Was watching her, I was watching to you, and I understood many things you hadn’t said me.
Her glance was lost in vacuum, but she tried to be focused, but in her eyes, it could see, her confusional state.
All in a sudden your glance was set on me: I felt myself, as if i had put myself in the middle.
My heart was going crazy: I didn’t know what to do.
I knew, the wound was still open, but for which what I could see, it was better that you had still see that scene, and that that wound had bled still a bit, and then you had close that door definitely.
I have could, feel your emotions: they were fighting one against another.
Your hands were tightening in mine.
And when she came out from the bar, she drunker than when she was enter in.
I threw away the air from the lungs, and slowly, I begun to stare you, and you was lost in your thoughts.
Right after, you have looked at me in silence.
Just few seconds later, you have whispered me: “Let’s go away, I have need to stay alone with you.”
To go back in your apartment, it would been a journey too long.
I felt you had have need to stay, immediately in a peaceful place and my apartment was just above the bar, and in my jacket there were still the keys.
This time, I was me that took your hands, and slowly we were came out from the bar and we’ve done just few steps and we’ve done few stairs, we have reached the door, and I’ve opened it, and we entered.
Without say nothing, we have done few steps, and we were lay down on bed.
Face to face, you have started to caress me, and i have left you do.
I knew, you wanted delete as fast possible, what which you had seen, and go forward.
You have closed the eyes, while you was still caressing me: I had closed mine too, but all in sudden you have started to touch me in a more intimate way, and I’ve began to moan.
I did believe to dream, instead, were your hands that were exploring what was there between my legs.
I opened my eyes and you was looking at me.
“I need of this”, you whispered me, taking me off slowly the briefs.
“I need to feel me inside of you.”
Silently, we looked at us.
Slowly, you have approach me, and you have kissed me sweetly, while I felt you was gently, penetrating me.”