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I have felt

luke00111_forteYour embrace so sweet for all day. You also sweetly kissed me. My vise in my stomach was strong and my head exploded. And now, that im alone in my bedroom i feel your closeness more stronger. I feel your hands touch on my skin trought the t-shirt i have on, and i must close the eyes for to dont drive crazy. By now yesteday, i have felt you by my side in a kindly way, but also in this moment our connection is on. Our parallel world around us, despite our distance. What we feeling is something it goes beyond. What we feel is in our looks, despite we dont know us, in the real life, here in our parallel world, it seems we know us from always. We need also to dont say nothing and we understand us immediately. Just what i really would like is only touch your lips with mine in a soft endless kiss, saying you how you’ve entered in me, creating with me this wonderful parallel world, where also a just look of us, could collect in a only breath, each our emotion and feeling. That’s what i feeling righ now, when you embrace me, kissing me so sweetly.

Daria

Here

luketoby570_contrario_forteBy my side, i feel you. How much i feel you, it’s an incredible sensantion. Despite our real distance, it’s such beautiful feel our mind get connect in this way. Our connection is so strong. I feel every thought comes from you, and my head exploding and my flow, im sure it reaching to you. Our parallel world make us feel so closer more than early. My sensations are right. We have a light bond that unites us, and now it’s always more real. If i close my eyes i can feel you approach to me, and slowly your arms embrace me. I can feel your breath gets faster and faster. In front one of another, i place my hand on your chest and your heart beat from slow to faster. I can see in your eyes, your fear to drive crazy. ‘No, you dont will drive crazy, i will be by your side’. You dont take off your look on me. We know, what we talking about. That’s enough our parallel world to hear us. To listen to our deepest thoughts, fears, doubts. Our parallel world is there for this. Our flows floats inside of it and we feel everything. We must just whisper our names and what we feel is just what we feel for one of another. And it’s one of the most great feeling we ever had feel in our life, that goes beyond.

Daria

What i really

youme-1lmcm_fortedNeed is to close my eyes and take the usual deep breath and what i feel is you. You are sweetly embracing me. What i only need, is just you. You are embracing me as usually. The way you love me embrace me. And slowly you turn me. Sweetly we are in front one of another. I still blushing, metioning you a shy smile and you give me back it to me, caressing my face, sweetly. You approach to me. You take my face in your hand. We look at us, one in another. I stare at you, biting my lips, and unconditionally i place your hand on my heart. It beats so fast, and now my head exploding. Our parallel world is opening to us. I feeling my flow, slowly are coming to you. And our connection begins. Slowly i feel you want say me something. My heart is beating like a crazy. I dont want to think to what has happened yesterday, but aint easy. I feel your closeness inside of me, more than ever. I feel your hands on  me, here while im typing on this keyboard. Your arms hold me, and i close my eyes to dont drive crazy. My t-shirt it moves for your hands are on it. We dont say nothing. But our senses are exploding inside of us. Our heart beat so fast, but our moves are so slowly as if we touching us for the first time, and, in a sense it is. We feel our shyness, above all mine. We dont say nothing, we can feel only our breath. Our hands moves so slowly, but what we can feel are our feelings runs like a train. It’s like as if we discover ourselves, here, now, but as if our feeling are go beyond. We feel ourselves lost in front, one of another. We both must close our eyes, but we take our hands to dont lost us. We must to stay so, and look what is happen around us. We must look at us, eachother. We must embrace us with no say nothing. We must feel what our feeling say us.
My head is exploding and also yours. Our connection is strong, i feel it you feel it. We both feel it. We feel us lost in our feeling.

