I think our connection is so strong to leave without breath. While i was on television, i have felt your closeness and my mind has exploded. I have felt you by my side in a such way that i had must to close my eyes for a little bit and take again the breath. And also now, im here, writing you, my feelings, i feel you that you are embracing me, staring at me with your wonderful eyes, where i can dive myself and to find our parallel world. Your glance that, almost, moves me, and it make me think to other day, it make me feel more close to you.
Our parallel world isnt far from reality. Something it says me, that what which do i feel, in someway, you feeling it too.
Each step we doing, is a step to the moment, we will meet our glance.
Everytime i feel what i feeling, and i know that’s you, it’s a sensantion that take me the breath away. And this continuos sensation arrives from you, and is growing up each day always more.
Since i had that dream, something bigger than us, it linked us.
What i feel in this moment is like a punch in the stomach, but full of emotions never felt before. I adore these sensations. And i adore you that you make it me feel them.
And now, you know me a little much better. Maybe you rembembered me a little more in these hours.
What i can is just sighing while you are embracing me.
I was wake me up, i feel you around me like a spinning top. You was lay by my side and you’ve hold me tightly, as if you want me more close to you. I’ve feel your hands on my skin. And now you’re here, next to me, as if you dont want me lose. I feel you so close to me. My vise gets bigger and bigger. and maybe it’s what we need one from another. We need to feel close eachother in a way, that we didnt we had feel before. I feel you around me and i need to close my eyes to dont crazy and when i open them we are in front one of another and slowly we enter in our parallel world and, what we want to do right after is only touch our faces, our skin. We need to feel us, we are close for real, despite our distance. By now, im not suprise myself, if what i feel it’s the same you feeling too. Since i was wake me up, my head, our flows are in contact and what which i feel is only your closeness, here in bedroom. I feel you embracing me so tight, and what i see in your eyes, is only a sparkle light, that make me feel so quite and our parallel world is the only place i where i want to stay, while our feelings, almost, overwhelm one of another, while we hold us our hands, with no add words, for fear of ruining this magic atmosphere around us.
You are here. To be sincere, you didnt ever leave. You was so close to me since i wrote the previous thought in this open diary. And now, you are here by my side, i, almost, feel you touching my skin. I smell your skin. I see your eyes looking at mine. Your sweet glance, makes me blush. You know what i see into them. I dive myself in your eyes. In these hours i’m convinced, you had read my last reply. Something says me, you’re thinking about my words. About how much we have in common, despite you know me, trought only a pc screen or throught a cellphone screen. Maybe what i wrote you last night, it will makes us reach faster, maybe when we will meet us, we will no have need to say any words, because what we want to say us it was already said. And what we could do is stay in front of us, looking at us into our eyes a whisper could fly away in the air ‘Our parallel world’, while we standing in front shy, touching us, caressing us, taking us ours hands, without ever taking our eyes off. My hands on your chest, yours on my head caressing my hair, slowly reaching my face. Slowly you raise my face, once again our glance meet. For a while, i blush, you smiling at me, whispering me ‘please dont do it’. You take my hand to your heart. ‘It beating so fast’ you say me. I take your hand in mine. ‘Like mine’ i whisper you.
‘What we are feeling?’ We asking us, looking at us.
Slowly we embrace us hold tight. ‘Remain us in this way’, you whispering me.