If i dont – 3rd open letter to Luke

mtc033forte-1Tell you what i feeling right now, i believe, i going drive crazy. It does say that head and stomach are linked. And everything pass trought from there, also what we feeling. Well what i feeling in this moment is like a storm of a mix of emotions. Dancing butterflies, lights floating, head and stomach scrambling by this great emotions that make me drive crazy, and it coming from you.
All this it’s born, seven month ago, and from that moment has grow up slowly. And we know, what then has happened. But what which i FEEL RIGHT NOW, it like all my feelings, my emotions are exploding at the same time. Our parallel world it’s like expand inside of both of us. I feel it and i know, you feeling it too. Our mind get connect ourselves. My vise in stomach and my head are exploding from long time. If something will happens in next days i feel it in this moment. I feel your closeness closer than ever. I would like have the certainty, you are feeling something similar, because what is happening in my head and in my stomach, i never have felt it before. And it’s like a storm that doesnt wants stops. And these words that im writing are like a flow. A flow of our being continuos close, one of another. I feel you here, close to me, and in some ways, im sure you are feeling me. This sensation is growing up faster and faster, and i never felt myself so. I dont believe to drive crazy. I only think, that it’s the very first time what i feeling, and on balance, i feeling all this only with you, and to the end, i ask myself ‘What it does mean? Do you feel the same?’

Daria

 

Maybe (second open letter to Luke)

jakenowakoski0019_pluniformeThe only who can understand what i can feel when i think to you and i feel you close to me, that’s you and nobody else. Also today, someone asked me ‘what do you find in him?’
What do i find in you… everything and much else. If i explain them what i feel when i feel you close to me, they would take me for crazy, but i dont care. Sincerely they can take me for crazy, but what i feel when i feel you close to me, as right now, it’s one, if not the most beautiful sensation i have ever felt in my life. The connection i feel, we have, still stuns me everytime. I will be also a little witch, but when i feel close to you, comes directly from stomach and my head contemporanely. And it all coming from this strange connection that i’ve called our parallel world. I still, cant explain it to myself, but it does exists. And when i feel your closeness, i feel myself the most alive person of this world. Silencely, you’ve became part of my life. You have teach me a lot of things, and you was close to me when i had face up my last hard test. You have give me such strenght, and i never stop ┬áto say you, thank you. I’ve told you, my love for you, it’s something it goes beyond love, it’s beyond.
All this it’s born, maybe, for a case, but im sure, isnt a case. It’s something that link our personal empathy, our sensibility. In some ways our parallel collect all this, and when i feel you close to me, you feel something like similar. Im sure of this.

Daria