Listening to our music, i feeling you so close to me. Now our connection is so strong even to exceed the music. Our parallel world is becoming so powerful. My heart is exploding and in my head the only thought is you.
In these hours i feeling your closeness is closer than ever, and what i wrote in my tale, last night, it describes perfectly my feelings i have for you.
I close my eyes and i feel your embrace. Your embrace from behind.
I love your embrace…. you stop me and you turn me around toward to you, and our glances meets and our parallel explode around us. We exist only us.
Your eyes in mine and slowly our connection become more strong. We feel us, wherever we are, whatever we’re doing. You are whispering my name, my heart beating hard, i feel it. You wrapping me sweetly and i feel it strong. I thinking you.
Your hand has left my face and i’ve left it go, but our eyes were still set on one in another, as if we were able to still notice the last flows of magic energy we had felt trought that touch. We looked at us, one another, as if we were enchanted from something bigger than us. You was enchanted by me and i was enchanted by you. We were feel still something around us that was stunning us. We had no know how to exit from this thing that, did us only stare at us, one another, without say a word.
That transfer of emotions, has been so powerful, that almost we were remained breathless and of course speechless.
We were still looked at us so.
I had see a little sparkle of light in you eyes and you had mentioned me a little smile. In my heart was entered, the last crumb of your past life, and my heat had burned it.
You have felt it, then you was approach me, and you have whispered me ‘You’ve done it’. My heart ran like a rollercoaster, and from my face was fallen a tear. You have dry it with a finger, that then you were leaned on my mouth and i’ve kissed it softly.
Slowly you was came closer that almost, our faces had touch, and with a little move we kissed. We had have need of that kiss. That circle of emotions, it had have must be closed. And we have done it in the way more natural we knew, while we were embracing us one another.”
⇐“I was feeling
“We were ⇒
That i feeling you in these moments.
Your eyes set on me and my soul is dying little by little.
Our parallel world get connecting us, one another in strong way.
You are looking at me and my heart is beating like a crazy one. I feeling you are whispering my name and i reply you in this diary.
Maybe you are dreaming about me but in someways we are always close, one another.
Im smiling you, you feel it and you smiling me back.
I sighing hard and i take a deep breathe.
Your eyes penetering my soul and i remain breathless.
My heart is about to explode definitely.
I close my eyes for a second and in that second i can feel your embrace wrapping me.
I cant imagine my life without these little moments with you.
They are precious for me.
You was completely opening yourself.
I have observed at you in the bar. You have seen in her eyes what you would have not wanted feel in your soul, in your heart but above all in your head. The void. It was a sensation that i had never felt, but i could imagine how it is.
What you have seen in her eyes, i have seen it too. They were vitreous. I couldnt see her soul and this was a bad sensantion, and i have understood you.
We have looked at us, just only few istants in silence and in that glance was exploding every color of each emotions we had have feeling in those moment. We were feeling wrapped by these great sensations that we werent able to hold back. We were staring us, one another and we could see each little facial expression changes, that we were remained stunned.
‘That’s i really wanted and i never found until i didnt met you’ you have whispered me touching my face soflty. I didn’t want you to take my hand off my face. so i took it and i have kept it so.
It was one of the most intensive moment since when this adventure has begun, and i wanted it had no end. We didnt wanted it had no end
In that touch we could feel everything flowing in us. Bad sensantions that were gone away and good vibrations that were entering in us. Your hand on my face, my hand on your and every feeling we were feeling, were projecting us in another level of awarness of everything. We were perceveing it. We had not know how many times we had felt lost in our glance, but we had always find the way to return back. It was enough a sparkle in our eyes. We were looking at us, one another and it was as if we were able to watch trough the eyes of the other. In that moment we could feel the feelings of the other They were exactly the same, but with little differents fades. I have felt your that were opening always more each seconds more. And you was feeling mine that were making enter inside all the heat that came from you. We were literally melting us, one in another. And more the time passed by, more we were feeling us one only soul, trought our feelings, our minds, our hearts but above all trought those little touch of your hand. It has been trascendental.”
⇐“In that room
That you was come back in Melbourne? You have said it in that following tweet you posted after that i wrote my poem/thought. The only answer i can give myself is ‘It has been our parallel world’ and now im more sure of this. We are connect in a strong way, and this is one of the many proof of that. Of our parallel world born from a dream and slowly it was developed around us and now it says us, where we are, what we are doing and maybe even what we are think.
Our parallel world is becoming powerful, just only now i realizing of that, and maybe you are realizing it too.
My heart is beating hard and now every though is toward to you and my head is exploding, i feeling our flows run and always more we are connect, one another.
I close my eyes and i feel your embrace wrapping me sweetly. We need of these moments of simply tranquillity. Just you and me so, that we are communicating with our emotions, our flows, our whispers and our written words.
More time pass by more i really need of this. Only, to stay, with you in our parallel world, even in silence, far, but embraced one in another.
We remain so.
Our parallel world was wrapped us and we were feel us in our safe place and noboby couldnt hurt us.
