Here you are. You overwhelm me always. When i think, that all this it’s just fruit of my imagination, you arrive to me and you say me this. It has happened again. When i woke myself, i thought to which you’ve said me. It seemed so real. It’s the second time, and now i cant really verified it. But what you have said me, resounded all day in my head. I’ve seen the whole scene, i’ve heard your words. I wanted embraced you. And now, you dont tell me, that you dont feel me, ‘cause im feeling you so close to me, that i can stretch my hand and hold yours. I feel you in such way that i could scream your name, but i know, you are feeling me also from wherever you are. I sighing and i’m thinking of you.
Aint a case that im confessing you all what i feel, and you do the same, also in a strange form, but it’s what are you doing. Our parallel world is here. We have created it together. And in of it, we confess us everything, what we have made, what we have thought, what we have said. And now we are in front, one to another, overwhelm, for what is happening between us.
Stare at you, my heart goes crazy, because im feeling your closeness, here in this bedroom, in a such way we only knows us it. I must take a deep breath a close my eyes, also if it’s few, because what i’m feeling are your eyes on me and your sweet arms that embracing me. What i’m feeling is your lips on my neck and your arms on my hips. We are in front. Without realizing, we entered in our parallel world, in the exact moment we have whispered our names at the same time. If i close my eyes again i can feel your scent around me. This time it’s a different one. It’s more delicate but always wraparound. I feel your hands on my hips, that hold me sweetly. That touch make me feel stunned. How is it possible, i’m still asking myself. Few hours ago, you was so far from me, and now, as if we was called us, we are in our parallel world so. Enchanted one to another. Enchated by our feelings, and our minds are in connection, and this strong sensantions we feeling it both. I’m that writing here, and you are waiting for to see, black on white, our emotions.
Your embrace so sweet for all day. You also sweetly kissed me. My vise in my stomach was strong and my head exploded. And now, that im alone in my bedroom i feel your closeness more stronger. I feel your hands touch on my skin trought the t-shirt i have on, and i must close the eyes for to dont drive crazy. By now yesteday, i have felt you by my side in a kindly way, but also in this moment our connection is on. Our parallel world around us, despite our distance. What we feeling is something it goes beyond. What we feel is in our looks, despite we dont know us, in the real life, here in our parallel world, it seems we know us from always. We need also to dont say nothing and we understand us immediately. Just what i really would like is only touch your lips with mine in a soft endless kiss, saying you how you’ve entered in me, creating with me this wonderful parallel world, where also a just look of us, could collect in a only breath, each our emotion and feeling. That’s what i feeling righ now, when you embrace me, kissing me so sweetly.
this too. It’s our parallel world, that call us. Suddenly i feel you so close to me. As if you embrace me and i feel you scent in the air. I dont need to close my eyes, ‘cuz your closeness is almost tangible, and i feel you already here by my side. I still surprise myself how i feel you next to me, despite our real distance. It’s incredible how you makes me feel alive, despite we dont know us, but in the deep, you know a little of me, and that’s why our connection works. Maybe for real you take a look on what i write in this open diary, and these visits from Australia every month are yours.
And now, despite our distance, we are get connecting. That’s why i feel my vise get stronger and stronger and my head is exploding, as if we call us eachother. I can feel you whisper my name, and the excitment i feel it’s because i can hear your recall inside of me. I can hear your deep voice, and it thrills me. I know, i feel you’re alone in your room and something pushes you to me. I close my eyes and i take breath, i can feel you are slowly embrace me. You have changed scent. I can feel it. This drives me crazy. ‘And you, what do you perceive of mine?’
I could stay here, diving myself into your glance, without never get tired of it.
To write you again. What were been my sensations, my feelings. And you are here in front of me, with this glance, where i can lost myself.
I felt you was next to me, when i was on the couch. I felt you took my hand in yours. I felt your warm hug. I, also, imagined to stay embraced together. But i knew it wasnt real. But what i felt seemed so real. And now, right here, you around me. In your eyes i see, i feel something magic. I feel our parallel world becoming something real. You in front of me. You sweetly smiling at me. What we see around us are ours lights melting. I cant leave my eyes on you. Breathless, i put my my hand on your chest, and slowly you begin to kiss me in every part till to reach my lips, while i slide my hands into the shirt and in that exact moment my heart exploding, and what you see is a moltitude of colors, becoming a rainbow. Your lips touch me sweetly. For a second we remain eyes in eyes, without do further things. ‘We remain in this way’ someone of us say to the other one. Without add anything, we remain so enchanted for what we see and for what we feeling.