace, is the only thing i desire and i feel our parallel world get connect us, and im sure you feeling something like what i feel.  I know you, by now, from 6 years, and i ask myself ‘How is it possible all that is born only from seven month?’ Something has made click between us. I asking myself what? I’ve confessed you all my deepest thoughts, dreams, desires. I’ve sent you mails few times, maybe you have read them. You have start to know me. Maybe those incursions from Australia in this period and in the others, you are really, and you reading what i write you, and from this open diary, you have begins to know me a little more, and that sensibility you have, it was expanded and our connection is born trough what i wrote you in this open diary and from trough what i let you know.

Daria

Yesterday

instagraabs_lsolochiariiYes, i can admit, what i felt, it was a dark feelings but now i know it was due to you  for close a door ad open another one. Now what i feeling is cleaning and what i feel i more brillant than what i felt last night. And now my feelings are more colored than the black’s . And now if i close my eyes and i take a long breath, i can see you coming to me. And i can hear you whisper ‘I’m sorry, for what you felt last night’.
We are in ours parellel world. Here we can look at us into ours eyes. You touch on my face, my skin. Taking my hands, you want hold me tight. I let you do it. Now i want everything is you. Skin to skin, eyes in eyes, breath and whispers from both. And now you and i want ours souls melting eachother. And what we waiting for is just ours look into ourselve. You take my face, and again  you say me ‘Im so…’ i stop you before you complete what you wanted say me. ‘It’s ok, it has passed away’. We must to look forward, and what is important is what we feel for eachother. Right now. Ours parellel love.

Daria

Let me

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Look at you in this way. Let me smell your skin. Let me dive myself in your look. Let me breath the air around us. Let me  see the white color around us. Let me see the joy in your eyes while you look at me. Let me touch on our lips just a while before ours mouths meets themselves. Let me touch on your skin trought the shirt. I let you take my hand. Let me touch on your skin mole. Let me touch on your face. Let me breathless look at your eyes with no say any words. Let me to feel your desire about me, through your eyes, your mouth, your whispers, your hands. Let me look at you in this way. Let me kiss you everywhere you want. Let me know about your deepest emotions, about your deepest thoughts. Let me be your as no one else before. We become unique to eachother and let me kiss you in a passionate way. So we get in our parellel world in the sweetest way. So we can see our souls melting eachother. We let do to our feelings which they knows do better.

Daria