Our parallel world was wrapped us and we were feel us in our safe place and noboby couldnt hurt us.
You was looking at me and i was waiting for you start to talk. You was collecting your thoughts. You wanted say me something. I’ve perceveid it. I didnt wanted put press on you. We had all the time of the world if it was necessary. And you have feel it. Then you have began. ‘With her it was everything hasty. There was never no a calm moment. Thing i really needed sometimes, stay in silence, i needed time to reflect, stay with myself. I didnt ever had it with her. She never stopped. At the end i didnt make it no more. If i had asked her to marry me i would been swallowed up in her twirl and i didnt never came out, and if we didnt ever met us, maybe i would be enter in the bar, and for sure, you would have seen the empty in my eyes, as i’ve seen it in her. What i’ve seen, in that bar, it would been my future if i did took the decision to make her that question. When i’ve bought the ring, i did believe to change her, i was conviced to make it, but more the time passed by, more she enter in a dark side of the life from which she didnt would been ever came out. I had passed one of the most beautiful moments of my life with her, without shadow of doubt’
You was telling me these things, as if you didnt tell them to anyone else. My heart beated fast.
Our glances were stare one in another. I could see, in your eyes, your sense of freedom when you was saying me this. I was in silence. I was listening to you, as if each your word must makes part of me from now on.
I was looking at you without say nothing. Our emotions were in the air and we could, feel them, they melting eachother.
‘When i’ve crossed my glance with your ‘ you continued ‘I’ve felt something that i had have forget. The love for life, and in these glances there was a lot of it’
These last words was been left in suspension, but we knew that were not the last.
We were remained to stare us one another, in silence.
Eyes in eyes and our feelings were mixing one in another, and we have had rembember those first glances, smiiling us and blushing, as we did in that bar.”