We were looking at the people who entered in and came out from the bar.
We had our hands well tight one in another above our legs.
At each breathe we made, we could feel new sensations that were flowing inside us.
We were there, and we could, feel the feelings of each people who was in the bar. And each persons who was enter, it was like as if a new emotion strike us.
But when a person in particular, has entered in the bar, accompanied by another, it made itself hear your tight of hand.
It was a girl with a boy.
Without asking, just looking at your wide eye open, I’ve understood that she was his ex-girlfriend: she was looking at herself around.
She seemed she was looking for someone: she was looking for you.
The emotions around us were became great.
The old chains were looking for to chain again him.
Your hand were tightening mine stronger, as if you wanted to be had hold back.
Your eyes were set on her, but she, wasn’t able to see you.
I would have not stop you, if you had wanted go to her.
But you didn’t have any desire to move yourself.
You was, only looking at her and you was understanding, that she wasn’t changed, at all.
She was looking herself around in search of something, but in reality, she wasn’t looking at nothing: she was drunk already, when she was entered in the bar with his friend.
She has took another drink, babbling something incomprehensible, even for the barman.
I have tightened your hand always more, understanding more the reason you didn’t wanted ask her to marry you.
My heart was beating fast, cause I was able to feel your sensations in those moments, and I wasn’t able to tackle them.
I was witness of this scene unable to do anything.
I was only watching your expression changes at every stupid moves that she was making.
The only good thing, was that your hands was always tight in mine, as an anchor.
I was for you the future, and you was looking at the past that it was going away, so as you left it.”