Until i didnt start to write here i assure i didnt feel you. Yes, you’re far from me, i started to call you and something it begins to move my emotions. Relexad myself creating this pic, with your wonderful smile. And now i looking at you all my thought is about you. My mind is toward to you. And i wanna think you start to feel something inside of yourself, and something get in our parellel world with me
Your smile take me in your heart and it can see me what do you feel right now. As me you gettin in confusion. But we dont worry about that. Now i feel you’re a little closer to me. I would like to think, whatever you doing, for a while you thought about me.
I’m here just waiting for our closeness in our parellel world. Just waiting for you.
About you, but when i think about you, here i feel so strange. You know what are my feelings for you. Which emotions you gives me everytime my thoughts are about you. My heart begins to beat so faster than ever. And immediately i get in our parellel world and i hear you feel the same. Our connection is very strange. Maybe is just mine with you. But i would love imagine you feel the same over there, wherever you are in this moment.
And with this thought im just writing to you, i want to say… ‘May you pass the best new year of last years with all people who take care of you, and the new year may give you everything you desire’
‘And what is your desire’… you whisper… Mine? (blushing…) ‘it’s just only one’. Just look at you into your eyes, and maybe to be kissed by you… but i know it’s just a dream.
I feel you behind me. You whisper in my ear. I close my eyes. ‘Maybe it could be comes true’.
which i must to know about you is in your eyes, and all which you need to know about me is between these lines i’m writing to you. Neither more neither less. And which we just to know about us is that we met eachother, above all thanx to you, and in all that year, we met eachother, other times. And we know it was always a special moment. We shared few time together, but in someway, we rembember all our meeting. And now we have a bond. Just little, but we feel it and everytime we get in our parellel world becomes bigger. As now. I close my eyes, i breath so slowly to connect myself with you, and you feel me.
This year it was important to me. I had to face another leg operation, and you was so close to me. When i needed of you was so next to me. And our connection has become stronger than ever since i woke up from the operation. You was on my mind when i was wake up and i’m sure in that moment you gave me the strength i really need to goes on.
This year is about to end. But im so sure you will dont forget about me. You will let me know, in someway, which part i had in your life.
About you, my dude, about you actin on Hyde Park – Dead Man Standing
This my personal gift for you my dude… i hope you appreciated it… I know it so small… but…
You’re great for many, especially to me…Love ya so much
nod from you, makes me feel so happy as a child. Your eye (and your mole) give you me the right feeling to goes on in that lonely day i’m passing just with my thoughts. And my thoughts are all just for you. With few pic and minivideo you let me know you’re ok and maybe now you are with you parents to spend the holidays with them.
I just hope you rest yourself a little, before to continue to write your novel. And maybe you can read the letter i sent you few days ago. And maybe you will have time, but above all, the desire to reply to that stupid letter.
However, you have no idea, how you made me feel happy with this few instagram story. I thinking about you.