Daria

Now you cant

daily162_forteHide youself no more. From today i have had the certainty that, you take a look on what i write on this diary. You know, you have scrambled me more than necessary. And now our parallel world is more closer than ever. What i feeling in this moment are our feeling get connect in easy way. And now i feel you so close to me that i cant imagine. I feel you here by my side as you are watching me what i write here, in this open diary. What i write now, is almost confuse, my feeling are confusing. My head is exploding and my vise in stomach get stronger and stronger.  To know you was taking a look on this, till now it was a dream, but what i seen, by now, from yesterday, it’s a dream cames true. And what you’ve read it was one of my open letter most felt i ever wrote. My head is exploding like a bomb. I repeat myself  ‘I just cant believe to all this’, but inside of me i can hear your whisper that says me ‘I’ve read almost all what you wrote.’ And my heart seems stops, for how it goes fast.
What i really need is only to whisper you ‘I love you‘.

Daria

That’s enough

lukerudy_moltiplica-1To close the eyes just for a second to collect each feeling i have felt in these hours, when i have felt you close to me, and our parallel world presents itself in front of me with you inside. You have waited for me. Turning me around, you whisper me ‘Close your eyes’. While i do what you have asked, i take a deep breath. With the eyes closed, i feel your sweet embrace. You are embracing me from behind. How do you like embrace me so. I love it alot. This embrace collect all your emotions, feelings and i can feeling them, in your hold. It thrills me. I feel your breath on my neck and your touch of your lips. This our slowly approach, opens the door to our parallel world while you turn me and in front, one of another, our flows get connect us one of another. Despite our distance in our world we are as we wish to be, close to one of another, and we smiling us one to another. We feeling it, and some ways we cant hold back what we feel one for another. You approach me, stretching your hand on my face, looking at me deeply with your glance. I only can dive myself in of it, and withoiut realizing i place my hand on your face, caressing your skin, till to reach your neo. There, you stops me. You take my hand and slowly begin to kiss it, without take off your eyes on me. Your look, hypnotize me and i start to blush. My head explodes and you see what i really desire, without say nothing. Slowly you approach me closer, and your hands placing on my hips. My hands on your chest, and slowly you lays me on the bed, and for magic, a light white veil is materialized around us, while you are making  me feel the only girl you have ever loved really.

Daria

If i dont – 3rd open letter to Luke

mtc033forte-1Tell you what i feeling right now, i believe, i going drive crazy. It does say that head and stomach are linked. And everything pass trought from there, also what we feeling. Well what i feeling in this moment is like a storm of a mix of emotions. Dancing butterflies, lights floating, head and stomach scrambling by this great emotions that make me drive crazy, and it coming from you.
All this it’s born, seven month ago, and from that moment has grow up slowly. And we know, what then has happened. But what which i FEEL RIGHT NOW, it like all my feelings, my emotions are exploding at the same time. Our parallel world it’s like expand inside of both of us. I feel it and i know, you feeling it too. Our mind get connect ourselves. My vise in stomach and my head are exploding from long time. If something will happens in next days i feel it in this moment. I feel your closeness closer than ever. I would like have the certainty, you are feeling something similar, because what is happening in my head and in my stomach, i never have felt it before. And it’s like a storm that doesnt wants stops. And these words that im writing are like a flow. A flow of our being continuos close, one of another. I feel you here, close to me, and in some ways, im sure you are feeling me. This sensation is growing up faster and faster, and i never felt myself so. I dont believe to drive crazy. I only think, that it’s the very first time what i feeling, and on balance, i feeling all this only with you, and to the end, i ask myself ‘What it does mean? Do you feel the same?’

Daria

 

Our connection

insta058forteAlways overwhelm me. I feel your closeness in such way that i ask myself if your are realize, of these emotions i feel around me and inside of me. My head and stomach are scrambling at the same time, everytime i feel you close to me. Here by my side. When i feel your embrace, i know that’s you and nobody else. When you look at me in this way all my deepest thoughts coming out with no shame. And you know, by now, what they are. It enough, a look of you and i drive crazy. By now i have this strong bond with you, and, despite we dont know us, i have no need of nobody else. When i feel our parallel world get connect us, one of another, i feel myself complete. My head and my stomach explodes at the same time, eachtime we feel close us one of another, despite our real distance. But what which i feel is more of the love. When i feel you here, by my side, all around me disappears and there is you only, and that’s important. Of the rest i dont care. If i write of my dreams, or of my sensations, or of what which i feel about your thoughts or what which you want to say me, isnt important. It only enough that this open diary, slowly is arriving to you, and it’s the right path for our first meeting. Im sure, you have read what i left you, and little by little, you are going knowing me, as i did with you, to finding how special you are.