You was looking at me and i was waiting for you start to talk. You was collecting your thoughts. You wanted say me something. I’ve perceveid it. I didnt wanted put press on you. We had all the time of the world if it was necessary. And you have feel it. Then you have began. ‘With her it was everything hasty. There was never no a calm moment. Thing i really needed sometimes, stay in silence, i needed time to reflect, stay with myself. I didnt ever had it with her. She never stopped. At the end i didnt make it no more. If i had asked her to marry me i would been swallowed up in her twirl and i didnt never came out, and if we didnt ever met us, maybe i would be enter in the bar, and for sure, you would have seen the empty in my eyes, as i’ve seen it in her. What i’ve seen, in that bar, it would been my future if i did took the decision to make her that question. When i’ve bought the ring, i did believe to change her, i was conviced to make it, but more the time passed by, more she enter in a dark side of the life from which she didnt would been ever came out. I had passed one of the most beautiful moments of my life with her, without shadow of doubt’
You was telling me these things, as if you didnt tell them to anyone else. My heart beated fast.
Our glances were stare one in another. I could see, in your eyes, your sense of freedom when you was saying me this. I was in silence. I was listening to you, as if each your word must makes part of me from now on.
I was looking at you without say nothing. Our emotions were in the air and we could, feel them, they melting eachother.
‘When i’ve crossed my glance with your ‘ you continued ‘I’ve felt something that i had have forget. The love for life, and in these glances there was a lot of it’
These last words was been left in suspension, but we knew that were not the last.
We were remained to stare us one another, in silence.
Eyes in eyes and our feelings were mixing one in another, and we have had rembember those first glances, smiiling us and blushing, as we did in that bar.”
“I was feeling ⇒
Know what to think.
What which has happened last night and my poem that i wrote the other day.
Everything is linked. In someways, from the last hours we are more connected than usual.
I wrote that i felt you had post something, and you’ve done it.
Im still confused, but in someways happy, but this feeling cant collect the real feelings i feel in this moment.
Our parallel world getting connect us in the most strong way possible in these hours.
I feel you and you feel me. Our heart beating at unison and we feel it. We can feel, even, our flows that come and go trough our minds, despite our distance, but now, the question is ‘are we really far?’ If each of us, feel the emotions of the other and replys so rapidly.
Our parallel world is so close to us and when we are in of it, we can feel our emotions expand in a such way that, even us, we are stunned of how we feel us close one another.
I living in this bubble of emotions from a year, and each time i had thought something, you have done it. My question now is real, and i hope to have a little sign from you. Tonight, tomorrow or in another kind of sign that you can give me. Im still scrambled, and my thoughts are always more toward to you.
⇓⇓⇓ the previously poems
1 ‹ Here you are
2 As promised ›
You had something to say me, and you have done it as soon as possible, that i could imagine, you have left me breathless. My head is exploding, my thoughts are confusing, but always towards to you.
I wrote that i would been not surprised if you had tweet or posted something in the future hours, you have done it and i was remained speechless.
Im still with my thoughts and now my only thought is you.
My hands shaking on this keyboard. I must to take a deep breathe to dont drive crazy.
I feel like in the tale that im writing. Looking at you in this pic, you seem in my little white apartement, i smiling a little.
Our parallel world getting connect us more than earlier, and i just cant believe it.
If i think what is happened i cant hold back the tears and maybe this is not a dream, but just the real reality and everything around us, what we feel, what i feel when i feel your closeness, it’s real, and this open diary is our real way to communicate. And with this, you have told me you’re back home. And i feel you more close than before. I can touch you if i stretch my hand.
«Here you are
How did i know »
That whispering my name and i feeling you behind me and you embrace me.
I must always take a deep breathe, eachtime it happens, and it happens by now from a week in a strong way. I have also difficult to swallow, when you’re next to me.
By now, our parallel world get connect us fast and our flows come and go trough our minds and aint easy to think to another things. Now our souls getting uniting and we feel our heart beating and we are talking to. You are whispering my name and i feel it. Your whisper scrambling me all, and i replying you in this diary.
It could be the most weird thing for to communicate, but it’s the only we know, for now.
I close my eyes, when i feel you call my name, and i closing them many times and my heart is going crazy, cause i feel your closeness so much in these hours.
I feel you want to say me something and i will dont surprise me if you will tweet something in the future hours, maybe we are really stay together, and we still dont know it conciously.
How i feel you close to me right now.
You’re watching me and i feel your eyes set on me and i feel you’re smiling me, and i blush a lot. I feel you so much.
As promised »
In our embraces, still half bare, we were feeling our hearts beating with more lightness. Everything around us was more light, and we were still wrapped by this light cloud that is seemed, like the first one, of chiffon.
Slowly, you was settled yourself on the backrest of my bed, while i was with my head, on your chest and i caressing it soflty.
We were remained in silence for a little bit. Then a whisper ‘ You made me free’. I have lifted my face and i have looked at you, without say nothing i was approached to you and kindly, i have gave you a little kiss, but when i’ve looked at you again, it seemed that you wanted it still, and this time, been you approach me and you have kissed me.
This dance of little kisses seemed had no end.
They crowned this last passage from the old to the new life. And their color were just white, like the purity of our feelings.
We gave eachother lots sweet kisses.
And just after, as if we were satiated of our kisses, we were looked at us, one another and we have felt our feelings wrapping us.
We were embraced us tight and at the same time we have took a deep breathe, for fear, to be detach, one from another, but by now, we knew that nothing and no one could divided us eachother.
We loved us eachother so much, but the simple word love couldnt collect all the feelings we had one for another.
It was something more big, and even us we didnt knew how manage it.
For now, we have had must follow what there was around us and follow our feelings
We didnt knew what it does waiting for us.”
“In that room ⇒