If you could see what i’ve inside of me, you would see a stormy sea. My feelings fighting. And i really dont know how i can calms them. And only with you i can express freely what i’ve inside. It’ seems impossible but it is so. Only with you i can open myself in a way i never did before. I try to explain what i feel to the other people, but they seems says me ‘yes’, only to make me happy, and to change speech.
Instead with you is so more easy. Maybe because we are living the same situations. You feel the same feelings i feel, and not only we are ‘living our parallel world’, but because we are beyond. Yes, our parallel world has something with it, but i still dont know how, but isnt an inventeted thing by me. I would stay here to write to you each thing i feel about you and other things, but from last december, as you know, something link us strongly. And i dont know how it has could happened, but it is so.
When i begin to write here, in this open diary i’ve dedicated you, and i hope you may read it one day, i can feel only myself. I can let free my feelings comes out. As i’ve told you, I prefer to write you, to leave my thoughts, during the night. My mind runs free with my feelings and nobody cant see me if i let free, for real my feelings, and some tears falls down from my face.
Yes, sometimes, i think i’m super sensitive, but i cant anything about it. But i know you understand me.
When i feel you close to me, it’s because you feel the same, and it’s a unexplicable thing, but it is so. Our parallel world is here, we can just only to find out it. But we know that there is it