Daria

You are here

loaded007moltiplicaI feel you. You are behind me, slowly you embracing me. I feel your arms hold me softly. And i feel you inside of me. My head exploding like a bomb, when our parallel world unites us. You behind me, whisper me what which i want to hear, and you know it, what i want to hear. I close my eyes, taking a deep breath, while i feel you turn me. When i open my eyes you’re in front of me, that you sweetly smiling me. Our emotions melt. Despite our distance, we feel close eachother. Our heart begins to beat fast, and despite we are so far, we can touch us eachother. We can feel our feelings escapes way from our heart and slowly melting. Our vise in stomach gets bigger and bigger. We both close our eyes and we are in front one of another. I place my hand on your chest, and trought your shirt i feel your bareness. I begin to feel myself breathless, cuz i feel you’ve start to untied it, for me. And you have put my hand inside of it. That repetive game, by now, turns on our deepest thoughts and desires. While we play this game, we dont take off our eyes one from another, and more this game is slow, more our senses expand and we feel us more closer than ever. For a second i close the eyes, and in that exact moment you hold my hips under the t-shirt i have on. Slowly you approach me, till our skin touch. Your shirt, suddenly, is there, over your arms, and our chests gently touch eachother. We look at us one in another. You have my face in your hands, and slowly you whisper me ‘We remain so’. When you say this our lights begins to floats around, and our emotions overwhelm us. Without realizing, we touch on our lips, without kiss us, till to the end you start to kiss me endlessly.

Daria

Maybe (second open letter to Luke)

jakenowakoski0019_pluniformeThe only who can understand what i can feel when i think to you and i feel you close to me, that’s you and nobody else. Also today, someone asked me ‘what do you find in him?’
What do i find in you… everything and much else. If i explain them what i feel when i feel you close to me, they would take me for crazy, but i dont care. Sincerely they can take me for crazy, but what i feel when i feel you close to me, as right now, it’s one, if not the most beautiful sensation i have ever felt in my life. The connection i feel, we have, still stuns me everytime. I will be also a little witch, but when i feel close to you, comes directly from stomach and my head contemporanely. And it all coming from this strange connection that i’ve called our parallel world. I still, cant explain it to myself, but it does exists. And when i feel your closeness, i feel myself the most alive person of this world. Silencely, you’ve became part of my life. You have teach me a lot of things, and you was close to me when i had face up my last hard test. You have give me such strenght, and i never stop  to say you, thank you. I’ve told you, my love for you, it’s something it goes beyond love, it’s beyond.
All this it’s born, maybe, for a case, but im sure, isnt a case. It’s something that link our personal empathy, our sensibility. In some ways our parallel collect all this, and when i feel you close to me, you feel something like similar. Im sure of this.

Daria

When i need

lukedefault00274forteTo feel you close to me you are always here, by my side. It enough i close my eyes and you’re next to me.  As this afternoon, but if i close my eyes and i take a deep breath, i can feel you here. You are here in my mind and it just enough a little, our sensations expand, in our parallel world that we feel already in front one of another. I stare your shirt, and slowly i slide my hands inside of it and for a second, you hold my hand, looking at me deeply, whispering your desires, placing sweetly your hands on my hips. I close my eyes remaining breathless. While i open them again, i make falls down the shirt over your arms, looking at your wonderful glance. Your shirt slowly falls down but instead on the floor, it begins to float around us. It seems wants unite us more than ever. It does succeeds. Our bodies touch eachother, and like of enchantment, our minds, our souls, but above all, our bodies melting. I feeling you slowly and sweetly enter in me, while all around us disappear, we disappering too, making love.

Daria